| Subject: Re: Now comes the easier HARD part... |
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Alexander
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Date Posted: 14:30:48 01/04/04 Sun
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In reply to:
Gary
's message, "Now comes the easier HARD part..." on 12:24:13 01/04/04 Sun
Dear Gary,
thank you so much for your reply. You brought a couple of tears to my eyes but that's alright. You're a wise person and I agree with your words despite the fact that I still find it hard to understand a lot of things in the world, or in today's world, whichever, I'm not sure. The greatest problem in all of this, for me that is, is that I myself have been going through a long dark night of the soul for almost the entirety of my life... What can I do? A clairvoyant once told me (and for free! Oh, well...) I had been born under a bad star and was unlucky even with women. As the time passes I can take it better but at the same time I'm tired and sometimes pray to God to give me a sudden heart attack with no possible return. Of course, He doesn't give me what I ask for (maybe someday when I don't need that at all?...). I can only say if there's an afterlife and all that I wish I'd made things a little easier on myself... Frankly, why do I need to learn so much at once? I wouldn't mind feeling lucky and confortable for a change. As for my wife, she will leave me if she wants to. I'm just not sure she knows she can count on me if she plays it fairly. But time will tell. Thanks again, Gary. :)
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