Date Posted:07:27:35 02/12/08 Tue Author:tattoo (without hope) Subject: Re: My story In reply to:
Kristie
's message, "Re: My story" on 00:57:37 02/04/08 Mon
I just posted a bit about my torment, and ran across yours. I feel for you so much. there is nothing more lonelier than being a heroin addict. either everyone you know dies, rips you off, or abandons you. I wish I had answers for you. Ive been in and out of rehabs, jail, and on suboxen. My last attemp on suboxen didnt work in fact it back fired miserably. Im afraid to stop, cant go thru the withdrawl again. One day i want to quit then next thing i know im using. Ill only be free once Im dead. I know that is not the way to think but I am at the end of my rope. Been there, done that. Its my best friend, my worst enemy, its my lover, and my abuser, I know nothing is easy, but its to the point of will i ever be free..I feel like ive lived my life as its prisoner and Im not sure if the cage door opens that i wont be back...its hell my dear and my heart goes out to you...
