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>>this is the 5th time i think i have tryed to beat h. I >>have used methadone, subutex, suboxone.. cold turkey.. >>and it seems sometimes like a am meant for this life.. >>why me? i hate to feel pity on myself.. but sometimes >>thats all the energy i have left to give out..i feel >>as if i am no one.. i have a great family and >>boyfriend (also the same as me) friends, good job.. >>never lost anything.. but my self respect.. i want >>someone to tell me what they did when they were clean >>its my 2nd day clean.. i feel good.. i did subutex.. >>ahh. i want this pain to end. >This is Allen's sister. I think you signed his guest >book for his obituary. PLEASE do whatever you have to >to stay clean. E-mail me. This has been the hardest >week of my life. I had to bury my baby brother >yesterday. I know your message was from a few months >ago, but do whatever you can to stay clean.

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