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Date Posted: Tue, Feb 08 2011, 4:20:06
I want to apologize to each and every one of you... Especially catmom. I know my horrible comments were very hurtful and down right mean. I promise you I will post no more. But before you go I want to do one last thing. Admit to you the truth about me. I don't expect you to believe me, much less forgive me. But it does not matter and does not change the fact that I need to come clean. For me and my God. Belittle me if you want... I totally deserve it.
I really am a middle aged female, mother of three. My youngest turns 18 next week. I have 16 years of nursing experience, the last five in critical care. All those mean things I said to you guys were really directed at myself. You see, I AM disgusted by myself for the very things I accused you of. I am severely addicted to oxycodone and was recently caught diverting from work. I hate myself so much for what I have done to myself, my carreer, and my family. I honestly want to kill myself. I am considering a large overdose of the very substance that put me in this predicament. Fitting end, wouldn't you say? There you have it. Let the flaming begin. I just wanted to say I was sorry. I don't hate any of you. I hate myself. I pray everyday for strength to get thru this. Thanks for listening.
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|Re: The entire truth||Todd||Tue, Feb 08 2011, 4:22:39|
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