after going threw 3 cold turkeys the last thing i would think about is using!
I see people now that years on are still using and so glad I stuck to it. I think when u using u stop feeling anything! And its nice to feel some things! The thing with gear its a hypnotic so u feel in a differnt space to it to everyone else!
I was busted the last time and if I hadnt of been clean in my court case would of ended up in jail! losing my daughter! I had to tell my parents! You say you cant tell people but in the end you will have to! If you do ever try again dont sit in! go out for walks do loads of different excersing! Try hypnosis {sorry about spelling!
Last thing I never even think about it now but do remember thinking like you do! Loads loads better being normal trust! will help you if u need mentor sally
