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  • Mystery -- Warlock, 14:22:42 07/01/03 Tue

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  • immortality -- Warlock, 14:16:36 07/01/03 Tue



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  • MYITTTTTTTTTTTTTTT!!!!!! EEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!! -- SubVsser46OTAM, 06:24:00 07/01/03 Tue
    Hiiiiiieeeeeee!!!!!!!!! My horse is going to get knocked up today!!!! In 11 months she's going to have a BABY!!!!!! And my other horse is great. I have an iguana named don. He was sitting on my head last night! He crawed up my back and up onto my head!! He's never done that before...

    Ummm Umm, new stuff..... GAH!!! I'M IN 12TH GRADE NOW!!!!! i am SUPERIOR!!!!!!! Those stupid 10th graders shall PAY!!!! MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!! Especially james. He will have to die. But brad can stay. He's cute(in a puppy-dog 'awwwww, how adorable' type of way).

    Hehe! My and my b/f have been together over a month! So happy! Actually found a good one! My last b/f went to upstate new york about a year ago when we were going out and fucked his ex girlfriend while he was going out w/ me, and Adam has to convince me that guys arn't the slime of the earth. So far so good, though.

    GtG now. Gotta get over to the barn to make sure Dominique dosn't kick the vet while he shoves a syringe thing up her. 8-S

    Talk to you soon!!!

    PS: #1 reason I am looking faving my own place within the
    next 2 years: I will no longer have to fold my dad's
    underware when doing the laundry.
    PPS: Iguanas like women because we have better 'pillows'.
    *^_^*

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  • FUCKIN ENGLAND -- Warlock, 16:09:00 06/30/03 Mon
    my mom's apllying for a social workers job in england they got a bunch and there's a good chance she'll get it so if she does then i'm movin 2 england for the next year it even might be in scotland and there's a bunch of places it's gonna be awesome tho if she gets the job *dances around* lalalalala and best of all i'm gonna get the hell outta kamloops

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  • wheee! -- Myitt, 22:47:49 06/29/03 Sun
    Hey, I already apologized to Warlock for my nasty unfounded accusations, but I wanted to do it in a message for all to see so that I may be laughed at heartily. Hey that kind of rhymes...or not.

    Sorry for being such a nasty bitch for no reason War :/

    -mittens

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  • ^_^ -- Saphir, 20:43:27 06/29/03 Sun
    Finally... I finally got to post my drawings on my Deviantart account... Here ^^() It's mainly just photos...

    And to whoever made those posts... You know who you are. Heck, you even IMed me... You messed up the forum a couple of times and I fixed it. Then you proceeded to do it again. Please STOP. You can no longer call it an accident. If you wish to test out your stuff, please go to Tripod and sign up for a website. There, you can do whatever you want.

    However, at this forum... People come here to vent and chat. By messing it up, you are making that difficult. Please show off your stuff elsewhere.

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  • reading the archives -- I Am Mortal/Tobias, 20:36:38 06/29/03 Sun
    Weird, I went back and read some archive pages. I can't believe how little and much has changed since then. Ahhhhhhhh It would be cool if we had archives of the original MB, but oh well. aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

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  • Yay -- I Am Mortal/Tobias, 20:05:41 06/29/03 Sun
    The MB is semi normal again. Congrats to the FORUM MASTER :D

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  • only if -- I Am Mortal/Tobias, 11:02:32 06/29/03 Sun


    I wish this place was like insidetheweb and posted IPs : Then it would be all the easier to make this stop :\

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  • Um... -- Myitt, 20:50:02 06/27/03 Fri
    Well, at least the scrolling stopped? But now everything's invisible even though it's technically still there!

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  • who fucked up the mb -- I Am Mortal, 22:14:24 06/27/03 Fri
    do fuckin post shit like that. ruins the mb. Whoever rmemebers pw plz delete that one thread. it's dying slowly, but we can still perserber

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  • screw it -- Warlock, 21:05:57 06/27/03 Fri
    screw it i don't care anymore just why are you fucking up the mb? nothing you do can stop new posts and you can't stay in here 24/7 fucking up our posts but really what satisfaction do you get from doing this? if ur gonna sabotage shit and least be half creative about it instead of childish html coding bullshit

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  • fuck -- warlock, 20:58:57 06/27/03 Fri
    Honestly jess why do you persist just fuck off with the fuckin bullshit already

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  • stoppit jess -- Warlock, 20:48:33 06/27/03 Fri
    Jess stop fuckin around with the fuckin board it's really gettin old

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  • morons -- Warlock, 20:42:13 06/27/03 Fri
    so it was jess that fucked up the board i'm talking 2 her on msn and she tells me the board is fucked so I fixed it I tell her it's fixed and 2 minutes later it's fucked again so I'm guessing it was her she completely denys but hey so would I I'll try 2 fix it and jess don't fuckin do it again

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  • Hm... -- Myitt, 20:42:54 06/27/03 Fri
    Who's the fucking idiot now, eh Warlock? scrollamount=0?? Apparently it didn't work...

