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Boo
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Date Posted: 23:47:56 02/12/04 Thu
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In reply to:
Gary
's message, "What would you like your future to be?" on 07:35:48 02/06/04 Fri
Hi Gary,
Thank you for the reply.
I am actually not sure where I want to be and what I would change in my life now.
I am going thru trying times and it is very difficult to live for just today and wait for tomorrow to come.
I lost my dad whom I truly adored in July last year, he had a stroke in 2002 and could not speak or do anything for himself. That put a huge strain in my life cause though he was part of my life he was not actively involved in the decisions that I had to make.
I got engaged in December 2002 and he already had a stroke then. We then got married in April 2003 and we could not celebrate cause I wanted him to walk me down the aisle so we just signed at the magistrate court.
My mother took care of him and he really looked healthy and as though he was recovering.
I was blessed with caring and loving parents and I thank God for that. My dad was my pillar of strength and he sacrificed a lot of things to make sure that I get a tertiary qualification and be independent.
Now that he is gone I have a huge void that neither my mother and husband can fill, so I started to long for a baby. It might have been for the wrong reasons at first but now I know that I am ready to bring a life into this world.
We have been trying for a couple of months now to no vain, though I keep my stress levels low and maintain a healthy lifestyle. There were times when I gave up hope but I know that God loves me.
I really wonder if I will be able to get babies of my own and have the kind of relationship that I had with my dad with them.
When you pray - dont forget me please.
Thanks for your time
Kind Regards,
Boo
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