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  • Mmm -- Shark, 18:32:54 09/07/04 Tue
    I started reading Sandman about a month ago. It seems like a lot of websites over it are defunct by now. :\r

    I want to get The Little Endless Storybook someday. :)

    http://www.comicscontinuum.com/stories/0103/13/LittleEndlessStrybk.htm

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  • Fantasy Football -- Applix, 09:40:44 09/12/04 Sun
    Hey, I forgot, if anyone wants to join fantasy football join my league. It is in sports.yahoo.com and under free fantasy football. Enter 686986 as the number for the custom league and the pass is 12boogers
    Please join and hurry!

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  • c'yall -- Warlock, 11:26:46 09/05/04 Sun
    at 11:43 am on September 5th the message board was pronounced dead

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  • Question -- Shark, 14:05:09 08/23/04 Mon
    I'm planning on reserving my copy of Kingdom Hearts: Chain of Memories with the money I got at my summer job. This is the first time I've bought a video game in ages, though. What store has the lowest rates?

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  • College Beginnings -- Tigergirl, 09:22:02 08/26/04 Thu
    Well I finally have caught up with most of you people. I'm finally going to college. Thing is all of my second senior semester, I didn't apply to a single college. Yeah, big problem. I had plans that turned around and slapped me right in the face. It was one of my ex's! How did you know? *fakes being shocked*

    Anyways, now I'm attending the nearby community college. The fun part is all my friends are leaving me behind in this small little place. Its got a haunting affect knowing I won't see them for a long time to come. Growing up isn't easy at all... So hard to say good-bye to all my friends I've known since such an early age. In the end though, I have to let go and hope for the best.

    Can't complain about my classes though, none are too hard, and I'm liking the direction its taking. No busy work, no useless memorization. Understanding and reading... Debates and Participation. Expressing ones opinion. Its like I've found my place. Even if none of these classes suite my intrest too much. Taking Goverment, US History, Intro to World Religion and Intro to Computers *flinches at the last one* Gods, its so easy, I could do it w/ my eyes closed. I'm even allowed to bring my laptop, Shako, along with me to class.

    Well I'm off to class soon, see ya ppl!

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  • im sad -- Warlock, 19:36:46 08/26/04 Thu
    i miss porn

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  • dasfadsfsda -- Warlock, 12:55:24 08/22/04 Sun
    im only gonna be in my apartment til the 5th then im movin into a crappy motel YARRRRRR no one will hire me so we're sellin weed again but pretty soon i might be movin to edmonton our apartment is ghetto as hell right now we have one chair a matress and 2 foamies for furniture then we got a tv stand with no tv and a cofee table itll be good once we move to teh crappy motel tho cuz well all have our own rooms and they got tv and cable and shit I miss cable

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  • I made myself very happy. -- Psych, 14:37:55 08/18/04 Wed

    I QUIT BAND.

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  • "I like it when the red water comes out." -- No name, 13:39:59 08/12/04 Thu
    http://fat-pie.com/salad2.htm

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  • afds -- Warlock, 11:01:21 08/07/04 Sat
    yooooooo whats up peoples still nothin I see I GOT MY OWN FREAKIN APARTMENT! sorta theres 3 of us living in a one bedroom apartment all we do is sit around smokin weed all day way too much weed I really dunno how they do it we dont have a phone or anything tho it uber sucks but I must be gettin home i just stopped by my parents place to drop off some laundry

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  • I LUFF EWE -- Kaeldra, 21:54:07 08/12/04 Thu
    OMFG! hahahaha, i luff you guys! someone has to freaking get ahold of meee!! seriously. Write me or something, because i still have no access (regularly) to a comp. OMg, i actually graduated, be proud damnit!

    Er, yeah, sorry, i'm at myst's house and bored :x ya know the drill. But yeah, i just felt like dropping by to see if anyone actually still came here. and some do! MUAH!

    Yeah... write me though...

    Rosalee Mann
    605 S. Commercial Ave.
    Emmett, ID 83617

    e-mail calystia67@yahoo.com or crazy_kaeldra@hotmail.com

    <33
    Rose

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  • Inexplicably Pregnant Shark -- Peace, Kowledge, and Serenity, 22:09:18 08/10/04 Tue
    I like to randomly search the internet, and tonight I found your site here. In reading it, I found that little post about the shark pregnancy without the presence of any male sharks. I find it interesting that the experts didn't know, but most forms of aquatic life are capable of reproducing aesexually when there are many females living in a habitat without males for long periods of time.
    Just thought you might like to know...

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  • Heh :) -- Myitt, 13:11:35 07/23/04 Fri
    Howdy everyone. I hope you're all doing well. I'm doing pretty okay if you want to know.

    In case you want to get in touch and aren't able to:
    AIM - paleoshire5
    Yahoo - maniraptoran
    MSN - myitt@yahoo.com
    e-mails - maniraptoran@yahoo.com, tlepore@student.umass.edu

    ...best bet is AIM, or e-mail as I haven't been online much lately.

    I remain,

    Tara

    (...and Myitt)

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  • Tossed into the Fucking Ocean without a Floaty -- Psych, 18:21:42 08/02/04 Mon

    Yeah...so...this whole thing is a shock to the system. My mom just basically gave me a checking and savings account with starter checks and said, "Here ya go. Lets see if you can live within a budget for the school year." Now, no one accepts starter checks. Yeah, wrote one today and "Oops, our store doesn't take starter checks. Almost no one does without the information on the check." I almost started to cry because right then and there it seemed my mom was against me existing in the working world and she just played a horrible, horrible joke on me.

    That pissed me off.

    I'm also trying to get my drivers liscense, pass two on-line classes (one is going horribly awry)and find a job. And do band and try and make a friend because I just crushed the last one's soul.

    Wow. It's a shitload. Midlife crisis at 17.

    (I hate money, yes I do. But you can't exist without it. You have to have money, a job, a living place and a liscense to exist. I liked not existing, I don't want to exist. Existing SUCKS.)

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  • LOL -- Psych, 18:06:55 07/24/04 Sat

    Yeah, so, we did a euthanasia post for Health and I convinced a person that was totaly against it that it would be a great way to go. They agreed and said that's the way they wanted to go. They first started out with "IT'S MURDER" and then the teacher said it would be selfish for a family to hang on to a loved one when they were dying awyways and they wanted the peaceful injection. So, for what ever reason the kid changed their mind. o.O I am persuasive.

    DR. DEATH RULES

    I love that class. ^_^

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  • For the love of SOMETHING! -- Psych, 09:58:38 07/24/04 Sat

    Hear ye, hear ye, all hail to the MIGRANE.
    Let the eyes suffer and the ears ring,
    It is a glorious thing to experience!
    Bright computer screens and loud noises make it worse,
    Let us all go into the sun and bang our cooking pots!
    Let everyone know that WE WORSHIP THE MIGRANE!


    It hurts, it burns, it makes you want to dig your eyes out of the sockets,

    Ladies and gentlemen, THE MIGRANE!

    Thank you, thank you. Yes, I am the real migrane. I make you miserable and experience one of the worst kinds of pain. I do take all the credit for it. ^_^

    It's hard being a migrane, you have to know just when to hit. Any time is good really. Anytime your person is doing something even remotely important to them, STRIKE. Make them feel the burn and pain! Make them want to dig their eyes out and eat them they hurt so much!

    Yes, it's even better when they're hungry, that have to satisfy both the hunger pains and the head ache! OH, THE HORRIBLE HEAD ACHE! (isnt' it great? yeah, i thoguht so.)

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  • Pay no mind to this -- Psych, 14:46:43 07/22/04 Thu

    Yeah, don't pay any attention to this. The com[ i'm on at school is stupid and wont let me go to Yahoo! to e-mail it to myself.

