Date Posted:07:13:35 02/12/08 Tue Author:tattoo (without hope) Subject: at the end of my rope
Ive been using heroin for 25 years im an interveinous user. I have no veins left, I sit on the floor for hours trying to find veins that arent there, I have abcesses and scars all over my body. Every marriage and or relationships that I have been in has failed cause I chose the drugs over them. Ive overdosed 8 times and pray to God daily to take my life and end my pain and misery. I love the drug and hate and despise it. Its truely the Devil. Ive sold my soul and live everyday empty and miserable. Only waiting for the next fix. I have no one to talk to who understands what im going thru and its this lonelyness that will be my demise. Is there anybody out there?????