| Subject: Re: Heroin addiction and OxyContin® |
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Tom S.
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Date Posted: 00:38:38 01/15/04 Thu
In reply to:
Scott
's message, "Re: Heroin addiction and OxyContin®" on 01:32:33 05/14/03 Wed
Let me explain the heroin thing as ar as my exprience goes...Ever since 15 yeas old when i started smoking pot on a daly basis, my big thing in life was to prove to the world that I was capable ofdoing drugs, and maintaining a productive, functional life at the same time. For a while, this worked fr m - No matter what drugs I did, or how hard I partied - I was able to unction in society...went to colege, got out, landed oodjobs, etc etc. I got so arrogant, by th time I was 24 - I had used jus about everything, and was so proud of it because I was able to juggle a decent and responsibe life at th same time. thought I was so smrt and so cool - no drug could beat me. I was sucesful, by 26 I was moving up wth a great career and everything else - things were great. Then...Heroin. Heroin was the drug that beat me. I got into heroin, and after a while, that part of me that was able to juggl rtesponsibility along with several drug habits...gae way, and heroin took over. Im telling you right now - dont fuck with Heroin. I dont give a fuck how strong you are, o how capable you are to sustain control over your addictions...heroin is the drug that will beat you. It destroyed me, and it took me about tree full years to fully recover - and thats after kicking. The shit fucks with yur brain chemistry, nd you neer really feel "normal" again without it. The same texbooks I used to mock, and read like "that aint me, Im better than that - that only happens to losers who cant control it"...began to mirror me to a "T" - I became the "losers" I used to mock and place myself above. Look, it's simple -Dont fuck with Heroin - It took me to places I never thouht I could go. It drgged meto rockbottom, fast. Im no advocate, and Im no angel - But I am clean, and I can tell you - I still never feel the same as I did befoe heroin. Dont fuck wth it.
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