    ATKINS v. VIRGINIA
    certiorari to the supreme court of virginia
    No. 00-8452. Argued February 20, 2002--Decided June 20, 2002
    Petitioner Atkins was convicted of capital murder and related crimes by a Virginia jury and sentenced to death. Affirming, the Virginia Supreme Court relied on Penry v. Lynaugh, 492 U. S. 302, in rejecting Atkins' contention that he could not be sentenced to death because he is mentally retarded.
    Held: Executions of mentally retarded criminals are "cruel and unusual punishments" prohibited by the Eighth Amendment. Pp. 5-17.
    (a) A punishment is "excessive," and therefore prohibited by the Amendment, if it is not graduated and proportioned to the offense. E.g., Weems v. United States, 217 U. S. 349, 367. An excessiveness claim is judged by currently prevailing standards of decency. Trop v. Dulles, 356 U. S. 86, 100-101. Proportionality review under such evolving standards should be informed by objective factors to the maximum possible extent, see, e.g., Harmelin v. Michigan, 501 U. S. 957, 1000, the clearest and most reliable of which is the legislation enacted by the country's legislatures, Penry, 492 U. S., at 331. In addition to objective evidence, the Constitution contemplates that this Court will bring its own judgment to bear by asking whether there is reason to agree or disagree with the judgment reached by the citizenry and its legislators, e.g., Coker v. Georgia, 433 U. S. 584, 597. Pp. 5-8.
    (b) Much has changed since Penry's conclusion that the two state statutes then existing that prohibited such executions, even when added to the 14 States that had rejected capital punishment completely, did not provide sufficient evidence of a consensus. 492 U. S., at 334. Subsequently, a significant number of States have concluded that death is not a suitable punishment for a mentally retarded criminal, and similar bills have passed at least one house in other States. It is not so much the number of these States that is significant, but the consistency of the direction of change. Given that anticrime legislation is far more popular than legislation protecting violent criminals, the large number of States prohibiting the execution of mentally retarded persons (and the complete absence of legislation reinstating such executions) provides powerful evidence that today society views mentally retarded offenders as categorically less culpable than the average criminal. The evidence carries even greater force when it is noted that the legislatures addressing the issue have voted overwhelmingly in favor of the prohibition. Moreover, even in States allowing the execution of mentally retarded offenders, the practice is uncommon. Pp. 8-12.
    (c) An independent evaluation of the issue reveals no reason for the Court to disagree with the legislative consensus. Clinical definitions of mental retardation require not only subaverage intellectual functioning, but also significant limitations in adaptive skills. Mentally retarded persons frequently know the difference between right and wrong and are competent to stand trial, but, by definition, they have diminished capacities to understand and process information, to communicate, to abstract from mistakes and learn from experience, to engage in logical reasoning, to control impulses, and to understand others' reactions. Their deficiencies do not warrant an exemption from criminal sanctions, but diminish their personal culpability. In light of these deficiencies, the Court's death penalty jurisprudence provides two reasons to agree with the legislative consensus. First, there is a serious question whether either justification underpinning the death penalty--retribution and deterrence of capital crimes--applies to mentally retarded offenders. As to retribution, the severity of the appropriate punishment necessarily depends on the offender's culpability. If the culpability of the average murderer is insufficient to justify imposition of death, see Godfrey v. Georgia, 446 U. S. 420, 433, the lesser culpability of the mentally retarded offender surely does not merit that form of retribution. As to deterrence, the same cognitive and behavioral impairments that make mentally retarded defendants less morally culpable also make it less likely that they can process the information of the possibility of execution as a penalty and, as a result, control their conduct based upon that information. Nor will exempting the mentally retarded from execution lessen the death penalty's deterrent effect with respect to offenders who are not mentally retarded. Second, mentally retarded defendants in the aggregate face a special risk of wrongful execution because of the possibility that they will unwittingly confess to crimes they did not commit, their lesser ability to give their counsel meaningful assistance, and the facts that they are typically poor witnesses and that their demeanor may create an unwarranted impression of lack of remorse for their crimes. Pp. 12-17.
    260 Va. 375, 534 S. E. 2d 312, reversed and remanded.
    Stevens, J., delivered the opinion of the Court, in which O'Connor, Kennedy, Souter, Ginsburg, and Breyer, JJ., joined. Rehnquist, C. J., filed a dissenting opinion, in which Scalia and Thomas, JJ., joined. Scalia, J., filed a dissenting opinion, in which Rehnquist, C. J., and Thomas, J., joined.
    BETHEL SCHOOL DIST. NO. 403 v. FRASER, 478 U.S. 675 (1986)
    478 U.S. 675
    BETHEL SCHOOL DISTRICT NO. 403 ET AL. v. FRASER, A MINOR, ET AL.
    CERTIORARI TO THE UNITED STATES COURT OF APPEALS FOR THE NINTH CIRCUIT

    No. 84-1667.

    Argued March 3, 1986
    Decided July 7, 1986
    Respondent public high school student (hereafter respondent) delivered a speech nominating a fellow student for a student elective office at a voluntary assembly that was held during school hours as part of a school-sponsored educational program in self-government, and that was attended by approximately 600 students, many of whom were 14-year-olds. During the entire speech, respondent referred to his candidate in terms of an elaborate, graphic, and explicit sexual metaphor. Some of the students at the assembly hooted and yelled during the speech, some mimicked the sexual activities alluded to in the speech, and others appeared to be bewildered and embarrassed. Prior to delivering the speech, respondent discussed it with several teachers, two of whom advised him that it was inappropriate and should not be given. The morning after the assembly, the Assistant Principal called respondent into her office and notified him that the school considered his speech to have been a violation of the school's "disruptive-conduct rule," which prohibited conduct that substantially interfered with the educational process, including the use of obscene, profane language or gestures. Respondent was given copies of teacher reports of his conduct, and was given a chance to explain his conduct. After he admitted that he deliberately used sexual innuendo in the speech, he was informed that he would be suspended for three days, and that his name would be removed from the list of candidates for graduation speaker at the school's commencement exercises. Review of the disciplinary action through petitioner School District's grievance procedures resulted in affirmance of the discipline, but respondent was allowed to return to school after serving only two days of his suspension. Respondent, by his father (also a respondent) as guardian ad litem, then filed suit in Federal District Court, alleging a violation of his First Amendment right to freedom of speech and seeking injunctive relief and damages under 42 U.S.C. 1983. The court held that the school's sanctions violated the First Amendment, that the school's disruptive-conduct rule was unconstitutionally vague and overbroad, and that the removal of respondent's name from the graduation speaker's list violated the Due Process Clause of the Fourteenth Amendment. The court awarded respondent monetary relief and enjoined [478 U.S. 675, 676] the School District from preventing him from speaking at the commencement ceremonies. The Court of Appeals affirmed.
    Held:
    1. The First Amendment did not prevent the School District from disciplining respondent for giving the offensively lewd and indecent speech at the assembly. Tinker v. Des Moines Independent Community School Dist., 393 U.S. 503 , distinguished. Under the First Amendment, the use of an offensive form of expression may not be prohibited to adults making what the speaker considers a political point, but it does not follow that the same latitude must be permitted to children in a public school. It is a highly appropriate function of public school education to prohibit the use of vulgar and offensive terms in public discourse. Nothing in the Constitution prohibits the states from insisting that certain modes of expression are inappropriate and subject to sanctions. The inculcation of these values is truly the work of the school, and the determination of what manner of speech is inappropriate properly rests with the school board. First Amendment jurisprudence recognizes an interest in protecting minors from exposure to vulgar and offensive spoken language, FCC v. Pacifica Foundation, 438 U.S. 726 , as well as limitations on the otherwise absolute interest of the speaker in reaching an unlimited audience where the speech is sexually explicit and the audience may include children, Ginsberg v. New York, 390 U.S. 629 . Petitioner School District acted entirely within its permissible authority in imposing sanctions upon respondent in response to his offensively lewd and indecent speech, which had no claim to First Amendment protection. Pp. 680-686.
    2. There is no merit to respondent's contention that the circumstances of his suspension violated due process because he had no way of knowing that the delivery of the speech would subject him to disciplinary sanctions. Given the school's need to be able to impose disciplinary sanctions for a wide range of unanticipated conduct disruptive of the educational process, the school disciplinary rules need not be as detailed as a criminal code which imposes criminal sanctions. The school disciplinary rule proscribing "obscene" language and the prespeech admonitions of teachers gave adequate warning to respondent that his lewd speech could subject him to sanctions. P. 686.
    755 F.2d 1356, reversed.
    BURGER, C. J., delivered the opinion of the Court, in which WHITE, POWELL, REHNQUIST, and O'CONNOR, JJ., joined. BRENNAN, J., filed an opinion concurring in the judgment, post, p. 687. BLACKMUN, J., concurred in the result. MARSHALL, J., post, p. 690, and STEVENS, J., post, p. 691, filed dissenting opinions. [478 U.S. 675, 677]
    William A. Coats argued the cause for petitioners. With him on the briefs was Clifford D. Foster, Jr.
    Jeffrey T. Haley argued the cause for respondents. With him on the brief was Charles S. Sims. *
    [ Footnote * ] Briefs of amici curiae urging reversal were filed for the United States by Solicitor General Fried, Assistant Attorney General Willard, Deputy Solicitor General Kuhl, Anthony J. Steinmeyer, and Robert V Zener; for the Pacific Legal Foundation et al. by Ronald A. Zumbrun, John H Findley, and George Nicholson; and for the Texas Council of School Attorneys by Jean F. Powers and David Crump. Briefs of amici curiae urging affirmance were filed for the American Booksellers Association et al. by Ronald Coles; for the Freedom to Read Foundation by James A. Klenk; for the National Education Association by Michael D. Simpson; and for the Student Press Law Center by J. Marc Abrams. Gwendolyn H. Gregory, August W. Steinhilber, and Thomas A. Shannon filed a brief for the National School Boards Association as amicus curiae
    CHIEF JUSTICE BURGER delivered the opinion of the Court.
    We granted certiorari to decide whether the First Amendment prevents a school district from disciplining a high school student for giving a lewd speech at a school assembly
    GIDEON v. WAINWRIGHT, 372 U.S. 335 (1963)
    372 U.S. 335
    GIDEON v. WAINWRIGHT, CORRECTIONS DIRECTOR.
    CERTIORARI TO THE SUPREME COURT OF FLORIDA.
    No. 155.
    Argued January 15, 1963.
    Decided March 18, 1963.
    Charged in a Florida State Court with a noncapital felony, petitioner appeared without funds and without counsel and asked the Court to appoint counsel for him; but this was denied on the ground that the state law permitted appointment of counsel for indigent defendants in capital cases only. Petitioner conducted his own defense about as well as could be expected of a layman; but he was convicted and sentenced to imprisonment. Subsequently, he applied to the State Supreme Court for a writ of habeas corpus, on the ground that his conviction violated his rights under the Federal Constitution. The State Supreme Court denied all relief. Held: The right of an indigent defendant in a criminal trial to have the assistance of counsel is a fundamental right essential to a fair trial, and petitioner's trial and conviction without the assistance of counsel violated the Fourteenth Amendment. Betts v. Brady, 316 U.S. 455 , overruled. Pp. 336-345.
    Reversed and cause remanded.
    Abe Fortas, by appointment of the Court, 370 U.S. 932 , argued the cause for petitioner. With him on the brief were Abe Krash and Ralph Temple.
    Bruce R. Jacob, Assistant Attorney General of Florida, argued the cause for respondent. With him on the brief were Richard W. Ervin, Attorney General, and A. G. Spicola, Jr., Assistant Attorney General.
    J. Lee Rankin, by special leave of Court, argued the cause for the American Civil Liberties Union et al., as amici curiae, urging reversal. With him on the brief were Norman Dorsen, John Dwight Evans, Jr., Melvin L. Wulf, Richard J. Medalie, Howard W. Dixon and Richard Yale Feder.
    George D. Mentz, Assistant Attorney General of Alabama, argued the cause for the State of Alabama, as [372 U.S. 335, 336] amicus curiae, urging affirmance. With him on the brief were MacDonald Gallion, Attorney General of Alabama, T. W. Bruton, Attorney General of North Carolina, and Ralph Moody, Assistant Attorney General of North Carolina.
    A brief for the state governments of twenty-two States and Commonwealths, as amici curiae, urging reversal, was filed by Edward J. McCormack, Jr., Attorney General of Massachusetts, Walter F. Mondale, Attorney General of Minnesota, Duke W. Dunbar, Attorney General of Colorado, Albert L. Coles, Attorney General of Connecticut, Eugene Cook, Attorney General of Georgia, Shiro Kashiwa, Attorney General of Hawaii, Frank Benson, Attorney General of Idaho, William G. Clark, Attorney General of Illinois, Evan L. Hultman, Attorney General of Iowa, John B. Breckinridge, Attorney General of Kentucky, Frank E. Hancock, Attorney General of Maine, Frank J. Kelley, Attorney General of Michigan, Thomas F. Eagleton, Attorney General of Missouri, Charles E. Springer, Attorney General of Nevada, Mark McElroy, Attorney General of Ohio, Leslie R. Burgum, Attorney General of North Dakota, Robert Y. Thornton, Attorney General of Oregon, J. Joseph Nugent, Attorney General of Rhode Island, A. C. Miller, Attorney General of South Dakota, John J. O'Connell, Attorney General of Washington, C. Donald Robertson, Attorney General of West Virginia, and George N. Hayes, Attorney General of Alaska.
    Robert Y. Thornton, Attorney General of Oregon, and Harold W. Adams, Assistant Attorney General, filed a separate brief for the State of Oregon, as amicus curiae.
    MR. JUSTICE BLACK delivered the opinion of the Court.

