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Date Posted: 15:33:11 08/04/06 Fri
Author: a rather bleak update
Author Host/IP: dialup-4.142.66.96.Dial1.Chicago1.Level3.net / 4.142.66.96
Subject: Friday, August 04, 2006



Hello, hello, hey, hi. I've not written for a bit so I thought I'd provide an update. I got into a big fight with my dad, who lives near Austin, last weekend. It was very unpleasant and completely instigated by him, as has been the case time and time again. I had a bit of a breakdown over it, and went to see my Mom who lives in a shit-kicker town called Stephenville. Apparently Jewel lives here lol. Anyway I'm not sure when or if I will return to my former residency, as the bad feelings continue to simmer for me.... I'm in a weird space, in my head, right now.... getting used to not smoking pot everyday like I'd been doing for a long time, and coping with some very heavy stuff involving both parents... I won't indulge you on the details as they are kinda private. But I'd say my outlook has improved since earlier this week when I was becoming suicidal... I'm just being honest with you. I haven't done any music in a while, I'd like to but it's just as I said, a weird time. And I continuously feel weird about whether I'll have any success as an artist, getting it out there to people, touring, etc. as that situation just doesn't really seem to improve much. But I remain optimistic, however naively that might be. My playlist is not as extensive as it normally is - I've really only been listening to a few records consistently. They are :

Syd Barrett - Barrett

John Frusciante - Shadows Collide with People

Stone Temple Pilots - Tiny Music.. Songs from the Vatican Gift Shop

These have been some of the most trying and desperate times in my life but I think I'll come out of it ok overall. Thank you for your support, those of you reading this know who you are. I feel like crying. See ya next time when perhaps I'll have better news to report. RIP Arthur Lee!!

zB

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