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Date Posted: 00:51:02 08/22/04 Sun
In reply to:
Miss N Jackson
's message, "Heroin addiction" on 18:01:10 01/31/03 Fri
>Hey whats going on everyone!! I am a 34 yr old fem-single mom and a junkie for over half my fuckin life!!Im currently getting detoxed from my Methadone program not by choice but they think 2 yrs of dirty urines coming up positive for coke and benzos and whatever else they are telling me that i cant be in treatment anymore cause its not working for me!!Can you believe that shit!!SO now im on a lousy 15mgs this week and on Monday i will be on 10mgs!I am sick every morning and i have to go to Brooklyn everyday to cop so i can get straight for the day.I dont know what to do !!I am so fuckin depressed and i am so sick of sticking needles in my arms and i am hurting myself and my son with all my bad sudden mood swings and bad temper outbursts!!I live in L.I. NY and i would like to here from anyone who can relate with me and what i'm going through!I really am getting sick of this life that leads nowhere fast! I have lost my younger brother from a drug overdose and my husband was shot and killed becouse of drugs. I am tired of losing my loved ones and im tired of being sick..I just want to be "normaL" !!! Yeah i cant live like this anymore i want to die sometimes its so bad . Anyone feel the same way??--Rachele---
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