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  • Dear Sweet Mother of God -- Breekan1, 12:24:31 07/16/04 Fri
    This place still exists? That's all sorts of crazy. I've been poking around in the archives a bit, and it seems like you all get messages like this every week. Still, I have to say it's kind of nice to see it isn't completely dead.

    I don't know if anyone remembers me, but if you do feel free to drop me a line. My screen name is M0R013, and my e-mail is included in my name.

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  • July 17th -- Neimad, 20:59:04 07/17/04 Sat
    And I turn 18 today. woohoo.

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  • 1st! -- Visser6, 17:16:34 07/15/04 Thu
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  • Damn -- Psych, 09:01:33 07/16/04 Fri

    Damn...the last thing I posted...OH WELL.

    SURPRISE ALIC!!!

    digthatstupidsound@hotmail.com

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  • first -- Warlock, 01:33:09 07/15/04 Thu
    I AM NUMBER ONE!!!! remember when the spacebar used to boot people and we'd have races to get back in???

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  • Guess who I saw! GUESS WHO I SAW!!! -- Psych, 05:58:28 07/14/04 Wed

    I SAW ALIC!!!!

    yes indeedy, I SAW ALIC!!!

    My brother took me to a hardcore punk metal show and she was there. She saw me first. She came up behind me....

    Alic: uh, hi...what's your name?

    Me: Jasmin

    Alic: O.O Jasmin! It's PATTY! *we hug*

    I was so happy to see her there. I actually knew someone! And she knew me! I can't describe how happy I was to see her.

    She's back from Cali, obviously....she smokes now too. She has a boyfriend and a blond mohawk. (her hair was down in a bandana but she told me)

    Her info: Phone# 208-365-2566
    E-mail: digthatstupidsound@hotmail.com

    So yeah, SURPRISE HER WITH E-MAILS AND CALLS if you can.

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  • New Class -- Psych, 14:40:57 07/07/04 Wed

    So, I have a new AG class because of drivers ed. The teacher offends me greatly. He can't get off the jubject of "churches and their sex offending priests." It pisses me off. And he swears! In the most negative tone I have ever heard a teacher take with his students. He's an ass. I don't like him at all. He started talking about AIDS and how we students in the classroom that have had sex and used a condom did so because of pregnancy not AIDS "because Boise doesn't think that way."

    And he assumes so mucvh about people. There is this red head in class, she's really nice and wow...o.O he picks on her. "I bet you like older men, too Red." (not in reference to himself but to the sex-abusing preists). And when we were talking about when to bring food for a girls birthday Red said something and he bashed on her again. It's obscene. It's also concerning. I don't know how he got to be a teacher.

    When he lectures, he doesn't talk in a way so that everyone hears him, he yells in a way that people will listen becuase they are being yelled at. It's like he has a really negative attitude towards kids and thinks the only way to get through to them is to yell at them.

    Picture this:

    Teacher: (during the sex-abusing priests) Say I'm 22 and I had sex with my 17 year old girl friend, am I a sex offender?

    Class: That depends. Was is consentual?

    Teacher: Yes, but would I be a sex offender, raise your hands.

    Class: *no one raises their hand*

    Teacher: Good! *chukles* good. Now, that's different than a 50 or 60 year old guy going after 12 and 13 years old boys.

    He can't get off the subject of sex half the time and then he assumes that everyone has had sex. But he's so accusing when he does this I want to beat the shit out of him and tell him he makes me sick. And he does make me sick.

    Note: This is only my second day with him.

    Have a nice day. ^_^

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  • . -- Warlock, 20:09:55 07/11/04 Sun
    Today I went to check Theeaira's old website the message that I got said it was deactivated due to inactivity

    It was one of the saddest moments I've experienced in the past year at least

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  • sigh -- I Am Mortal, 01:47:45 07/01/04 Thu
    sigh

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  • o.O -- Psych, 09:51:59 07/05/04 Mon

    So, today was my first real day of drivers ed. I got to drive. o.O There is a reason why I am 17 and just getting my drivers ed out of the way. I don't like to drive. I have other people that can drive. I almost don't care if I am a burden to them.

    Anyways...My instructor's name is Shane Jene. It's a guy. I'm tempted to call him Jene. Just because I can. It would annoy him so much.

    I'm the oldest kid in the car. Wow. It makes me feel really old. Like I should be wise and responsible or something.

