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>Psalm 139:1 & 23-24 >O LORD, YOU have searched me and known me... >Search me, O GOD, and know my heart; Try me and know >my anxious thoughts; And see if there is any hurtful >way in me, and lead me in the everlasting way. > >It has always been peculiar to me that David started >this Psalm by acknowledging that GOD already knew >everything there was to know about him, and then he >ended the Psalm by asking GOD to search him and know >him. This morning it is very clear. David knew that >GOD knew all about him...EVERY SINGLE DETAIL...EVERY >THOUGHT, EVERY HEART MOTIVATION...HE KNEW IT ALL. In >my heart I believe his closing comments in this Psalm >were an expression of his desire for GOD to allow him >to know his own heart as GOD did. >This is my prayer today. Ladies, more than anything I >want HIM. More than anything I want to KNOW HIM and I >want to LOVE HIM and I want to be totally consumed >with HIM...NOTHING MORE AND NOTHING LESS. >In recent days as I have been praying and asking HIM >to make me more like HIM, I have realized that the >more I want to be LIKE HIM...the more of me I see. My >heart's desire is that HE would permeate every fiber >of who I am...I think HE wants this too. > >I love HIS WORD...HIS WORD is the reason that I come >each morning and share with you. I share HIS WORD >because I KNOW BEYOND A SHADOW OF A DOUBT that it is >the answer to everything this life hands us. I know >that inside the covers of HIS WORD are the answers to >every question. This part of our ministry began out >of my desire to share with some women the things that >GOD was showing me in HIS WORD. It has been an >amazing journey...I have loved it...I have loved >you...I have so enjoyed sharing my heart. >I don't want to be known as a great writer though. I >don't want to be known as someone who knows the WORD >OF GOD. I don't want to be known as a decent teacher. > I WANT TO BE KNOWN AS A WOMAN WHO WAS TOTALLY AND >UTTERLY AND COMPLETELY FLAGRANTLY IN PASSIONATE LOVE >WITH THE LORD JESUS... NOTHING MORE AND NOTHING LESS. >I say all of that this morning to say...I am again >laying down my pen. Last year when I put my pen down >I knew that it was for a specific time...today, I >cannot tell you that I know this time period. It >might be days, weeks...I just don't know. What I know >is that as much as I love the writing, and I believe >that GOD has given me every single word that I have >shared over the last four and a half years....I DON'T >EVER WANT IT TO BE ABOUT ANYTHING BUT JESUS... >LADIES, I WANT FOR YOU WHAT I WANT FOR ME. I WANT HIM >TO BE EVERYTHING... >My prayer for each of you during this time will be >that HE will give you a sincere desire for HIS WORD. >Ladies, that IS where you will find HIM. HE told us >that we could have HIS heart...and we can have HIS >mind....and we can LOVE HIM with every fiber of our >being...THIS IS WHAT I WANT FOR YOU. > >LORD JESUS, I lift these women to YOU. I love them >because YOU have allowed us to travel a journey >together...some of them have been here for four years >and others for only a few weeks...Thank you so much >for the privilege that YOU have given me to share YOUR >WORD with them. Thank you for writing YOUR WORD on my >heart. Thank you that YOUR WORD is alive and active >and IT DOES CHANGE US. Thank you that, YOU JESUS, are >my highest aspiration. Thank you that YOU have >written YOUR NAME across my heart. FATHER, I don't >want to be great...I WANT ONLY TO BE YOURS. FATHER, >may I know my heart as YOU do...may I see the things >that YOU see and may I be totally and utterly consumed >with YOU. May my life be a true reflection of YOUR >LIFE IN ME. Use these days away to do a work in my >heart that ONLY YOU CAN DO... >JESUS, MORE THAN ANYTHING I WANT YOU! IT IS IN YOUR >MATCHLESS NAME THAT I PRAY. AMEN > >Ladies, I am here...I am available and you can contact >me, but for the time I believe that GOD has again >asked me to lay down the pen. KNOW that I am praying >for you and I am asking HIM to allow you to see what >HE sees. I am asking HIM to consume your heart with a >passion for HIM and HIM ALONE. > >ONLY and ALWAYS Because of JESUS- >Vicky > >PS...for those who still desire something in writing I >offer you the following website... >I believe you will enjoy this: myutmost.org >....enjoy spending time with JESUS and ask HIM to do a >work in you.

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