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>My boyfriend is 19, used to use a lot, then got >hepatitis c and it scared him into quitting. He was >clean when we met and moved in together. I'm 21 and >work two jobs. He got fired. I have suspected >something was up after that but didn't know for sure. >I searched his car and found everything he needed to >shoot it except heroin. He stopped himself last time, >taking suboxins and staying away from everyone. He >started hanging out with the same people as before. >He's been getting money from me and his mom and his >step dad because none of us knew until I found it. I >gave him the option to stop contact with his "friends" >and go to counseling or some kind of outside help. He >promised he would and the next day he talked to them, >one I know is a dealer. But it's never about him. >It's always someone elses stuff that he's holding. >He's never stolen anything but I know he sold his >playstation. He said he has done it once in the 6 >months we have been together. He snorted it and felt >like shit for doing it and went home to take the >coldest shower possible. He tells me he doesn't want >to do it he hates it he doesn't have a problem >because he just messed up once. I told him it's >either inpatient rehab and stay away from everyone >that does it (which is everyone he is friends with) or >I'm gone. I don't know if he is going to do it. He >told me he doesn't want to because he doesn't have a >problem and it's not bad enough to have to go to >inpatient and that I'm being unfair. Am I? Am I >being too harsh? Someone help me to see I'm not >abandoning him because it sure as hell feels like it.

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