It's important to be healthy emotionally, spiritually, and physically. Being sad and mad at the same time is not a good thing and you really should seek some further help for that.
Date Posted:23:07:20 01/14/08 Mon
Just know that you are not alone, I too have flashbacks and am mortified. If you wish to talk, feel free to. I can't solve what your feeling, but I can try to go through it with you.