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Date Posted: 19:28:22 02/16/01 Fri
Author: Anonymous
Subject: My conversion

I wish to remain anonymous have anny of my friends or family stumble onto this site. Also, pleas excuse my bad grammer.

I think it started about at the age of twelve. I used to think about the origon of the universe a great deal. As a matter of fact I had nothing better to actually do becaus I was completely anti-social. It took a while untill I actually noticed what my religion represented. What really pissed me off is that the catholic faith condemd every other religion. I think that it went alittle something like this: "If you do not worship god, no matter what, you worship Satan, and therefor go to Hell, where the god that loves you sends you to fill a pain that is more horrific than anny other and it will never end." This really pissed me off. It allso was completely rediculous. Not to mention that you can't simply proclaim that some invisable man is the origon of all that existanc. I allso felt that religion was just probably a lie told to people to controll them. It seemd that all religion was is just a bunch of brainwashing minde controll crap(I mean, how would you fill if someone told you "love me or die and burn"?)

At the age of fourteen I attempted to tell my parents that I wanted to renounce my faith. This was not a good idea. My dad thretend to send me to counsoling, and my mother told me that I had no choice of what I wanted. No matter if it was the way I thought or what I did. This really pissed me off, but seeing that it was impossible to win this battle I just made up sone lie about my dad makeing me angery and that was the reason I had said that I wanted to renounce my faith. I decides that I was better off waiting for collage to renounce my faith. Despite all of this I am still catholic, but I have a different view of things now. I am fifteen and now a blastphamist. All this actually does is makes me a sinner but allows me to be catholic at the same time, so my parrents cant actually say annything about teh bad things I say about God. All that religion classes and retreats did to me was drive me insane. Even though I know that I am going to hell for sinning I don't really care. After I gratuate I plan on renouncing my faith to agnostic.

That is my story, written horribly by myself. I hope that it was enjoyable.

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