hello leif fans,
i wanted to say hello to all and a big kiss to leif.i am not feeling so wonderful tonight because i have found a lump on my right breast and so freaked out my faith is being tested, i won't no pity, i want to say it was nothing but i won't know 4 a few days and i want to cry. i have never won anything in my life but i want to win this .i so want to win this. i have kicked drugs with another drugs to get me well amd chemo does not sound like a drug i want to do. wow thats a first.i just became a grandma of a beautiful baby girl and now i feel like i will not see her grow up 2 be the daddys girl she's going 2 be and at 2 months old she finds me fasinating and i love her, my son and her mommy.god never promised us a tomorrow but i'd love some time to let her know i'm a good person and i am so scared i won't be here to care 4 them, i can't stand this it hurts my heart, what do i do, who cares and why me?i lost one sister last febuary and she was so perfect. nothing like me. i'm the odd girl out someone, anyone, please pray 4 me i am worth it just because i've not been so good i am good and i'm scared.leif was always such a cutie and i know what he's been through i love him 4 being who he is and would love to say hello even on the message board would be fine .so leif hello and i hope u can see this and send some love to me.god bless u all and i'll let u know in a few days if i'm ok or if i will be asking someone to say a small prayer from a nice southern girl who could use a friend to talk to. my e- mail is all screwed up so thank you for just being a fan club that i love and to a very sweet teen idol who grew up with addictions like me and leif keep being strong please take care of ur selves all of u amd god bless this site.
donna lynne tn.
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Hey Donna...Sorry to here about your situation... I hope everything works out for the best and you are in my prayers... -- Donna from Nashville (Wishing you the best..), Fri, Dec 07 2007, 15:53:27 [1]
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>hello leif fans,
>i wanted to say hello to all and a big kiss to leif.i
>am not feeling so wonderful tonight because i have
>found a lump on my right breast and so freaked out my
>faith is being tested, i won't no pity, i want to say
>it was nothing but i won't know 4 a few days and i
>want to cry. i have never won anything in my life but
>i want to win this .i so want to win this. i have
>kicked drugs with another drugs to get me well amd
>chemo does not sound like a drug i want to do. wow
>thats a first.i just became a grandma of a beautiful
>baby girl and now i feel like i will not see her grow
>up 2 be the daddys girl she's going 2 be and at 2
>months old she finds me fasinating and i love her, my
>son and her mommy.god never promised us a tomorrow but
>i'd love some time to let her know i'm a good person
>and i am so scared i won't be here to care 4 them, i
>can't stand this it hurts my heart, what do i do, who
>cares and why me?i lost one sister last febuary and
>she was so perfect. nothing like me. i'm the odd girl
>out someone, anyone, please pray 4 me i am worth it
>just because i've not been so good i am good and i'm
>scared.leif was always such a cutie and i know what
>he's been through i love him 4 being who he is and
>would love to say hello even on the message board
>would be fine .so leif hello and i hope u can see this
>and send some love to me.god bless u all and i'll let
>u know in a few days if i'm ok or if i will be asking
>someone to say a small prayer from a nice southern
>girl who could use a friend to talk to. my e- mail is
>all screwed up so thank you for just being a fan club
>that i love and to a very sweet teen idol who grew up
>with addictions like me and leif keep being strong
>please take care of ur selves all of u amd god bless
>this site.
>donna lynne tn.