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>>My mom said she supported me for 18 years, now is time >>for me to get a job. I graduated in May. When May >>started I saw a job on craigs list for a responsible >>young person. I texted the lady and talked on the >>phone and met her. The job is helping her with her >>house and baby. It pays 8.50 and room and board. I >>stay there and come home Friday night except if she >>has a date I get paid more to stay on the weakend. >>Then my mom comes and sees me. >> >>She said she expected a girl when we talked on the >>phone, but she said if I show her I can do the job I >>can have it. She talked to my mom and wanted a letter >>from a teacher. My counseler gave me a good letter and >>I got the job. First it was part time. Now it is a >>real job. I clean and cook and hold baby Mary and feed >>and change her. I did all that at home for my mom. >> >>I really like baby Mary she smiles when she sees me in >>the morning and likes to be held close. When I hold >>her I feel like her mom, not a guy. Johanna is the >>lady I work for. She brest fed Mary, so she kept >>trying to such on my shirt. It felt funny but nice. A >>couple of times I lifted my shirt and let her. One >>time Johanna saw and I was ashamed. She did not laugh >>at me. She smiled at me and said if Mary and I liked >>it, it was fine. >> >>In the night when I finished the dishes Johanna said >>sit by me and she talked to me. She asked if I liked >>letting Mary do that. I didn't lie so I said it feels >>nice, but Mary gets upset because she's hungry and >>gets no milk that way so I have to give her a bottle. >>Johanna said boys can have milk if they want, but >>their brests will get bigger. Would I like that? I >>said how much bigger. She said not two, but I would >>need a bra because milk would leak on my shirt. She >>said think if I'd like ot. I said do you think Mary >>would like it? She said yes, but don't answer now. >>Tell me tomorrow night. >> >>The next day I let Mary do it. I knew I would like to >>feed her like a real mom. So I told Johanna. She sent >>me to her doctor. I had to take Mary two. It was a >>lady doctor and she examed me. She said Johanna said >>you want to brest feed Mary. I said yes. She said I >>need some pills and a pump. She told me what to do. >>So, I did it for 3 weeks and got some milk. The first >>was just some drops. Now is more, but not a lot. >>Johanna got me some bras and some shorts and plain >>sandals so I don't look like a boy with a bra. >> >>Linda is nanny at the park I take Marry to. She knows >>me and saw I changed. She is like 25 from Mexico. She >>is always nice, but calls me momma cita that means >>little mom. She does not mind me in a bra. I told her >>why. She helped me not look like a boy in a bra by >>fixing my hair and giving me a lip stick. >> >>When I went home for the weakend when I got my milk, >>my mom saw my bra on. She was not mad, because I told >>her I felt like a mom before and the pills and pump. >>She gave me more girls clothes. They look nice when I >>iron them. Professional mom says. >> >>Johanna said if I want to keep being Mary's nanny I >>need more education so I can teach Mary. So, she got >>me books and cds and dvds. When I'm done I'll be an oh >>pair. That's french for nanny. >> >>TY Ray

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