    It was great, I almost hit a squirrel. ^_^

    This is a crap post.

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  • Prides Pranoia - Slug -- Warlock, 13:46:58 07/02/04 Fri
    This was the year he fell to pieces

    And ironicly, this was the year when more people than he knew
    even
    existed scrambled to put him back together again

    And as they tried, they didn't notice that he was smiling.
    Smiling his ass off... no pun intended

    Oh, what have we become? Oh, what have you become?
    not allowed to kick the feet up and sleep untill its done

    Ground control, ground control, the major Tom
    We found a hole in your theory and we named it Sean

    And when the leaves fall, the land looks more human
    it's got me questioning the essence of my farm boy blues

    Hence, I never wore the fashions of the know what I'm doing
    but there won't be no alarm when we sound up the movement

    a river runs through it untill I'm made out of fluids,
    my fathers name is art, and my name's pride

    and while my destiny reads the recipe for confusion,
    I'm lookin for whoever writes so empty inside

    As the paneling comes unglued,
    I'm averaging a camel every hour as a substitute for food

    out standing in this field waiting for the storms,
    trying to teach the alphabet to the children of the corn

    and yo the music ain't loud enough,
    I can still hear the voices in your head,

    the choices that chosen to choose temoprarily impared me
    im terribly proud, if you dont turn it up louder, I'm breaking
    out.

    i face the sun when i talk and ill hold his hand as I walk
    im across the street i got caught inside of a self taught it
    just don't stop

    and ill trade you a parable for a probably

    kick this one for saint paul
    and this for minneapolis
    and kick this one here for me and my superhero complex.

    and when i can im gonna build a castle that touches the clouds,

    not to get closer to god but to get further from y'all

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  • Maslow's Hierarchy of Needs -- Psych, 15:53:18 06/29/04 Tue

    Oh yeah, this is what I do in my health class.

    Abraham Maslow is known for establishing the theory of a hierarchy of needs, writing that human beings are motivated by unsatisfied needs, and that certain lower needs need to be satisfied before higher needs can be satisfied. Maslow studied exemplary people such as Albert Einstein, Jane Addams, Eleanor Roosevelt, and Frederick Douglas rather than mentally ill or neurotic people. This was a radical departure from two of the chief schools of pyschology of his day: Freud and B.F. Skinner. Freud saw little difference between the motivations of humans and animals. We are supposedly rational beings; however, we do not act that way. Such pessimism, Maslow believed, was the result of Freud's study of mentally ill people. "The study of crippled, stunted, immature, and unhealthy specimens can yield only a cripple psychology and a cripple philosophy" (Motivation and Personality). Skinner, on the other hand, studied how pigeons and white rats learn. His motivational models were based on simple rewards such as food and water, sex, and avoidance of pain. Say "sit" to your dog and give the dog a treat when it sits, and-after several repetitions--the dog will sit when you command it to do so. Maslow thought that psychologists should instead study the playfulness, affection, etc., of animals. He also believed that Skinner discounted things that make humans different from each other. Instead, Skinner relied on statistical descriptions of people.

    Maslow's hierarchy of needs was an alternative to the depressing determinism of Freud and Skinner. He felt that people are basically trustworthy, self-protecting, and self-governing. Humans tend toward growth and love. Although there is a continuous cycle of human wars, murder, deceit, etc., he believed that violence is not what human nature is meant to be like. Violence and other evils occur when human needs are thwarted. In other words, people who are deprived of lower needs such as safety may defend themselves by violent means. He did not believe that humans are violent because they enjoy violence. Or that they lie, cheat, and steal because they enjoy doing it.

    According to Maslow, there are general types of needs (physiological, safety, love, and esteem) that must be satisfied before a person can act unselfishly. He called these needs "deficiency needs." As long as we are motivated to satisfy these cravings, we are moving towards growth, toward self-actualization. Satisfying needs is healthy, blocking gratification makes us sick or evil. In other words, we are all "needs junkies" with cravings that must be satisfied and should be satisfied. Else, we become sick.

    Needs are prepotent. A prepotent need is one that has the greatest influence over our actions. Everyone has a prepotent need, but that need will vary among individuals. A teenager may have a need to feel that he/she is accepted by a group. A heroin addict will need to satisfy his/her cravings for heroin to function normally in society, and will not worry about acceptance by other people. According to Maslow, when the deficiency needs are met:

    At once other (and higher) needs emerge, and these, rather than physiological hungers, dominate the organism. And when these in turn are satisfied, again new (and still higher) needs emerge, and so on. As one desire is satisfied, another pops up to take its place.

    Physiological Needs
    Physiological needs are the very basic needs such as air, water, food, sleep, sex, etc. When these are not satisfied we may feel sickness, irritation, pain, discomfort, etc. These feelings motivate us to alleviate them as soon as possible to establish homeostasis. Once they are alleviated, we may think about other things.

    Safety Needs
    Safety needs have to do with establishing stability and consistency in a chaotic world. These needs are mostly psychological in nature. We need the security of a home and family. However, if a family is dysfunction, i.e., an abusive husband, the wife cannot move to the next level because she is constantly concerned for her safety. Love and belongingness have to wait until she is no longer cringing in fear. Many in our society cry out for law and order because they do not feel safe enough to go for a walk in their neighborhood. Many people, particularly those in the inner cities, unfortunately, are stuck at this level. In addition, safety needs sometimes motivate people to be religious. Religions comfort us with the promise of a safe secure place after we die and leave the insecurity of this world.

    Love Needs
    Love and belongingness are next on the ladder. Humans have a desire to belong to groups: clubs, work groups, religious groups, family, gangs, etc. We need to feel loved (non-sexual) by others, to be accepted by others. Performers appreciate applause. We need to be needed. Beer commercials, in addition to playing on sex, also often show how beer makes for camaraderie. When was the last time you saw a beer commercial with someone drinking beer alone?

    Esteem Needs
    There are two types of esteem needs. First is self-esteem which results from competence or mastery of a task. Second, there's the attention and recognition that comes from others. This is similar to the belongingness level, however, wanting admiration has to do with the need for power. People who have all of their lower needs satisfied, often drive very expensive cars because doing so raises their level of esteem. "Hey, look what I can afford-peon!"

    Self-Actualization
    The need for self-actualization is "the desire to become more and more what one is, to become everything that one is capable of becoming." People who have everything can maximize their potential. They can seek knowledge, peace, esthetic experiences, self-fulfillment, oneness with God, etc. It is usually middle-class to upper-class students who take up environmental causes, join the Peace Corps, go off to a monastery, etc.

    Yes, it was only one assignment. 4.1.2 Maslows 30pts. Read the web site on Maslows Hierarchy of Needs. Submit a one-page review of the article. (Just title it Maslows) I will see your name on the submitted line. Make sure you explain each level in detail. For more information click on the link at the bottom of the article.

    I don't think self esteem has ever been such a big part of a health class as it is today. In seventh grade we did mostly infections, diseases, STDs, CPR and that. We didn't touch on self esteem at all. Oh yeah, I aslo had to write my obituary. I'll post it later.

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  • Obituary -- Psych, 06:26:45 06/30/04 Wed

    Jasmin H. Hufford passed away on June 24th at 12:35a.m. in her hone, surrounded by family and friends. She is preceeded in death by her Grandma and Grandpa Roth, her aunt Cheri and her beloved dog, Snoops. Jasmin is survived by her parents, Rex and Susy, her brothers, Nathan and Andrew, her stepsister with her daugters, the Roth family of Kooski, 40% od the population of western Montana, and many, many people who love her.

    Jasmin H. Hufford was born in Montpilier, Idaho the sixth of October, 1986 to Rex and Susy Hufford. She would have graduated from Borah High School in Boise with the high hopes of attending the Juneau University in Alaska. Jasmin was just coming out of her shell and started to make good friends at Borah High, most of them among the Band and Wrestling team.

    In early childhood Jasmin lived in Soda Springs, Idaho for two years. She then moved to Walla Walla, Washington for a year and then moved to Idaho Falls, Idaho and stayed eight years. She loved to go back and visit the park with the anti-aircraft gun that is still there. After eight years in Idaho Falls her father received a new job and all of the family except her brother Andrew moved to Boise. Andrew stayed in Idaho Falls to marry his high school sweetheart, Stacey.

    In Bosie Jasmin attended Amity Elementary fifth and sixth grade before going to West Jr. High. It was in sixth grade she discovered music and the clarinet and 8th grade before she discovered wrestling. Those were her passions though she stated many times that "I suck at wrestling but it's so fun to do I just can't quit doing it!" Since her shophmore year she joined weightlifting to improve her overall physical status so she could keep up with the hefty sport. Jasmin was vibrant in her life and attitude and loved to help people. A few even think of her as a mother figure because she took care of the ones she loved most by making sure they were happy, healthy and well fed.

