| Subject: Re: How bad is it?(meth) |
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Rebecca
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Date Posted: 22:43:22 09/19/06 Tue
>>Today I actually realized that for the past month ive
>>been on meth more than i was sobor. That thought
>>triggered something in me, so i've decided to stop
>>doing it for a while. I don't know how long it will
>>last, but it's already about 12 hours after my last
>>hit.
>>
>>I want to ask somebody who knows how bad my brain can
>>be damaged after about a month of almost every day
>>METH use?
>>
>>My body received pretty much enough food, vitamins and
>>water during this period. I never stayed up for more
>>than 2 days. So, on the average, if summ up all hours,
>>i had about 5 hours of sleep every day.
>>
>>I'm a designer, so most of the time I was working on
>>the projects. Of course, it was very productive, but i
>>think that it should stop before it gets too serious.
>>
>>Is it already too bad? How bad is my brain damaged? Is
>>there anyonewho is in the same condition?
>>
>>I think that i can stop doing it... But maybe not... I
>>don't know if I really want to...
>>
>>HOW LONG DOES IT TAKE UNTIL A PERSON BECOMES REALLY
>>ADDICTIVE?
>I hate to tell you this but you're already addicted
>unless you are smarter than you sound and decide to
>never touch the stuff again. Good thing you are not in
>my shoes and have been doing it every day for the last
>10 years, took a break for 1 and 1/2 years and then
>was on a 7 year run before that. Does it affect your
>brain, well maybe not as bad as you are fearing but
>you have already started a horrible self destructive
>little hobbie for yourself that ruins many of
>thousands of people's lifes and those around them.
>Ever heard of a triple mocha at the Java store? You
>would be a lot better off. After years of use(or
>should I say abuse)your memory will not be as
>sharp,delayed reaction when you are searching that
>sacred data base to find someone has completely erased
>it at times. It rotts your teeth, it gives you high
>blood pressure, your kidney and liver will end up as
>hard as a paint brush full of paint that was set aside
>and someone forgot to rinse it off. God let's hope you
>never get your hands on some good stuff and start
>picking your face. Ever see a tweeker chick at the
>store that can't stand still and her face looks like
>she is a zombie with scabs....don't go there. You are
>not in this world to win any races or get your job
>done faster than anyone else. Meth is a very selfish
>and self destructive drug for people to loose
>themselves in. Don't forget that this world needs you
>to stand tall and just be yourself, respect yourself
>or no one else ever will.Don't live a lie. Instead of
>thinking about yourself, try looking at the people
>around you and their needs and you will find that you
>could really help someone out with just a kind word, a
>helpful hand, a birthday card in the mailbox or a
>smile to someone that needs one. You reep what you
>sow....so take it from an addict that hates to think
>of the beautiful life I have wasted, just to get high.
>After a while, you will not get high, it will just get
>you out of bed. I felt very sad for you when I read
>your note here. I hope you will turn around and walk
>away from a drug that will completely wipe your life
>right into hell. Much love to ya, be strong, let your
>light shine for others to see. Good luck. A
Dang so now that it's been a year (or two, er three?), I wonder what happened to that guy? I bet he kept doing it, not that I don't have faith in that guy, but that shit is killer, and probably destroyed his last 2 years of life!
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