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Date Posted: 20:55:16 09/18/08 Thu
Author: Stephen (fed up)
Subject: Re: i am 1 year clean
In reply to: Lauren 's message, "i am 1 year clean" on 06:20:25 06/22/07 Fri

ive been using for going on 4 yrs now, and cant seem to kick the H habit. the withdrawls are too much for me to handle, and i am just happy ive found some other people with the same problems, i feel like just overdosing myself or something so i dont have to fucking deal with it anymore, i know thats not right, but it seems as if there si nothing else to do....there is a 6 month waiting list ATLEAST for a methadone program, and i am broke anyways....i dont know how i am going to make it as every day is a struggle to find something so i dont get physically sick for that day, you are very lucky to get on a methadone program, as i wish i could. itseems that is the only way that will somewhat work to keep me off smack.
BELIEVE me i do want to stop so bad, but i cant deal with being sick and withdrawling and the cravings and everything it is just too much, i cant sleep at night if i dont have anything, and can barely get out of bed if i dont have a bag. started sniffing for about 2 yrs and now have been shooting for going on 2 yrs EVERY DAY. i just cant take it anymore and i need some sort of insight. i have a job but am constantly broke because of the habit and cant go to work half the time because ill be sick. please please help somehow, i just need some sort of insight. like i said i think methadone will be the only thing that can help me, and it seems so. please reply or email me

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