Date Posted:17:53:41 02/24/07 Sat Author: Serene Subject: Re: I can't take it anymore.. In reply to:
PleaseHelp
's message, "I can't take it anymore.." on 04:50:40 02/21/07 Wed
I wish you could find away to quit!!!!
Until you do,SKIN it. JUst stick it in your butt,or your arm 5 inchs or so below your shoulder.You will still feel it,you won't be sick anymore.You won't get the rush,BUT YOU WON'T BE SICK.
Oh,God
Please stop trying to get a vein.They are all finished with.You have to let them heal.You have to get some help.I have been clean for almost 4 yrs.You can be too,i used H for 8 yrs.
OH,please,baby,baby...............stop the blood bath!!
I beg you!!!!Even if you are not religious....PRAY.Pray to god for help,I did and it helped.Talk to God as if he was a friend right beside you,be specific in the help you pray for. I wish you the best!!
You are so young, life is not over yet,and it can get better.
I just want you to know, i met someone and somehow found out why he had a cane and seemed paralyzed on one side.
Where he had been shooting on his hand, it got infected, the infection spread to his brain.He went into a comma, but he survived. He can barely talk,he had a hearing device implanted in his head so he can hear,but he can't hear music. When i met him and found out, I was terrified,that could have been me,I am so lucky.
My ex-husband started having grand-mal seizures whenever he shot up, his heart stopped one time, but the next seizure started it again. It was horrific.
PLEASE TRY TO GET CLEAN.