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  • fuckin idiots -- Warlock, 20:36:24 06/27/03 Fri
    fuckin morons don't fuck up the mb like that I just had a hell of a time fixing the fuckin thing leave it alone next time eh

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  • Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix -- Myitt, 12:58:47 06/27/03 Fri
    It was a very good book, the fifth, but rather sad.

    DO NOT SPOIL THE BOOK FOR THOSE WHO HAVE NOT READ IT IN YOUR REPLIES, IF ANY...please?

    Just thought I'd plug it. Aww yeeah. Ahem...*glances around* *runs away*

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  • Me back!!!! -- SubVisser46OTAM, 10:01:24 06/23/03 Mon
    I dig my toes into the sand
    The ocean looks like a thousand diamonds strewn across a blue blanket
    I lean against the wind
    Pretend that I am weightless
    And in this moment, I am happy....happy

    I wish you were here
    I wish you were here
    I wish you were here
    I wish you were...here

    I lay my head onto the sand
    The sky resembles a backlit canopy with holes punched in it
    I'm counting UFOs
    I signal them with my lighter
    And in this moment, I am happy...happy

    I wish you were here
    I wish you were here
    I wish you were...here
    I wish you were here

    The world's a roller coaster
    And I am not strapped in
    Maybe I should hold with care
    But my hands are busy in the air

    I wish you were here
    I wish you were...
    I wish you were here
    I wish you were here
    I wish you were here
    I wish you were here

    --"Wish You Were Here", Incubus

    Why does that song pop into my mind when I think of this place? God, I miss it. The wating for someone to show up around what I think of as my lunch time (around 12 pm). The storylines weaved into twists and turned in my mind. The contact with people who, for at least a couple of hours a day, have a face. A name. Not their true face, or their true name, but just the same....

    The sound of my mom screaming down the stairs on summer nights to get off the damn computer or I would be grounded from it for as many seconds that I stayed on any longer.

    We could do this. We have lives, all of us now praticly, jobs, loved ones, a 'real world'. The 'in RL'. But, don't we all need a place of fantacy to keep us young? Instead of crying to the ghosts of the mb, why don't we do a little ressurection (sp?) in the gesb? Who's with me?

    PS: MYITT!!! HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII!!!!!!!!!
    PPS: God, what is wrong with me?!?!?!?!
    (I dought anyone knows! hehe! *^_^*)

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  • I'm back, too. -- Baranth/Fioth, 03:53:58 06/26/03 Thu
    I've been busy lately, what with the KTL and writing song parodies done Pern-style...

    But I'm back.

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  • Tormented by the People that I love -- Anonymous, 05:25:52 06/18/03 Wed
    First of all: Hey Nick. Good to see you around again.

    Second: Sometimes I think that people like to get your hopes up just so they can call or say later that day that they aren't able to take you or go with you. Like, you had planned for days that you were going to go swimming with your boyfriend and his brother and they would pick you up. Then, when they should be at your door you get a phone call from your boyfriends brother and he says that you can't go becuase his wife took the car. Then your boyfriend talks to you and of course you're not in the cheeriest moods and he feels really bad about it becuase they were planning for days to go. Then you feel bad for making him feel bad becuase he made you feel bad. I am so depressed. My hopes were up because i thought i got to see him and then they were crushed.

    Being the fragile person I am, I cried myself to sleep last night.

    The reason why: I hardly get to see my boyfriend becuase I'm in summer school. We love eachother very much and it's hard not seeing him everyday. We talk and call each other but it's torture not seeing or feeling him there with me.
    Also, last time after we went swimming, I took a shower at his house in my swim suit and he sat on the toilet, talking to me. Is that wrong? I didn't think it was, I had cloths on and we were just talking.

    I have so many delemas.

    I feel bad inside.

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  • Yeah. -- Jess, 09:17:06 06/24/03 Tue
    So I guess I haven't posted here in a while.

    Well...let's see...interesting stuff...

