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Date Posted: 01:59:15 01/25/08 Fri
Author: Jess (help)
Subject: My story

Its been a couple years now that i've had a problem with dope...and i'm now wanting to get help.

my story:

I'm 19 and a herion addict

When my mother was pregnant with me she used and i was born premature at 4 lbs as a herion addict and an alcoholic.

When i was six my mom died of AIDS from a needle she fell into a coma and the last thing we did together was fight.

As a little girl it didnt affect me much intill i got to be 12 and realized i needed my mother.
my grandparents were the ones to raise me but a girl always needs her mom and for some reason my grandmother was not cutting it.

At 13 i tried oxys and from there tried heroin for the first time.
it was the best feeling in the world and i felt no more pain or emotion.
from the age 13 to 16 it was a on and off thing i never got fully addicted intill i met my first real boyfriend.

a year into our realtionship we were fine and one day i started using again and hid it from him untill he found it.
he was going to throw it out but i talked him into doing it with me and from there me and him got addicted and went from 2 bags a day to 3 bundles a day.

i'm now 19 and am not with him anymore he started stealing from my family and now is locked up and i want nothing to do with him even know i was in love and i still have love for him.

i'm not using as much anymore because i have no money i dropped out of school but luckly kept my self not sick long enough to get my GED but i have no job because i cant work if i'm not on drugs actually i cant do anything if i'm not on drugs and everyday i wake up and drive people places for one or two bags and thats my life.

i'm tired and want help but dont know where to start and i'm scared i wont get better and do the same thing my mom did to me and herself. so i'm comming on here to tell u my story and ask for help. i have no money or insurance and i dont know what rehab to even ask for help so if anyone has advise please let me know email me or write back.

thank you,
Jessica

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