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>My mom said she supported me for 18 years, now is time >for me to get a job. I graduated in May. When May >started I saw a job on craigs list for a responsible >young person. I texted the lady and talked on the >phone and met her. The job is helping her with her >house and baby. It pays 8.50 and room and board. I >stay there and come home Friday night except if she >has a date I get paid more to stay on the weakend. >Then my mom comes and sees me. > >She said she expected a girl when we talked on the >phone, but she said if I show her I can do the job I >can have it. She talked to my mom and wanted a letter >from a teacher. My counseler gave me a good letter and >I got the job. First it was part time. Now it is a >real job. I clean and cook and hold baby Mary and feed >and change her. I did all that at home for my mom. > >I really like baby Mary she smiles when she sees me in >the morning and likes to be held close. When I hold >her I feel like her mom, not a guy. Johanna is the >lady I work for. She brest fed Mary, so she kept >trying to such on my shirt. It felt funny but nice. A >couple of times I lifted my shirt and let her. One >time Johanna saw and I was ashamed. She did not laugh >at me. She smiled at me and said if Mary and I liked >it, it was fine. > >In the night when I finished the dishes Johanna said >sit by me and she talked to me. She asked if I liked >letting Mary do that. I didn't lie so I said it feels >nice, but Mary gets upset because she's hungry and >gets no milk that way so I have to give her a bottle. >Johanna said boys can have milk if they want, but >their brests will get bigger. Would I like that? I >said how much bigger. She said not two, but I would >need a bra because milk would leak on my shirt. She >said think if I'd like ot. I said do you think Mary >would like it? She said yes, but don't answer now. >Tell me tomorrow night. > >The next day I let Mary do it. I knew I would like to >feed her like a real mom. So I told Johanna. She sent >me to her doctor. I had to take Mary two. It was a >lady doctor and she examed me. She said Johanna said >you want to brest feed Mary. I said yes. She said I >need some pills and a pump. She told me what to do. >So, I did it for 3 weeks and got some milk. The first >was just some drops. Now is more, but not a lot. >Johanna got me some bras and some shorts and plain >sandals so I don't look like a boy with a bra. > >Linda is nanny at the park I take Marry to. She knows >me and saw I changed. She is like 25 from Mexico. She >is always nice, but calls me momma cita that means >little mom. She does not mind me in a bra. I told her >why. She helped me not look like a boy in a bra by >fixing my hair and giving me a lip stick. > >When I went home for the weakend when I got my milk, >my mom saw my bra on. She was not mad, because I told >her I felt like a mom before and the pills and pump. >She gave me more girls clothes. They look nice when I >iron them. Professional mom says. > >Johanna said if I want to keep being Mary's nanny I >need more education so I can teach Mary. So, she got >me books and cds and dvds. When I'm done I'll be an oh >pair. That's french for nanny. > >TY Ray

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