    I graduated.
    I'm goin to college.
    Kirk was here! Yeah..that was cool, he stayed here for about
    a week..that was fun.
    Well...let's see...er...mum's in the hospital down in
    milwaukee that kinda stinks...
    I get to leave on friday. *grins* Lalu's house... L&L's...
    whatever, but I'm leaving on friday and staying until the
    14th..that'll be fun...
    Yeah...I finished harry potter nummer 5, if any of you have
    IM me, knottedgibberish on AIM or Y!, can't seem to find
    anyone else who has.

    Yeah...I guess that's it.

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  • lalal -- I Am Mortal, 18:47:09 06/22/03 Sun
    I is bored. I have Final Frequency (Fantasy) Radio on and just mellowed out, ya. Started playinf FF7 again on my ps2 and having fun. 4 hours into game, taking me sweet time :P

    Working on getting a job, sorta. I fill out an application over 2 weeks time. But maybe I should fill them out faster. I need a new comp and more games. It's a must for me to get FFX-2 and FFXI when they come out. If i get a job and learn japanese, I might import a japanese playstation and the games with it.

    And that is all thats me. I'm so fuckin booooooored. Thank you

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  • Lalala -- Myitt, 22:09:24 06/18/03 Wed
    I started my first day of my new job today. Yep. I miss B&N already, but they don't want me back, so I don't miss them so much, the commie bastards.

    So, I ask one thing of all of you. The next time you're at a movie theatre....please, please be nice to the concession workers. They go through a lot of tiring and disgusting crap. It's kind of like working in the Fifth Circle of Hell, or whichever one it was that had the gluttons wallowing in grease and stuff. Only you're not a glutton, you just needed a job, you know man? Yes you know, man. Anyway, there could be far, far worse jobs I'm sure, but it isn't much to ask to not complain so much about the butter or the Icees or whatever else, especially if the concessionist is not the devil. Oh and stay away from the pizzas. Just a warning.

    So, enough griping, with that aside I hope everyone is doing FUCKING WONDERFUL because I know I am. No I'm not being sarcastic. It's easy to sound sarcastic when words are not being spoken. Have a Happy Day. :)

    Oh! Danish and Norwegian are very similar to English. Ja!

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  • my old friends....hello ! -- Nick, 15:02:42 06/09/03 Mon
    whats goin on my people...i miss you guys..when i do go by..no one is there..they always left..i dun really have anything to talk about...on here anyways...so IM me........... knux55 on AIM...and nick_the_wanderer on yahoo... come on..


    Nick.. Ninja...what ever you want to remember me by..

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  • La dee da -- Saphir, 18:09:42 06/13/03 Fri
    Dum dee dum

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  • my old friends....hello ! -- Nick, 15:02:25 06/09/03 Mon
    whats goin on my people...i miss you guys..when i do go by..no one is there..they always left..i dun really have anything to talk about...on here anyways...so IM me........... knux55 on AIM...and nick_the_wanderer on yahoo... come on..


    Nick.. Ninja...what ever you want to remember me by..

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  • my old friends....hello ! -- Nick, 15:01:43 06/09/03 Mon
    whats goin on my people...i miss you guys..when i do go by..no one is there..they always left..i dun really have anything to talk about...on here anyways...so IM me........... knux55 on AIM...and nick_the_wanderer on yahoo... come on..


    Nick.. Ninja...what ever you want to remember me by..

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  • hey, look, it doesn't crash my computer! -- No name, 14:35:20 06/08/03 Sun
    bwa ha ha ha "VoyUser Login"


    hahahhahaha

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  • Yay! -- Myitt, 14:12:07 06/02/03 Mon
    The music kept crashing the home computer. As much as Church of Euthanasia is interesting the music was damn annoying...sorry to the person who put it up, I know who you are...arg. Anyway. I think I'll repost my previous message, just because. Why not.


    "Wow, everyone's being all nostalgic lately. It's good to see some old friends coming back, even just to say hi. I guess we're all irrevocably stuck to this place at least at heart, and of course that's because of the people here. I think, and I know I'm not the only one, that a bunch of us should talk together in the conveniently located chat we have here, but that's only going to happen if everyone cares enough to want it to happen. I definetely know I'm not the only one who gives a damn about keeping this ghosty old place alive with crazy...little...millivolts...*fingers wriggle* Ahem. So. I tend to be optimistic about things but since this has been attempted in the past to ill effect I don't know if it will ever actually end up occurring, but it's worth a try. Everyone tends to like weekends so maybe next weekend is a good enough time as any to try and get some people in the damn Space Bar en masse.

