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Date Posted: Sunday, May 31, 07:45:20pm
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's message, "Traumatic Amnesia 126+" on Sunday, May 31, 07:44:58pm
Do you have plans after you are done here? Kate asked Nikita as she started to wrap Nikitas leg up for the final icing down after a long and productive physical therapy session. Ever since Nikita came back with the entourage, Kate saw what Jurgen had seen and had suggested seeing Nikita as often as possible. Nikita had been in every day but the weekend. But Kate would have come in on the weekend if Nikita would have wanted that.
Michael is picking me up. We are getting out of the house for a while again, Nikita revealed and Kate was not surprised. Nikita was going stir crazy and the house just had too many people on top of each other. Jurgen, who although he gave his two weeks notice had taken two weeks of vacation and sick time off, was there all the time. Add him to the mix of Mick, Walter, Belinda, Aggie and Gus, it was a lot of people. Plus, from what Kate heard Davenport was hanging out there with Birkoff a lot. Too many people.
Nikita sat there for a long time and thought about things and how grateful that she was that Michael wasnt taking her right back to Walters. She wasnt brave enough to think about going back to her own place. She never wanted to go back there. But she was feeling closed in at Walters place and odd. The more time she spent in that bedroom, the more that she realized that it was Walters and Belindas bedroom.
Nikita knew that she didnt like too big of a crowd and it all made sense why she had been like that in college. The house was starting to be too crowded and Nikita ached for space of her own and space that she didnt have to share with others. It was nice to have people to laugh with and people to keep her in a good frame of mind, but it was overload. Mick mentioned it, but he didnt leave. The house was becoming a clubhouse and Nikita started to feel like she was being overlooked, except by Michael.
Michael was there for her when she was done becoming a popsicle. Nikita smiled as she thought about that phrase because that was how Mick sometimes called her, although she hadnt heard it since she had gotten hurt and the whole brainwashing thing came to light. Nikita wondered if Mick would ever think of her that way again and then she shook her head, trying to mentally shake the thought out of her head.
What is it? Michael inquired as he walked beside Nikita as they arrived near his car.
I promised myself that I wouldnt worry about things that I would spend the time thinking about other things and not everyone else. Its not often that we get out, Nikita revealed and Michael opened the door. Its too much at the house?
It would be different if it ever slowed down, but its always busy, Nikita spoke and then winced. I dont want to complain
I know what you are talking about, Michael agreed as he helped Nikita into the car and then got into the other side. Walter told me today that he was surprised that I have lasted that long. I guess when I was feeling like I didnt like to be around this many people, he confirmed that I was more of a loner.
Am I too much? You dont need to always get me. Someone else can come get me Nikita started to panic as she thought that now Michael, the one person that she wanted to spend more time with, was getting tired of being around her constantly. She didnt know what brought those thoughts on and she knew that Michael was still working through his own memories, but it didnt stop the panic.
Kita, Michael spoke again, this time Nikita hearing it. The first three times she didnt hear him calling out her name. I want to spend time with you. When we are together its like we are one. I wouldnt give up our time together.
Nikita turned and pressed a kiss against Michaels cheek. It was to tell him that it was ok but that she was still calming herself down. She was grateful when Michael started to drive and when they got to the one turn, they went opposite of going towards Walters.
Nikita leaned her head back and closed her eyes as her head slowed down. She was with Michael and she trusted him to take her somewhere. She was safe and calm.
Kita, Michaels voice called out, but this time it was clear that it was the first time that Michael had called her name. She opened her eyes and looked right at Michael. This time, Michael pressed a kiss to Nikita, but met her lips. Nikita savored the kiss and moaned in protest.
Michael got out of the car and then opened the door to Nikita. She looked at the condo in front of her and looked to either side. There were other condos, but they werent close and that was very nice. Nikita followed Michael and walked inside with him, finding things wide open, but yet warm and inviting. Let me get us something to eat.
