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Date Posted: 15:33:22 08/19/09 Wed
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Mary
's message, "Re: Marchon" on 14:50:59 08/19/09 Wed
I hate that I made you cry. I love you too, baby. I'm coming to kiss you for real, don't you worry. I just booked my flight online. My Mom and Dad don't want me to come. I thought they'd be fine with it, but since my Mom is in some trouble right now, they want the family to stick together...but, I told them I'm in a bit of crisis of my own. They understand and told me to come for the weekend. I can take off work since I've been with City Hall over a month now. Maybe when I get there, you can show me how your newly bought "item" works? LOL!
Seriously, you are so cute. And I love it when you write me. I would never tell you who you can or can't talk to. So, I'm not asking you to stop seeing Jim, although he's not the Super Sim he's being made out to be, in my opinion.
I'm not even gonna comment on things done in the dark. I've heard about it, too..but I'm coming to see you as soon as possible. heh. Girl, we've never even met in person! But it still feels like we've been going together for a lifetime. We need to go ahead and get that out the way. Then after I get back home we can put things on ice until school is over. That means no Prom baby. I need to focus on getting out of school and going to college.
Shoot, now that I think about it...Mrs. Wise told me that I've got enough credits at CPS to graduate, like RIGHT NOW. I'm gonna ask my Dad and see what he and Mom think, and if Mrs. Wise will go for it. I could go on and get my Diploma now, shoot. I don't have to walk with my class for graduation or give the speech. None of that really matters to me. I did the work. I know I'm at the top of the class. If I can leave for college now, wouldn't that be AWESOME?! Do you think Riverdale Uni would accept me?
Woah, let me slow my roll...before I go overboard with this thought. How would you feel about me coming to University of Riverdale? If everything worked out, I mean? I don't want to come there and cramp your style or anything. *smiles* Let me know.
Wow, how things change from moment to moment. I'm gonna go and talk to my Dad now. He's home right now. Better catch him while I can. I'll get back to you, pretty girl.
'Chon
>Yeah, I'm still calling you Boo. You are my Boo,
>regardless what you've done. I had to reread your post
>since my eyes are kinda puffy and red, and sore. LOL I
>feel so stupid. I'm crying like a baby. But I can't
>help it. I love you so much. More than you could ever
>know, and it just hurt knowing that you kissed another
>girl. That you even desired to kiss her in the first
>place.
>
>I guess you can say it made me jealous. I mean, like
>really, really jealous. To know that this girl is
>there with you, in class, walking around, she can even
>smell you and I can't. And she gets to kiss you, feel
>your lips on hers, and I can't. I really does suck.
>
>And believe me, I've met pleanty of girls here at
>school who are like Erline. They don't hide anything,
>they let guys know just what they want and more. And I
>know it's hard.
>
>You're a guy. A YOUNG guy at that. Who is like 100%
>horny all of the time. LOL I mean, I'm not going to
>lie and say that I'm like this A sexual creature who
>can hold off on all things until you get here or I get
>there to see you. *blushes* I can't believe I'm even
>saying this. You should totally see me, I'm blushing
>up a storm. But.. umm... yeah. There's this shop here
>that sales stuff. Well anyway, I think you can get the
>hint. Lets just say that picture of you by my bed
>isn't there just so everyone can see jsut how hot you
>are.
>
>Now, onto other things. And don't you DARE tell anyone
>what I just told you. I told you because I wanted you
>to know that you are not the only one. I get worked up
>a lot too.
>
>And I know you're not like a moajority of guys, so
>don't think I'm all aboard the "I hate Marchon" band
>wagon or anything. Lilly just said that I should be so
>nieve in thinking that you wouldn't have "flings" on
>the side. I mean there are more things that can be
>done alone in the dark than just sex.
>
>She pointed out that look how she and AJ hooked up.
>They actually hooked up while he was with someone
>else. And I'm not saying you would do that... sleep
>with another girl. But girls like Erline are willing
>to do other things to help releave you of your
>hornyness.
>
>And Jim was totally not looking at my boobs. *sigh*
>Okay, fine maybe I caught him a few times but that's
>nothing to kissing other people. Like you said, he's a
>guy. That's what you guys do. LOL Ok, not funny, but
>still.
>
>If it'll make you feel better I'll stop seeing him. I
>won't even talk to him. Though it will be hard since
>the sorority does a lot with the frat. which he is
>president of.
>
>I don't want you to feel trapped or opressed, or like
>we are some old married couple. I would love it if you
>could at least come here for a visit. Just so we could
>actually be together.
>
>But again, it comes back to you being a guy. I know
>that, and I have no idea how you'll be in college,
>heck I have no idea what you'll do the remainder of
>your last year of high school.
>
>So if you want to put things on ice for a while, it
>will hurt like heck, but I understand.
>
>What's that saying. Something like love is like a
>bird, if you uncage it and it flys away but returns it
>was ment to be. But if it never comes back then it
>wasn't.
>
>Shakespare's I rather to have loved and loss than to
>never have loved again.
>
>And that's how I feel. So you know were to find me.
