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Date Posted: Tuesday, April 14, 07:53:56pm
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Nikita507
's message, "Traumatic Amnesia 81+" on Saturday, April 04, 06:53:47pm
The table was clear and Mick rubbed his hands across the wood. They had gotten everyone out of the house this morning and Nikita insisted on doing this outside of the bedroom. It was a very level-headed idea and Mick was surprised with how well Nikita was holding up in front of others during the morning thus far. But as he sat there, he wondered how it was going from here.
There was a lot of information to get through today and a lot more to get through on other days. There was no way that everything was on the drive and Mick worried about how much was missing. Today he could not go into undoing what was done. This was a day to outline what he knew and what he thought that they had to do. There were methods that Paul and Madeline had done that were inhumane and Mick worried that he would not be able to fix that.
Im going to tell you what I know today and how I know it, Mick started as he looked across the table to Nikita. She held Michaels hand tightly as she should have just sat on his lap. Her body was a bundle of nerves and Mick did not blame Nikita for being like that. In fact, he found it hard to believe that she was able to just sit there. To know that she had actually asked if she had been brainwashed had kept Mick up last night.
Everyone in this house is here to help you, Kita. Whatever you need, Michael spoke as he just had to let Nikita know again something that everyone had been saying. Nikita nodded her head up and down as she pressed her head against Michaels. Pulling her face away, Nikita looked right at Mick. Dont drag this out.
Mick sighed and liked the direction. He wasnt going to go fast. There were going to be tons of questions, but the first parts were going to be hard. There was a secret room behind Madelines office in Wolfe Institute. Im still trying to figure out how long you were at Wolfe Institute but you spent years in those rooms as they well, they closed the rooms off after you moved into the house with Madeline a few blocks away.
Nikita closed her eyes and her pulse raced, but she opened her eyes moments later and nodded at Mick. It was his indication to continue speaking. What I have found out was on a hard drive of a computer that had been left in those rooms Madeline may have been involved with what happened to you, Nikita but she also broke down the hallway and retrieved the hard drive to give to Davenport so we could have it.
Madeline Nikita spoke and Mick nodded his head up and down. There is a journal in the computer I dont know how she got involved, but she truly believed that she was doing what was best for you.
That I couldnt live with knowing who I was?
She didnt want you to have to remember what happened to you, Mick clarified and Nikita dropped her head. Michael rubbed Nikitas neck as he looked at Mick, wondering for a moment if this was already too much for Nikita to process. But just as Michael was about to speak, Nikita lifted her head on her own, a few tears rolling down her face, but not too many. Wolfe Institute doesnt take children
You were a special case, Mick stated as he didnt want to get to this right now. He wanted to get through other things. Im still trying to track down the methods that they used they arent ones that are documented well but I highly doubt that Paul Wolfe came up with the methods himself and there were times when they thought they were done and you stopped communicating for a couple days
Michael leaned his head back and realized what they had experienced when Nikita had the night terrors. Nikita pressed her tongue against her teeth and forced herself to swallow. The night terrors those are repressed memories?
Unfortunately, yes, Mick stated and Nikita winced. Instantly, she just knew that she had been very abused as a child. She couldnt think of what she would have done if she found a child that was abused like that. Nikita, we dont know all that you remember
And there might be even more, Nikita rasped as she nodded her head. She swallowed hard. Are we going to just wait for me to remember?
That method works for amnesia patients people like Michael but I dont think we can do that right now, Mick declared and Nikita leaned into Michaels body and rocked slightly back and forth. Kita, Im sure that we can take our time. No one is saying that you have to do this all right now.
Nikita looked at Michael and actually lifted a hand to his face. Im already remembering things, Michael it can get dangerous and I cant live like this
Then I want to force my memories too Im tired of waiting for them
No, Michael, Nikita shook her head as she pressed a hand against Michaels face. You are doing fine.
But you dont have to do this by yourself you can get back your memories and I can get mine back Michael spoke and Mick winced at the very bad idea. He had his hands full right now and Nikita wasnt going to be able to help out with Michael if he forced his issues.
You are fine, Michael you are regaining your memories in a healthy manner you arent spending days not talking and having such violent night terrors that you have to be sedated Nikita rasped as she dropped her hand and pulled Michaels hands into her chest. But Im not healthy its eating me up.
I have to agree with her. I need you to be Nikitas rock I cant help both of you, Michael, Mick commented as he just had to let Michael know how he felt about Michaels gut reaction. It was a terribly romantic gesture, but it could be disastrous.
Michael didnt say anything but he kissed Nikitas forehead and nodded towards Mick, an indication that he understood what they were saying and Mick hoped that it meant that Michael would back off from forcing his memories.
What will I be like? Nikita questioned as she looked at Mick. Will I just lose all of this
You wont lose these memories youll probably even gain memories of the process of the brainwashing and those might be very scary Mick rubbed his forehead. But I cant be sure that you wont get stuck in those emotions because you really werent functioning, Nikita
So they really thought that I needed Nikita choked up when she couldnt say the word brainwash again. They thought I couldnt function without it.
Its really complicated, Popsicle, Mick stumbled and Nikita narrowed her eyes. Does this go back to why I was there?
Mick nodded his head up and down as he glanced at Michael. But Nikita caught that look. Nikita looked back at Michael and then almost growled at Mick. Popsicle I dont want to get stuck in why
Im going to remember why, right?
Not necessarily this was in Pauls notes alone Mick swallowed and then took a deep breath. Maybe he wouldnt have to tell everything. He found you in an apartment well more like your mother had you squatting in an apartment and you were really abused you were unconscious for days.
Nikita chilled as she wrapped her arms across her body. How did he find me? Why did he find me? Paul hates going into the bad parts of town
Mick looked up at to the ceiling and then turned back to Nikita. Michael was shaking his head back and forth, but Mick knew that it would be no good. Paul Wolfe found out that your mother had you and he did the math and realized that there was a possibility that you were his biological daughter
Nikitas body lurched forward as her mouth just went slack. Mick worried that she had stopped breathing and Michael wrapped his arms around her and started to rock slightly back and forth.
I dont have test results he never got them ran from what was on the drive Mick continued and Nikita closed her eyes and then screamed. Michael wrapped his arms around her head and pressed her close to his chest. Kita we are going to find out everything question that you have well find a way to get the answers I swear
Mick leaned forward and touched Nikitas back as Michael didnt stop moving. Nikita needed to be cocooned right now and Michael was doing exactly what she needed.
But there was so much more to go.
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