    So yeah, I'm another year older today. Woohoo. I don't feel any different at 19 than I did yesterday. I guess that's typical.

    Also, embarrassing as it might be, I'm not the only one who still likes to role play...although I feel at times that it's a lost cause to revive something that seems now so juvenile as virtually "playing pretend", it doesn't mean it's really a lost cause.

    But maybe it is. Only you people can answer that.

    So...like the others I'm just posting some thoughts. What are yours?


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    Yes next weekend which would be um...06/07 & 06/08... but what about times... Night is usually the only time I am on (NT) -- Tigergirl, 23:07:15 06/01/03 Sun "


    Sorry. That's kind of annoying to post something again when probably everyone's already read it. But...oh well.

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  • Funny pictyres Of Bin Larden War -- No name, 01:08:53 06/07/03 Sat
    http://www.outwar.com/page.php?x=1074072

    It is funny, try it out.

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  • Random -- I Am Mortal, 13:44:50 06/05/03 Thu
    rAnD0m

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  • A model for my conscious -- Warlock, 00:43:26 06/04/03 Wed
    I was listenin 2 some beats and I wrote this probably the really poetic thing I've written in awhile I've been kinda depressed the last few days and I finally have a reason 2 be happy but i'm not so I hope you enjoy this little piece of my sadness there's no real style or flow 2 it just a poem I wrote for a beat

    A Model For My Conscious

    As I walk from the castle
    taking wide strides and long rides
    the world is mine and I've finally done it
    I climbed my final mountain
    but I'll never see the summit
    I let myself fall 2 quickly
    broke my back and landed stiffly
    I thought I found the lord
    at the bottum of a bottle
    silly me it's just a dollar
    must've left it on the table
    on the day I finally faltered
    I picked it up 2 dust off
    it took one look at me and scoffed
    said I'm just a worthless drunk
    all I amount to is a punk
    so I threw it in a wishing well
    and wished that I could stop myself
    from showing what I couldn't tell
    before I finally killed myself

    I woke up in a valley
    feeling just a little jolly
    silly me it was just all a dream
    I tell myself or so it seems
    so for now i'll just pretend
    I didn't really reach the end
    I take a look around and all I see
    a place that wasn't meant for me
    the beauty and tranquilty
    of so much spring time scenery
    and as I get up to a walk away
    I hear a child to start to say
    "excuse me sir but you can't leave
    you here for all eternity"
    so what am I supposed to do
    I turn but the child is a monster too
    just like me he's sad somehow
    we watch the sky and count the clouds
    I guess we died but don't know how

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  • WELL HOLA. -- Alic/Pop?, 22:00:23 06/03/03 Tue
    Kael was at my house and gave me the address to this place so I thought i'd say hi k. Long time no talk to a lot of you ;x

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  • tee hee -- Kaeldra, 18:53:54 06/02/03 Mon
    (yes, i know i posted this earlier, but it archived)

    Old Friends and familiar faces

    Wow, it's been forever eh? Everyone is comming back or else simply reminiscing about the "good old days" back in the original SB and the AniRPG. Oh yeah, alic says hey to everyone that remembers her. (strange, i remember almost everyone from back in the days when Pattzy (alic) was known as the infamous "Pop" and i as her sidekick "Snap" but no one remembers me :p NO worries though ~_-)

    I just wanted to drop in and say hello to everyone. If anyone wants to get a hold of me (or say has an odd desire to contact alic) my aim is DwunRose2, yahoo is calystia67, and msn is (as always) crazy_kaeldra@hotmail.com You would probably have a better chance of getting a hold of me if you e-mailed me though (calystia67@yahoo.com).

    I suppose I should head off to my psychology final now before they decide to send the principal after me (yes, they have done it because silly little me has a tendancy to not stay in class... or even go to class)

    Much love,

    Kael/Lilyth/Rose/Caly/(and yes, was once known as SNAP)

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  • ^_^ -- Saphir, 14:19:49 06/02/03 Mon
    I was so worried I'd have to go in and do it myself. It'll load a lot faster now I bet. And I never heard that music.