Where did you find this place? Are you renting this by the afternoon or something? Nikita inquired as she settled on the couch and leaned her head back. When she breathed it just felt like the air was so much more open. Nikita didnt know how to describe it, but she even felt safer here.
Michael stood in the kitchen and pulled out the sandwiches, unsure of how to explain things to Nikita. There is a Wii here too we can play some.
Nikita turned her head and grinned at Michael. A man right after my heart food and Wii. Are you sure you didnt take me to heaven?
Believe me, when I take you there, youll know the difference, Michael lustily replied as he knew that the heat between them was growing. That was easy as they were alone and there werent the possibilities of someone else coming in on them and that they werent in Walters bedroom. Michael cleared his throat as he could see the heat and desire in Nikitas eyes. He had a task at hand and took their lunch over to the couch and settled in with Nikita.
The question that Nikita had asked was forgotten. She was starving and she easily ate her sandwich. She wasnt normally one to clean her plate, but today she did. Kate had really worked her hard and had gotten her on the bicycle. Nikita was sure that the new activity was making her hungrier.
After an hour and a half of playing Mario Kart, Michael turned the game off and pulled Nikita into his arms on the couch. I love you so much, Nikita.
Nikita was so happy in these moments, and with Michaels arms around her, she could stay like this forever. The world was not touching her. There was a reality outside of where Michael and Nikita where right now and it didnt intrude with what they were doing. Michael and Nikita had their own little world and even their past didnt come into play.
Nikita had drifted off for a little bit and she turned her head and looked at the clock. I dont want to go back.
Nikitas voice was sad and she turned and groaned. I sound so awful when I say that.
No, Michael disagreed. You dont sound awful at all.
Nikita turned and winced as she bumped her knee, but she faced Michael either way. Im grateful for what everyone has done. I mean, Walter and Belinda have given up their own house, own bedroom their own bed and I cant ever pay them back for what they have done.
I know Michael stroked Nikitas face carefully. He was relieved to hear that Nikita felt the same way.
And Aggie and Gus they have given up their parents basically to us their whole routine is thrown off and the house that used to have only 4 people in it it lucky if there is only 6 people in it. Sometimes there are 10 people in there at a time. And when Jurgen is there Michael its too much, Nikita rambled on as she trembled. She was scared to sound ungrateful.
Michael kissed Nikitas forehead. Its ok to crave your own space.
I need it, Nikita felt the tears trickling down her face. But in ways Im also afraid to be alone
Im not going to let you be alone, Michael announced and Nikita pressed a kiss to the hollow of Michaels neck. How do we tell Walter that we need our own space?
Michael chuckled. I dont think that Walter is going to mind getting his bedroom back.
But hell try to get us the house next door what, Madelines not far and I know that my own place Nikita shook her head. I cant go there.
You arent going to go there, Michael whispered as he looked out towards the room and turned to look back to Nikita. How about here?
Here? Nikita inquired and Michael nodded his head. I wanted your input but MJS does real estate holdings so I had them purchase this in case this was the right place for us but if you want to look at other places
This is yours? Nikita questioned and Michael blinked. He hoped that Nikita did not take this the wrong way. He didnt want to control everything. He really wanted Nikitas input on things. Technically its MJS right now but yes, its mine.
Nikita sucked in some air and then completely relaxed on top of Michaels body. I love it.
Michael ran his hands along Nikitas back. Are you ready to be here? Full time move?
We have to tell the others tonight Nikita declared as she didnt move from her relaxed position. Michael willed his body not to react to her body right now. He slowly rubbed her back and then hugged her body. I was afraid that you were going to hate that I got this without you thats why there is nothing in the other rooms. The only thing that was in the refrigerator was lunch today
Nikita lifted her head and chuckled. So we cant spend the night.
Not if you are hungry, Michael quipped and just on cue, Nikitas stomach rumbled. She laughed. I swear Ive never been this hungry in my life. I guess its a sign that this is right.
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