>But I think I'll be at the gym since I need to burn
>off this ice cream. I mean, really. Do you know just
>how many calories are in one pint of this stuff? I am
>NOT trying to get fat this young. I'm way too cute for
>that.
>
>Mary
>(who still loves you and only slightly peeded off)
>
>>At least you're still calling me, "Boo". That's a
>>promising sign...I know I messed up, baby. I know I
>>did, and I'm SO SORRY. Please forgive me, Mary.
>>Please.
>>
>>I should've just came out and told you about it, and I
>>tried, but I kept deleting my words. Nothing sounded
>>right because it's just a messed up situation. I
>>don't know what's wrong with me...well, yeah I do.
>>
>>Part of me liked the attention Erline was giving me.
>>This girl is like all sexual..she doesn't hold
>>anything back. Nothing. Uhh, nothing. And I've never
>>had a girl on my jock like that before. The other
>>part of me was like, I'm gonna show Rashid that she
>>will hook up with ANYBODY, including me. I didn't
>>think beyond that point. I wanted to see how far she
>>would go. It was like the timing was right and it
>>happened. I don't have any desire to kiss her again
>>or be with her, please know that.
>>
>>Man, it makes me think what my Dad said all along was
>>true. It's hard having a long distant relationship
>>when you're young and not married. My hormones are
>>RAGING, do you hear me?! I am so consumed by thoughts
>>of sex, it's not even funny. I hate reading about Jim
>>trying to get all next to you. HATE IT. But, that
>>was not the reason I did what I did. I'm not trying
>>to get back at you for anything. I'm just a teenager
>>with a hard-on every single moment of the day. I
>>can't get no more honest than that, baby.
>>
>>I haven't kissed nobody else, I'm not even interested
>>in pursuing anybody else. Sure, I think some girls
>>here are cute, but I'm not wanting to be with anybody
>>but you. You're so beautiful it takes my breath away,
>>girl!
>>
>>And if I can ask you right now, I know you're mad at
>>me, but what did Lilly say to you that's got you
>>saying all that stuff about having blinders on? Lilly
>>doesn't know me! She don't know anything about me. I
>>made a mistake, true enough, and I feel so bad about
>>it, but it doesn't DEFINE me. I'm not the average
>>Joe, pretty girl, by no means. So don't believe the
>>hype.
>>
>>I gotta regroup and refocus on things. Truthfully, I
>>don't know how college is going to be. I don't know
>>if I'll end up having sex there or not. I'm scared to
>>say I won't and then end up doing something I regret
>>later. I don't ever want to lie to you. I can see
>>now, that things happen. Situations happen that you
>>never see coming. And I'm not married yet, but I feel
>>married. Maybe that's not so good right now. Maybe I
>>need to come there and hold you in my arms for the
>>first time and see what your hair smells like. See
>>what your skin tastes like. Kiss you like the world's
>>coming to an end and see how we feel after that.
>>Maybe we need to keep our relationship strong, but put
>>it on hold until after college?
>>
>>After we graduate and you get ready to move here and
>>live with me, it won't matter what happened in
>>college. And there's not this feeling of panic
>>everytime I see a guy "checking out your boobs".
>*$#@$*
>>
>>Oh man, dude...I don't want to even think of anybody
>>having sex with you before I do. That is beyond what
>>I can take. But, I can't say that, and then have a
>>double-standard, can I.
>>
>>I need to see you.
>>
>>Your Boo
>>
>>>Hey Boo,
>>>
>>>Okay I'm not trying to flip out or chew you out or
>>>anything. But why did I have to hear this through the
>>>grape vine? Why couldn't you just come right out and
>>>tell me? Huh?
>>>
>>>Chrsitina Wise and Viggo Kim talk. And boy oh boy do
>>>they talk. She told him what happened between you and
>>>that Erline ho! And he goes and tells Cameron Smith
>>>who then calls me to tell me. WTF!?
>>>
>>>I mean, heck, I trust you, but this? You couldn't
>have
>>>thought of another way to prove to your brother that
>>>he has the hot for a ho? You went and kissed her?
>>>*takes deep breaths*
>>>
>>>I mean, have I done something to make you act like
>>>this? Is it Jim? I mean, come on. What, you don't
>want
>>>me hanging out with him or something, so you go and
>>>kiss this Erline?
>>>
>>>I don't want to say that I'm mad, but I think I am.
>>>Like really, really, really mad! I haven't even
>kissed
>>>another guy... EVER! I was saving that for you. YOU
>>>MARCHON! YOU. And you go and plant on another girl.
>>>Who else have you been kissing? Would you even tell
>me
>>>the truth?
>>>
>>>OMG!!!! Lilly told me. She told me, but would I
>>>listen? I have blinders. Yup, blinders. Never saw
>this
>>>coming. OMG! OMG!
>>>
>>>I need to get out. I'm going to the gym to work out.
>>>Maybe I'll talk to you later.
>>>
>>>How are you going to at in college?
>>>
>>>Mary
>>>(who still loves you but is royally ticked off!)
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