    Our fond memories of Jasmin are reinforced by her celebration of ife and tempered by her humanitarian philosophy which touched the lives of a few, and would have touched even more, if she was with us in body today. On June 24th at 12:35a.m. the small community of her family and friends was shrouded in a mist. As family and friends hastened to arrive home to celebrate Jasmin's new beginning, the mist thickened and condensed on windshields forming droplets resembling tears. As the mist moved on, so did our beloved Jasmin.

    Vigil Service for the late Jasmin H. Hufford of 10262 West Blackhawk Drive will be recited at 6:30p.m. on Thursday, July 15th, 2004 at the Chapel of Herring Funeral Home. Funeral mass will be at 10:30a.m. on Friday, July 16th, 2004 at St. Patricks Catholic Church. Burial will follow at Blue Mountain Memorial Gardens. Active pallbearers, Ken Russell, Micky Russell, Mandy Russell, Jackie Russell, Nathan Hufford and Andrew Hufford. Memorial contributions may be made to Charity of Coice thru the Herring Funeral Home. Viewing and visitations will be held on Thursday, July 15th, 2004, from 4:00p.m. until after the Vigil Service.

    Just peachy, isn't it?

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  • Heroes of Cybertron(bighint) -- Warlock, 01:06:27 06/28/04 Mon
    "Tell my tale to those who ask. Tell it truly – the ill deeds, along with the good – and let me be judged accordingly. The rest ... is silence." -- A Fallen Hero


    IF anyone can tell me wich badass said this badass quote in the unfortunate moments before his demise you are truely a man(or woman) among men(or women)I happened apon this forgotten moment in television history today and the only death that overshadows this was that of Prime himself(bighint)

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  • Attention -- I Am Mortal, 23:16:23 06/26/04 Sat
    I know not everyone is stupid, but this has happened to a few friends of mine
    If you use Internet Explorer (that bug infested browser) you should search your PC for
    Kk32.dl and Surf.dat

    Means your PC is infected. Thank you :)

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  • E-mails -- Psych, 07:48:04 06/26/04 Sat

    cowgirlup83313

    or something like that, has e-mailed me twice. I do not know who this person is, does anyone else know who it is?

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  • Dear Lord its Benn a Long Time! -- Syn (Falan Silverblade, amongst countless others), 19:34:08 06/20/04 Sun
    Hola shit people. I wonder if anyone remembers me? Its been years...Thee, Phil, V6, Kris, Warlock (David), Psych, Myitt, Kaeldra, Macros, Shark, Engoa, White Heart, Rhigo, Laron....Damn, I remember all of you and more...IM me sometime, anyone at: xX8Syn8Xx or e-mail me. I miss you guys.

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  • How To Contact -- Tigergirl, 23:06:36 06/22/04 Tue
    Anyways... Hello again people! I can't believe how foggy my memory is but whenever I'm role playing on any site whatsoever, I look back to all of our good times. Its so sad how the net has slowly dissolved when it comes to a decent role playing site. Either a message board or a chat room.

    A year from now I considering making a HUGE message board where all genres mix. Animorph fan fiction, to just about every other fan fiction. I know that idea sounds extremly odd, but it truly works. Just wait around a little longer. Everyone seems to have hung out thing long, so in about a year from now I hope to unvail my RP board. I hope all you will atleast consider joining.

    Anyways, any of those who wish to contact me, I have msn messanger for my e-mail *points to her name which should be hyperlinked with her e-mail* and my AIM sn is WingedTigergirl.

    I can recommend you to probably only one good active RP message board at the moment. Just ask me about it, though its a web comic fan fiction, there is a lounge and one of the more friendly and diverse places I have come across.

    Well I'm off to meander around online. See ya people!

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  • And so.... -- Psych, 05:12:53 06/18/04 Fri

    And so I did it wednesday. I gave heather a note telling her I didn't want to be her friend anymore.

    Childish wasn't it? It's better than what she did to me.

    Middle of sophmore year I come to school and go over to the group that I always go over to in the morning. heather is standing off to the side with her arms crossed and a peeved look on her face. I ask her what's wrong and she doesn't asnwer, doesn't even look at me.

    Well, I found out that her mother told her to call me and if I didn't call back I was a bad person and shouldn't be her friend. o.O Yeah.

    Now that I realize how happy I was when she did this, I wanted that feeling back so, I told her to leave me alone. Granted, it would have been better face to face but I was tired of her attitude.

    So, I'm happier now. ^_^

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  • Bored -- Shark, 19:51:40 06/15/04 Tue
    I want to go on a date this Saturday. Anyone remember Charles/Capt. Skippy/Great King Rykouhai? That's my boyfriend now. We went to the prom together. We've been seeing movies on Saturdays, but I think we've seen all the good ones.

    He has a car and we'd have about two to three hours together. I want to go eat ice cream... But that's my only idea. Maybe we could go to an arcade or walk around or something. But other than that I have no idea. Does anyone have any ideas?

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  • Interesting now that it's out in the open... -- Psych, 14:26:31 06/14/04 Mon

    We are on our way to school, listening to Missy Eliot. Heather is driving and I asked her if she had any other songs by her so, heather takes her eyes off the road to tell me "no, it's the only one." We almost hit the guy in front of us at a stop light. She gets pissed at me and says "No more talking to the driver!" So, i don't talk to the driver. Then she starts talking to me and I don't say anything to her. Then she gets pissed at me again with "Fine, just ignore me then!" And she starts to drive angry. Since we (me and lindsay) aren't supposed to talk to the driver, we can't tell her to turn right on Federal Way to get to school. So, she turns the wrong way and we get lost. In the morning. Before school has started.

    But, thanks to the fact that we leave so god damned early in the morning, we aren't late.

    And then...

    heather heard lindsay talking about her behind her back today. She doesn't like heather, thinks she's a total bitch. (that's what heather said but what she really said was: "Last time i called her she snapped at me on the phone and i didn't want to get my head torn off by calling her again." I heard this.)

    YAY FOR LINDSAY.

    And after we drop her off heather is driving back to her house telling me how she doesn't appreciate people that talk shit about her behind her back, thinks it's disloyal and backstabbing. I'm sitting there, trying to act as normal as possible. I was about to tell her she needed a real attitude adjustment and that she needed to get off her high horse and that she does get snappy and demanding and lindsay had every right to talk behind her back about her, to warn other people.

    (Example: heather wanted to go out with this guy, Eric. Said she had a real liking for him, that he was nice. She has a liking for any guy that has a pulse. So, to save Eric, i told him to watch out and be smart about keeping her away and rejecting her. So, he did. She would have ruined his life and would have made herself miserable because she doesn't know that she drives people away because she's so damn controlling and annoying. o.O)

    And I'm being nice.

    So, lindsay will not be carpooling with us after this week. Heather thinks "she's a real bitch." o.O

    Wow, it feels good to type this out. Hope you guys don't mind too much. :( sorry.

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  • . -- Warlock, 20:48:03 06/13/04 Sun
    FUCK

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  • Summer hath not the joy i would like to see -- Psych, 16:55:18 06/10/04 Thu

    Yep. I have summer school, that's okay, the teacher's fun.

    I car pool with two other girls (heather and lindsy)even though I don't drive myself. We take the extra long way to get to school because they're too stupid to listen to me and got us lost last time and it ended in extreme anger.

    My mom is a selfish bitch. she has declared several times "This summer is all about me."

    Yes, so, she works in the garden we have. And may do some things around the house...like her laundry. I now do my chores every day. All of them. And she complains that I don't do "productive exercise" where i get something done (i.e. walking the movies we rented back to hastings two miles away in the rain today). Well, when she sits on the couch and tells me to make dinner and serve her and clean it up and take her plate, i get "ungrateful". She stays home because she's a teacher and complains she's sore from working in the garden. If i was that fat and unhealthy, i might be too. But i would also try to lose that weight as fast as possible. She's not trying. My brother thinks she's going to die of a heart attack.

    Enough about that.

    I supposedly have a "special friend" because heather is just a bitchy bitch that she has to have a boyfriend constantly and if i even think a guy is cute i should date him and marry him the next day. Yeah, it's not worth my time and neither is she but she can't get that through her head.

    She's like "Do i take care of you?"

    If you mean, do you make me miserable around peopole: YES.

    I can't tell her to lay off because she's really touchy and emotionally unstable. It would brake her heart and i really don't care. I really am just using her because she can drive. I don't ask her to take me anywhere we aren't going together though...but all the same, i'm using her. she doesn't notice. Really, she should but she doesn't.

