| Subject: LOOK HERE DOCTOR LOOK HERE |
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Jenny
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Date Posted: 14:23:58 10/07/04 Thu
In reply to:
Dr. Frezhnie
's message, "Scott" on 04:31:59 05/14/03 Wed
>Hello Doctor:
I am but a mere 29 but I have lived a life most 60 year olds look at me in wonder for.My parents were not to blame for my bad judgement and lack of responsibility.I got on that airplane all by myself. They say only 1% of all junkies get off and stay off well here I am. I struggled long and hard and a junkie will not quit unless A.He or she has a dire urgenct to quit B.Runs out of money C.Goes to prison D.overdoses or has someone close to them overdose in front of there very eyes.My husband just overdosed at the age of 32.I am so angry and disgusted at this whole scene. This last time I kicked I was addicted for 5 years strait and was using about 2 grams a day. On top of that I ate 2mg xanax bars like they were candy to try and ease the withdrawls and almost had cardiac arrest from it, while throwing up blood and bile. Xanax is not the answer neither is methadone there just bandaids.I had a good life,my parents I adore.I was just experimenting when I realized ilike the void a little to much.Then after the "3"days I was an addict.A functional addict that was working for a neurosurgeon at the Texas medical center. You just never can tell can ya? A college graduate,just married virgin junkie.Lets hope you dont have kids that go through this as you never know until your in ones shoes hmmm?No doctor helped me I did all on my own--locked in a room with nothing but a bed and a tv. If a junkie wants to quit--thats that--theres no magic cure.If I seem a bit jaded and pissed well I am. I lost everything I ever owned or cared about--my fault but that doesnt make it hurt any less.Now I am a widow at 29 with a lifetime of experiences and memories and scars you could never know unless you have been there.
JUNKIES stand up take responsibility---By the way I adore my parents and I am so sorry for the pain I made them suffer through.
Good day,
sir
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