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>Hello my name is June and Iam a >wife&mother&grandmother and keeper of the home. But >years before this I hadnt been,i was a biker and an >acholic and very misrable with my life and had always >felt such a void in my life like something was >missing. As a child growing up i never felt loved my >dad was adrunk and never ahd any thing nice to say all >he did was cuss and scream. No love and affection for >his wife or children. I grew up fearful afarid of evry >thing in life.All my child hood memories were of >unhappiness and yelling and beging cussed at and told >your not my daughter!! And Iam not your dad. As a >child this can be a horriable thing to experince. you >fel so beaten down. And my dad was an abusive man. He >was mean to my mom who was raised Mormon. and all >through,i knew there was some thing I was searching >for,as i grew in to a teenager I felt different from >all the rest I felt as if I werent a teen I felt like >a grown up.Well years later and after beging married >to my first husband and abused,I divorced him and we >had 3 children fro our 13 years of marriage. Than at >28 i went crazy and drank and didnt care much about >living,but still feeling nothing but rejection from >others that I dated. Well i met the man Iam married to >in 1976 and we both lived to ride and ride live as >bikers not hard core not in a club but could have >been,we just like to party and be wild and crazy. >there were times we would go out and be drinking and >doing crank as it was called and we would ride like >the wind its as if I my self felt frre,but still no >love and I woudl see these poster up and down watt ave >in the town we were living and on green back just >ablack and white paper saying boldley "JESUS DIED FOR >YOUR SINS" and John 3-16 and i would be kicked back on >tour Harley and all of a sudden I felt as if some one >was near me. And each time I saw this poster I would >feel different.One day I had my boyfriend Rocky who >now is my husband,stop so I could read the Poster I >read For God so loved the world he gave his only >begotten son for who ever beleith in him should not >perish but have ever lasting life. I stiil kept >partying until one summer. Rocky and I attended >abarbcue and he was out of line and I was drunk >asual,my sister and her husband was there also.And in >the midst of all these folks,was a young women breast >feeding her baby girl and I thought that was totaly >different.And as I sat there on the ground looking at >her she was a friend of the people who had the >barbcue. Well we started talking about GOD and she >said I have never meet two sisters who beleived in God >but didnt serve him.She talked about my life as a >Mormon,never knowing a word of the Bible,i nevr liked >going to the Mormon church,all i remember is sliding >off the seats in my fancy dresses.well Sami as my >friend she became to be wittnested witha all her >heart,and told me about a church she went to I replied >iam not going to a church any more people judge you >and I hate dressing up fancy.well beleive it or not I >did go and became born again,she saw me and said >Juneie Coons why are ya here,i replied Iam tired of my >wicked ways,but before this I heard our Lord in an >Aduio voice speaking to me as plain as day.I beleive I >was hung over drinking the nite before,well i heard >get June got to that church Sami told you about,I >replied i dont know wher its at.Well the Lord showed >me it was two blocks away from my home all the while >God was outting my life back together as a puzzle. >Well i went to church with a chip on my shoulders and >would think in my mind Iam never going to raise my >hands up and praise the Lord.Then Rocky became >jealous and would ride his Harley by the church and >reve his engine and ascuse me of having a boy friend >and one day I said yes hes name is "JESUS" I couldnt >get enough of the Love of the Lord and I was on fire >for Jesus I woudl tell every one what he had done for >me and I finally after all these years had a father >who loved me excepted me as i was. I was out side my >home one evening and praying and I saw a huge angel on >the roof of my home just but for a fleeting moment,and >i used to fight&argue because of not feeling loved and >then I took care of some friends children while they >were in jail and tried to show the Love of the >Lord,but they were in to witch crat,But when there mom >got out of Jail i was tested,Linda got up in my face >and yelled at me and clled me some pretty foul >names,well we were toe toe and nose to nose and felt >anger well up in me and I had my fists ready to punch >her lights out when I heard the Lord say just walk >away,but she wouldnt be quiet,and I started to puch >her and once again I heard the Lord say I said just >walk away!! well when I realized it was my heavenly >aftehr i ran to my room and was saying to my puppy >Levi ,LEVI Jesus just spoke to me ,and then my nephew >said I wasnt nice to be like that to Linda and I said >Bobby the Bible says to not cast your pearls before >swine.and then he later said Aunt June Iam proud of >you it took all you had not to hit her.Well years >llater at the church I had to ask for help for food >and when evi Pastors wife took Liz a friend whom I >lead to the Lord but it was Jesus in me she became >save. We both needed food and when she opened the door >to the food closet there was plastered all over the >door in black and white "JESUS DIED FOR YOUR SINS" >this was the church that had put them up I rejoiced >and jumped up and down yelling telling evie and Liz >this is the church,and as you can see God was putting >the pieces of my wounded and broken heart back >together again just like a puzzle. And I love him >today even more.The Bible says that Jesus has come to >heal the wounded and broken hearted.And if there is >some who reads this I want you to know he can heal >you and all you are going through no matter >whatbecause thier is "NOTHING" to difficult for the >Lord. he hears your cries. Wont you ask Jesus to come >into your heart today. In Christ Jesus June Coons >saved for 19 years and still loving my Lord and Savior >Jesus Christ,because with out him in my life I couldnt >go on at all. Call upon the name of the Lord Jesus >while he may be found.

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