    Yeah...

    hi everyone. Andrew, all that jazz (no pun intended) and such.

    I'm content.

    Most of the time.

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  • Hello again! -- Tigergirl, 02:20:28 06/04/04 Fri
    Wow... I'm back.. again. Well I had lost the URL, life had been going in a downwards spiral to the point of where I might have never returned, and then horror upon horrors I was denied the internet. Yet I am back, and strangly found a handful of Animorph role player fan type people. They are fairly intrested in such an old place. *shrugs* What do you people think?

    Anywho.... Hello Everyone!!

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  • *Happy sigh* -- Shark, 09:47:09 06/06/04 Sun
    My aunt is having a garage sale next Saturday, so last night my Mom and I dug through my closet and my room looking for stuff we could sell. I feel so much better now that all those old jeans and crap are out of my room. I got rid of so much of this crap that's been sitting in there for years, ever since I was a kid. After that I went and actually cleaned my room a bit; I feel better now, lighter. I dunno what I'll do with the stuff that doesn't sell, maybe give it to some charity. I wonder how much money I'll make.

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  • Epiphany...or something like that -- I Am Mortal, 23:13:40 05/31/04 Mon
    I'm sitting here playing Chrono Cross and just had this revelation: while I love RPGs, I never do much more than mash the X button for 60+ hours until its beaten. I've heard of ppl doing tactics and such, but I never do. I go against every boss and mash X until it's head. If I need to heal, I go to heal and hit X. I rarely use potions/spells/ect. Mages usually take the back end of my formation unless they are manditory. If an item grants Haste or some effect of the same, it'll take precendence above all other items, even items 100x better just cause I'm too lazy to cast a single spell. I'm almost neve rhigher than lvl 65, yet I beat every boss just hitting X or healing. Never any special things that other ppl use. I always have 99x of all the potions and ethers cause I never use them. I'll half ass my way through a dungeon, barely making it and wondering why, when I have a bunch of potions and ethers and shit still open. Oh well :\

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  • Wow. -- No name, 09:37:31 05/26/04 Wed
    This place is a lost cause, I don't understand why you just don't give up.

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  • yeah... -- Psych, 15:45:09 05/31/04 Mon

    http://www.geocities.com/psych009

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  • sdf -- Warlock, 00:20:08 05/19/04 Wed
    wow this place is livelier then a dead guy

    but only a dead guy

    cuz anything else is still livelier

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  • no contest -- Warlock, 15:40:08 05/09/04 Sun



    I win

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  • Lifeguard -- Shark, 17:57:01 05/10/04 Mon
    I'm currently taking classes to get the certification to become a lifeguard. At this point, I think I'm certified to give CPR and first aid. Using defibulators (sp?) is a lot easier than I thought it would be. You just place the sticky pads on the right spots on the victim's chest, turn on the machine, then plug the pads to the machine. It analyzes the victim's pulse and tells you whether or not it should give you a shock. Not just with an abbreviation on a little monitor--it actually speaks! I can also use airways and oxygen tanks.

    Next Sunday I have a final test for my skills as a swimmer. I think I have to memorize how to deal with someone who has a spinal/neck injury. My instructor is picky (which is good in the long run), so I'm going to the gym this week to work on my technique, specificly kicking. I'm hoping that at least an hour in the pool will help me out; I feel like I've improved already today. My main problem is that I get too nervous about holding things like chairs over my head when I tread water... I'm working on that too.

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  • Ask me how! -- No name, 06:01:09 05/07/04 Fri
    Yeah, we all know Warlock can whip out some pretty messed up stuff, but how about perusing http://www.psyke.org/pictures/a/ for your pleasure? Whooo don't even get me started.

    So, how about it, guys, do I win the sicko competition? Or do I have to tell you about how I would look at those pictures and be overcome with desire, and have to go do similar things to my own self? Hmmmm? Oh, I am so tragic and also I love The Cure hahahaha.

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  • . -- zero_cool, 11:12:43 05/06/04 Thu
    HACK THE PLANET!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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  • Blah -- I Am Mortal, 14:23:03 05/06/04 Thu
    Werd. Just bored

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  • . -- 0cool, 11:08:39 05/06/04 Thu
    HACK THE PLANET!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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  • . -- No name, 11:08:15 05/06/04 Thu
    HACK THE PLANET!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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  • Hey-o Diddley. ^_^ -- White Heart, 11:40:12 04/21/04 Wed
    Wooo...been a while, huh? ^_^ Just stopping by to say hello. Life's been pretty good, college is hard, but who didn't know that? *grin* If you want to get in touch with me, I'm on AIM under Kamihane or just e-mail me! I miss you guys! *sniffle*

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  • uumm...wow. -- Psych, 16:19:16 04/23/04 Fri

    I was obsessed with finding a job until 7 minutes ago. Now I have a poem.

    Necassary

    I waana blow my brains out.
    Why?
    Because I can and no one will notice that I'm gone.
    People don't-won't- LISTEN to me when all I do is LISTEN to them.
    I give and give and give and get little-very little- in return.
    Not enough to make like worth living.
    No friends, no comrads, no mate, no caring family is what my life is made of.
    The happiness that is my own cannot be found in other's happiness.
    I wanna get free.
    I wanna stop.
    I wanna blow my brains out.
    I wanna blow my brains out.

    It's a necassary evil.

    But no, suicide is not what I am thinking about. I just want to stop being. Not die, justnot exist anymore.

    There's so much more that i have to achieve that it doesn't seem fair.

    My mom went out today and bought a hideous outfit for me to wear. she thought i would look cute in it. i think i would look like one of those popular people i absolutely hate because they are what they are.

    I have now noticed what kind of person i am.

    I have no friends. Except Sab but even she falls into the category of people that know me.

    I'm just there. No one remembers me. Really, even my neighbor. He says he'll call and never does. I don't see him for a couple months and when i do he's like "Where have you been?" At school, if we're doing a really big group project, i end up doing it all on my own because the people literally forgot who their parter was and were too lazy to do it because they knew whoever the other person was, they would do it for them.

    Sadly enough, I waited all that time for my neighbor to call. Two months.

    I'm never invited out anywhere with anyone and since my hair isn't green anymore i've had a few people give me funny looks like:

    "What? Is she trying to be one of us now?"

    "Poser"

    "What the fuck does she think she's doing?"

    I'm not depressed. Just really sad. and more of an outsider than i ever was before. I'm just close up in my little hole now. Won't post for a while so...see you in a while.

    Later kids.

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  • Time -- Myitt, 13:02:59 04/24/04 Sat

    "Ticking away the moments that make up the dull day
    You fritter and waste the hours in an off hand way
    Kicking around on a piece of ground in your home town
    Waiting for someone or something to show you the way

    Tired of lying in the sunshine staying home to watch the rain
    You are young and life is long and there is time to kill today
    And then one day you find ten years have got behind you
    No one told you when to run, you missed the starting gun

    And you run and you run to catch up with the sun, but it’s sinking
    And racing around to come up behind you again
    The sun is the same in the relative way, but you’re older
    Shorter of breath and one day closer to death

    Every year is getting shorter, never seem to find the time
    Plans that either come to naught or half a page of scribbled lines
    Hanging on in quiet desperation is the English way
    The time is gone, the song is over, thought I’d something more to say

    Home, home again
    I like to be here when I can
    And when I come home cold and tired
    It’s good to warm my bones beside the fire
    Far away across the field
    The tolling of the iron bell
    Calls the faithful to their knees
    To hear the softly spoken magic spells."

    ..."There is no dark side of the moon, really. Matter of fact, it's all dark."

    PINK FLOYD

    Oh, and hi, I hope everyone's doing just fine and dandy. Yup...eh..yeah.

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  • Heya -- Exxon/Checkers, 21:41:35 04/16/04 Fri
    Haha, whoa, anyone here even remember me? I posted under the name "Exxon-Tarnel-Pinatara" for a heckuva long time, if I remember right. I might have flitted between other names, too... can't really remember.

    I don't know what made me think of this place again; I just suddenly wondered, "Hey, what happened to Kimmeree's, anyway?" and here I am, writing this.

    Nostalgia's an interesting creature, one I usually do my best to avoid. Last time I came here was so long ago. Haha, seems like everything's changed since then. Nice to see this place still around, albeit diminished. It's reassuring, in it's own way.

    I hope everyone here is doing well. It's nice to see you guys again, or for the first time; whichever.

    --Checkers

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  • WEll -- Engoa, 14:22:17 04/08/04 Thu
    Well...
    Warlock, you disturb me...
    The rest of you, this is a quick in and out, Hello, goodbye... actually no..

