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Amanda
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Date Posted: 01:12:50 01/10/04 Sat
In reply to:
Ron
's message, "How bad is it?(meth)" on 21:42:27 05/16/03 Fri
>Today I actually realized that for the past month ive
>been on meth more than i was sobor. That thought
>triggered something in me, so i've decided to stop
>doing it for a while. I don't know how long it will
>last, but it's already about 12 hours after my last
>hit.
>
>I want to ask somebody who knows how bad my brain can
>be damaged after about a month of almost every day
>METH use?
>
>My body received pretty much enough food, vitamins and
>water during this period. I never stayed up for more
>than 2 days. So, on the average, if summ up all hours,
>i had about 5 hours of sleep every day.
>
>I'm a designer, so most of the time I was working on
>the projects. Of course, it was very productive, but i
>think that it should stop before it gets too serious.
>
>Is it already too bad? How bad is my brain damaged? Is
>there anyonewho is in the same condition?
>
>I think that i can stop doing it... But maybe not... I
>don't know if I really want to...
>
>HOW LONG DOES IT TAKE UNTIL A PERSON BECOMES REALLY
>ADDICTIVE?
I hate to tell you this but you're already addicted unless you are smarter than you sound and decide to never touch the stuff again. Good thing you are not in my shoes and have been doing it every day for the last 10 years, took a break for 1 and 1/2 years and then was on a 7 year run before that. Does it affect your brain, well maybe not as bad as you are fearing but you have already started a horrible self destructive little hobbie for yourself that ruins many of thousands of people's lifes and those around them. Ever heard of a triple mocha at the Java store? You would be a lot better off. After years of use(or should I say abuse)your memory will not be as sharp,delayed reaction when you are searching that sacred data base to find someone has completely erased it at times. It rotts your teeth, it gives you high blood pressure, your kidney and liver will end up as hard as a paint brush full of paint that was set aside and someone forgot to rinse it off. God let's hope you never get your hands on some good stuff and start picking your face. Ever see a tweeker chick at the store that can't stand still and her face looks like she is a zombie with scabs....don't go there. You are not in this world to win any races or get your job done faster than anyone else. Meth is a very selfish and self destructive drug for people to loose themselves in. Don't forget that this world needs you to stand tall and just be yourself, respect yourself or no one else ever will.Don't live a lie. Instead of thinking about yourself, try looking at the people around you and their needs and you will find that you could really help someone out with just a kind word, a helpful hand, a birthday card in the mailbox or a smile to someone that needs one. You reep what you sow....so take it from an addict that hates to think of the beautiful life I have wasted, just to get high. After a while, you will not get high, it will just get you out of bed. I felt very sad for you when I read your note here. I hope you will turn around and walk away from a drug that will completely wipe your life right into hell. Much love to ya, be strong, let your light shine for others to see. Good luck. A
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