    Finally finished me damn project for school, i think it's okay, nothing great, took me FOREVER, but thats okay.



    What you all think!

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  • oh joy of joys -- Warlock, 01:18:20 04/20/04 Tue
    HAPPY 420 DAY

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  • blah -- I Am Mortal, 21:05:51 04/18/04 Sun
    Welp, retaking my SATs and getting a wee little more sleep this time. I did well on math section, 700. But verbal was eeeeeeeerrrrrg. Did well on analogies (missed 2) but completetion and comprehension... I missed most of the completetion questions somehow... those are the ones i knew how to answer... oh well. gonna be retaking as my verbal needs improvement. too embarrasing to mention what it was

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  • . -- Warlock, 02:32:53 04/16/04 Fri
    Refugee mother and her child
    by Chinua Achebe




    No Madonna and Child could touch
    that picture of a mother's tenderness
    for a son she soon would have to forget.

    The air was heavy with odours
    of diarrhoea of unwashed children
    with washed-out ribs and dried-up
    bottoms struggling in laboured
    steps behind blown empty bellies. Most
    mothers there had long ceased
    to care but not this one; she held
    a ghost smile between her teeth
    and in her eyes the ghost of a mother's
    pride as she combed the rust-coloured
    hair left on his skull and then -
    singing in her eyes - began carefully
    to part it...In another life this
    must have been a little daily
    act of no consequence before his
    breakfast and school; now she
    did it like putting flowers
    on a tiny grave.

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  • SEATTLE -- Psych, 19:01:12 04/13/04 Tue

    Yeah, man. I get to go to Seattle with the band and orchestra.

    Why is this good?

    Because there are a few people i like and one guy i absolutely drool for. And for all the right reasons. Almost.

    But anyways:

    TO SEATTLE

    And i'm going to try and get a video camera to take. ^_^

    YAY FOR ME!

    I leave thursday at lunch, suffer a 10 hour bus ride and come back, LEAVING AT 12:00 MIDNIGHT saturday night and get back SUNDAY MORNING.

    I'm goint to hurt something...

    HAVE FUN KIDS.

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  • Everything sucks. -- No name, 19:34:08 04/08/04 Thu
    stabby stabby die die

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  • <_< -- I Am Mortal, 13:50:18 04/05/04 Mon
    http://www.gavinroy.com/Videos/the_parlor_dsl.wmv

    Hilarious Vid. <_<

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  • My hair... -- Psych, 17:46:55 04/03/04 Sat

    IS NO LONGER GREEN.

    OH, GOD, WHAT HAVE I DONE?!

    no, it's not green because i spent four hours on a salon. My wrestling coach won't let me wrestle if i have green hair. >:( So...I'm amber type with gold apricot. I'll get a pic.

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  • A portrait of Despair -- Warlock, 23:51:36 04/03/04 Sat
    It wasn't the loving each other or the knowing they could never be together.

    It wasn't the wind in the eaves on the empty house,
    or the bone dry rattle of the pills in the brown glass bottle.

    It wasn't waking, with her dead and you all too alive.

    It was the way your fingers shook. It was a stammer, and the thickness of your toungue as you tried to speak. It was the sound of the sirens, coming closer.
    It was knowing that you would never get another chance.

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  • International Incident #2 -- Psych, 17:27:40 04/01/04 Thu

    So, Alice Sam and I were walking out of a quick stop place getting some pasties (like hot pockets)with our drinks while we were leaving Tintagel. I had a Dr. Pepper, Alice a water and Sam a juice. There were more French kids there in the shop and three girls were sitting outside across the street.

    They were laughing and one said in French:

    Typical fat Americans and there soda pop! *more laughter*

    I'm in my third year of French in high school...I turned and gave them the death glare and they shut up. I stood there and took a step toward them then Alice said we had to hurry or we'll miss the bus.

    The look on their faces was priceless.

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  • International Incident #1 -- , 13:46:41 04/01/04 Thu

    So, we were at Buckfast Abbey (a churvh) in Buckfast looking around. I go into the church across from the door and notice that it's a little niosy. I look around and i see some kids surrounding a mini alter. After listening i notice the french words popping out of their little mouths. And Luke (he's a little sarcastic trouble maker) wants to get a picture of this alter these kids are surrounding. So he waits for a long time and they down move. So, i start to walk over and the kids start turning one by one to look and talk at Luke.

    o.O

    Luke: Blahbla? *lots of meaningless gibberish*

    the Kids: *in French* what'd he say? Hey! are you stupid? Are you a little baby?

    Luke: *turns to me as i walk up* i'm about to smack someone!

    The Kids: Samck? smakc smack?

    Luke: Restarded? can you say retarded?

    Kids: retarded? re...retarded?

    Anyways, the kids knew he was mocking them. They were about 12 or 13. I knew they were cussing him out and so on so i drag him away before something bad happens.

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  • England Joke #2 -- Psych, 15:42:51 03/30/04 Tue

    Too many sheep:

    Luke: You know, when he sees too many of one thing in a small place...go on, tell them.

    Sam: Yeah, like the sheep. If there's too many of them, I imagine them exploding. Not in a violent way but, in tufts of white puffy cotton. ^_^ pomph! pomphpomphpomph! *hnad motions of the exploding sheep*

    Me and Alice: *LOL!!*

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  • More postings by me -- I Am Mortal, 19:43:25 03/29/04 Mon
    Ah, finding it easier to just post more so. I used to just think of what I could say, repeat it over in my head and that'd be enough. I'm very methodical. I like things planned and all. Just being random is hard for me. Sure, I can adjust and make it not seem like I was ready and all but meh. But even planning doesn't really mean planning for me. I perfer more realistic things to just happen. But i get a slight euphoria... then a large despression when thinking. I'll have good thoughts... then turn them ecstacy like... but all the while knowing, nothing can happen of them. I put as much possibility chance of it happening even though I know it has a less than .001% chance of actually happening. But I put the possibility it can happen, based of everything I know of the stuff. And it don't help that I'm good at imagining things. Can almost feel my thoughts. Make them lifelike. see everything mentally. Can see kinda, but not really. Can picture it and all. Create logicalness out of it. Make it as though, even the slightest bit of changing of any time of past could make it possible. All the while knowing it isn't, so that eats away at me. Like stealing part of me. It makes me exceptionally tired. Like I was near hyper when going into work today. Was about to pass out about 2 hours before I came home. All I can do at work is think. And come up with stuff.

    f
    dsf
    dasf
    sdafsdaf
    as
    fas
    f
    as
    This is it for now. Maybe more later. i gots stuff I needs be doing.

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  • England Joke #1 -- Psych, 16:05:54 03/29/04 Mon

    Flooing:

    So, we're driving down the road at top speed in the bus and i see this sign with an exclamation point on it. I catch:

    Excessive flooing for the next three miles

    I look out the window and see the hedge. Behind the hedge is a field of sheep. I turn to Sam (one of the Floridians) and I say:

    Flooing? What is that? I see a hedge and sheep behind the hedge. Are the sheep going to run, jump through the hedge and hit the bus?

    Sam: *laughs* yeah..bah! phomp! The sheep bounce off and explode in a white puff cloud.

    Yay for sheep.

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  • Irritating -- I Am Mortal, 18:03:02 03/28/04 Sun
    hfasdfhsagkhdsgksfdgdslkjglasjlgdsflgsfdlkghkfdhgslkfdgdsfhgghfdghfkjgfds

    Blaagdkasfdkjasdhfkhasdfasfndaslkfjdaslflkasdjflasdjflmsfodas

    I needed that. Actually, I need more of it. After this post, I gonna go punch my punching bag. Hooray for myself

    First thing so I do not forget:
    I took SATs (finally) last Saturday. Yay. Only problem is I kinda blanked and took it on 3 hours of sleep. I think I did bad on the lit section. My mind just wouldnt work. Math was easy. only 1 question I didn't answer cause i was like "WTF mate?"
    if
    /a=2a+2
    then whats /a+1 equal?
    I knew I should at least tried some problems like that before hand, as I knew that kind of problem would be on it. Needless to say I lack critical thinking skills to solve it. choices were something like this
    a) 2*/a\r
    b) (2*/a)+1
    c) (2*/a)-2
    d) (2*/a)+2
    e) (2*/a)-1
    I left it blank, but was thinking it is B. Actually, i could probably solve it now that I'm not thinking of it. Too lazy to try

    Because I'm positive I did bad, I thinking of canceling my scores. I got til Wednesday. Should I or nay?


    Also, I'm over come with uh... whtas the thing? Like paranoia but not. anxiety.. like paranoia and anxiety combines. yeah that. Whatever. I need to fix it. But I don't want to take medicine (I dont even take medicine for headaches...but meh). Anyways. I say something that probably isn't stupid then I tense up and am like embarrased over nothing. And then I freak out like 'wtf... damn fuck shit fuck fuck fuck"... even when I know I shouldnt be. Quite the problem. Maybe that's why I lack communication skills, too much of both of these. They've existed since I've known. But meh ;lkflkhsdafdaslkflkjasfljasdlkjfasljdfljasdflkjdasghdghe
    yeah. I do that when I feel like that. Even something as impersonal as this makes me feel that way. It's even more amplified in real life. fdjdasf;ldasf;lskdf;ksd;fkas;dkfs;daf;kasf;ks
    bl;lkfdasjlskdfasdf
    Blah maybe more to come later

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  • WHY HAS NO ONE POSTED?! -- Psych, 12:37:23 03/28/04 Sun

    I've been gone for NINE days and no one's posted anything?!

    Well, I got back last night at about 12:30. On the way home i though my ear drums were going to explode, it hurt so much.

    I HAVE PICTURES! not developed yet, though. Tjat will be soon, i hope. ^_^

    POST MORE.

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  • fsdfas -- I Am Mortal, 19:21:59 03/16/04 Tue
    Just sharing some experience
    Disposable Camera+mixed wires+charged+setting flash off=boom and light. I shoulda moved it away from my face at the time, but no damage done. Cept ears hurt some.

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  • Well, we need more posts -- I Am Mortal, 17:39:54 03/18/04 Thu
    After careful consideration, I have come to a conclusion that I hate myself. Sure, there are times I enjoy myself, but overall I despise most everything about myself. I look around, and see all my flaws. Way too many of them. I see other people, ones I might consider less worthy, but they are better off. Just by being who they are. Blah.

    And that is all. Hate isn't a bad thing, it can bring out the best in someone. Also the worst. Nothing is worse when you know what you can do to improve oneself and it requires no effort, yet it's near impossible to do.

    Blah. Fortuantly, no one will get the real reason behind this, as there really isn't one besides I'm bored and I know myself too well.

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  • Gone for spring break -- Psych, 20:14:39 03/18/04 Thu


    Yeah, ON TO ENGLAND!

    I'll have pics and by damnit! I WILL LEARN TO POST THEM MYSELF!

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  • relevance -- Myitt, 20:52:05 03/14/04 Sun
    "Boy, y'know, every time I see 'Hole in the Wall' again, it's like seeing it fresh for the first time, and every time that happens, I keep asking myself the same question, 'How can I be so damn stupid as to keep comin' back here?'"
    -Butch Cassidy and the Sundance Kid

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  • fun day -- Warlock, 22:14:54 03/04/04 Thu
    today i played dance dance revolution for 3 hours and took the biggest/best crap of my life it was a good day

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  • PANIC -- Psych, 17:03:24 03/02/04 Tue

    My ex-boyfirend just e-mailed me. I know that doesn't seem like much...but, even though I'm much stronger than him physically, mentally and emtionally,

    HE SCARES THE LIVING SHIT OUT OF ME.

    What should I do?

    For more details of what our breakup and dating life was like, just ask and leave your e-mail addy.

    Have a nice day. ^_^

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  • Triplets of Belleville -- Shark, 21:13:01 02/29/04 Sun
    I love that movie. I really liked Finding Nemo, too, but I was kind of disappointed that the Triplets of Belleville didn't win. If you haven't seen that movie, you should at least rent it when it's released for VHS/DVD. Some scenes will offend the light-hearted and the movie could be called "wierd," but the character designs are unique and the plot is interesting.

    Return of the King won! From the snippets I've seen, it looks like a lot of love has been put into that movie. I might see it this week..

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  • f -- No name, 20:17:01 02/28/04 Sat
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  • I miss.....Visser6. -- No name, 12:42:12 02/09/04 Mon
    Do you ever wonder if the people here are going to be those you miss, or those you look back on in disgust?


    Whom do you miss?

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  • Gone now... -- Psych, 13:34:19 02/22/04 Sun

    She died last night.

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  • Who'd a thought -- Rune Colnor, 16:02:38 02/19/04 Thu
    Who'd thought I'de find myself sitting here starring at this brightly(and eye hurting) colored Message board....again. Heh, I guess old habbits die hard. Real hard....but we're not talking about that. I realized I missed a lot of the people around here too much and decided to come back and drop a few lines (along with my e-mail address for those who remember me). I'll be around. I can't believe I've gone years without taking a moment to stop and look/laugh at all this.

    So, who's new? Who's old? And who's old enough to remember me?

    ~Stand Tall And Shake The Heavens!~

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  • It's Not Too Good -- Psych, 14:05:01 02/21/04 Sat

    I have been informed that when my Aunt went to the doctor, he gave her 48 hours to live. That was today.

    48 hours to live.

    I just don't know how to deal with it.

    My parents are leaving to go see her tomorrow. I can't go because I can't miss anymore school. So, they're going to Walla Walla Washington all this week. I get to stay at a friend of the family's house. All this week.

    ummm...

    abattu...here, there, spread everywhere.

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  • *walks in, holding a peach* -- SubVisser46OTAM, 18:52:27 02/14/04 Sat
    I rule you! I decide if you live or die! Or even if your life means anything! I can eat you, and let you complete what you were placed on this earth for, or I can throw you to the ground and let you rot! I CONTROL YOU!!! YOU ARE MINE!!!! MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!! *takes bite of peach* *coughs, chokes, and dies*

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  • Stupid quest but i thought i'd ask... -- Engoa, 18:01:32 02/07/04 Sat
    Who here would like to start rpging again, i realize now how retarded it would be for us to go "lets go dump some oatmeal in the yeerks feeding tanks" great idea, but yea i think we are all too old to want to do that anymore. I would much rather reinstate the space bar. Ya know a place to kick back, pretend to get drunk, or hell actually get drunk, and tell everyone else to go fuck themselves. Pull out swrods and beat the shit out of eachother, or if your me, smack people with wet noodles, big thick ones too.
    I miss rpging, and all the places i go to to actually rpg are all the write a paragraph and wait a day to get a response. Which sucks...

    if anyone cares to respond and i'll set up a group on yahoo groups. or somewhere else, the old gesb has too many faults mostly with the images always going bad...or we could do it through aim, i don't know or care too much about where...

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  • Some bad news for me... -- Psych, 13:42:21 02/12/04 Thu
    The five-year survival rate for patients with malignant melanoma is 88%. For melanoma that has not spread to other parts of the body, the five-year survival rate rises to 95%. About 82% of melanomas are diagnosed at this stage. The five-year survival rate lowers to 58% for melanoma that has spread to adjacent oragans. If the disease has spread to distant parts of the body, the five-year survival rate drops to 13%.

    Not cool. Not cool at all.

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  • chips ahoy, matey! -- Raider1, 16:03:10 02/07/04 Sat
    mmm. cooookies. ahhhh.

    so yeah, just wanted to give a shout out to all of you kids (which all of you are, just kids)... hehe, can't believe that I'm posting but I guess nostalgia does that to ya sometimes, huh? Most of you probably don't even remember me, my famous counterpart Dan really stole the spotlight *smirks* but yeah... just making sure all of you are doin' okay.

    Take it easy, drop me a line if you're bored and I probably won't respond. *laughs*

    Good bye, "fuckers"... *laughs again* I swear I meant it in the nicest way possible.

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  • thee -- Kaymus, 09:52:56 01/24/04 Sat
    hey-i used to come here and spend hours here when i was younger! i havent been in years. i recently just got into a computer design class because...well i want to do it. and i went to theeaira's old site to show my instructor what kind of art i wanted to know how to do. that led me here! and i remember some of it and i just wonder if anyone remembers me. i remember myitt and visser6 and kimmeree and rachel (the real one) and im sure others but im wondering...what happened to theeaira? and does anyone remember me? lol.

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  • And another one bites the dust... -- Psych, 16:51:53 02/07/04 Sat
    (my cousin, grandma, grandpa, my dog, my fish...gone.)

    That is...my aunt. She has melanoma. In her hip and spine but that's not what they're worried about. It's in her

    BRAIN.

    Brain tumor.

    She lives either two weeks or two months.

    I never had hope.

    And never will.

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  • Sad, sad things.... -- Optional, 13:40:29 01/30/04 Fri
    It's a sad, sad world and I just don't care anymore. It's to the piont of where I would commit suicide but there isn't a reason I should just stop being. But there is no reason that I should continue being too. It's the worst kind of depression that anyone could have and I wouldn't even wish it on the non-existant enimies that I have.

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