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  • Woo! -- Kris, 13:03:52 06/02/03 Mon
    It archived! Finally! No more evil background music... *giggles a bit insanely*

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  • Old friends and familiar faces eh... -- Kaeldra (Rose), 12:05:51 06/02/03 Mon
    Wow, it's been forever eh? Everyone is comming back or else simply reminiscing about the "good old days" back in the original SB and the AniRPG. Oh yeah, alic says hey to everyone that remembers her. (strange, i remember almost everyone from back in the days when Pattzy (alic) was known as the infamous "Pop" and i as her sidekick "Snap" but no one remembers me :p NO worries though ~_-)

    I just wanted to drop in and say hello to everyone. If anyone wants to get a hold of me (or say has an odd desire to contact alic) my aim is DwunRose2, yahoo is calystia67, and msn is (as always) crazy_kaeldra@hotmail.com You would probably have a better chance of getting a hold of me if you e-mailed me though (calystia67@yahoo.com).

    I suppose I should head off to my psychology final now before they decide to send the principal after me (yes, they have done it because silly little me has a tendancy to not stay in class... or even go to class)

    Much love,

    Kael/Lilyth/Rose/Caly/(and yes, was once known as SNAP)

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  • *electric guitar* They say it's your birthday!! *electric guitar* Well it's my birthday too, yeah! -- Myitt, 13:42:30 06/01/03 Sun
    That's a good song...

    Wow, everyone's being all nostalgic lately. It's good to see some old friends coming back, even just to say hi. I guess we're all irrevocably stuck to this place at least at heart, and of course that's because of the people here. I think, and I know I'm not the only one, that a bunch of us should talk together in the conveniently located chat we have here, but that's only going to happen if everyone cares enough to want it to happen. I definetely know I'm not the only one who gives a damn about keeping this ghosty old place alive with crazy...little...millivolts...*fingers wriggle* Ahem. So. I tend to be optimistic about things but since this has been attempted in the past to ill effect I don't know if it will ever actually end up occurring, but it's worth a try. Everyone tends to like weekends so maybe next weekend is a good enough time as any to try and get some people in the damn Space Bar en masse.

    So yeah, I'm another year older today. Woohoo. I don't feel any different at 19 than I did yesterday. I guess that's typical.

    Also, embarrassing as it might be, I'm not the only one who still likes to role play...although I feel at times that it's a lost cause to revive something that seems now so juvenile as virtually "playing pretend", it doesn't mean it's really a lost cause.

    But maybe it is. Only you people can answer that.

    So...like the others I'm just posting some thoughts. What are yours?

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  • Wow... -- Tigergirl, 22:05:18 05/31/03 Sat
    I decided for the heck of it to check back here, and surprise, this place is still alive. Thought it was long ago abonded. Well hello people. IF anyone actually remembers little old me. ^^() It really has been that long hasn't it... I mean this was my first place to chat EVER on the web. Now I have returned... so many things have changed in my life. So many people have changed. Ah I can't hope that everyone has remained the same. Nor can I hope that people remember me or even care but oh well a trip into the past never really hurt.. *waves her hand a bit* Well See ya around people.. mabye I'll post back in another couple years *grins* Or mabye I'll check in more often.

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  • Just some thoughts -- L@ron, 22:33:28 05/31/03 Sat
    I've been at this place since the orignal Anichats opened.....seems like one hell of a long time ago, and i rarely do check in here but I always do. I don't know why though. I mean this place is not even a third of what it used to be, i really only keep in touch with about 2 people from here, and i consider myself a different person from when i was coming here.

    But i still come back. And now i know why. Its the bonds i formed here, don't let anybody tell you that just because most of us will never see each other our whole lifes that the friendship can't be there. I often find myself thinking about some of my old pals from here.......whatever happened to them, would they even remember me if I were to talk them. And in a way that makes me sad, because no matter how many weird freaky lost people we were, and still are. . . . I really do miss a lot of you bastards. From Alic all the way to Neimad and back again. These people i met here wrote a small chapter of my life and No matter how different i become I'll always remember you. Even if i never come here again. To those of you who haven't been here as long as others, this is a special place, i might sound a little to serious but it really is.

    Thats why those of you that keep this place still going i want to say thank you. Because as long as this board is still up there'll always be a memory of what this placed used to be. . . . . . and the people that used to be here. . . . . . and the friends that i miss.

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  • More Nostalgic Crap -- Kris, 01:36:12 05/31/03 Sat
    Why? Because I just finished a insomnia-inducing bout of crying. That's why. You don't like, you can shove it up your ass. I don't give a damn.
    So, I'm up in my room, just letting my mind wander before I fall asleep. It decides to drift to the 5th grade, which was, sad to say, about the time I first appeared here. Creepy, yes? That was the best time of my life, when I started finding out who the hell I really was and I met my best friend, and I met everyone here. Strangely enough, my happiest memories are the ones at school. The way the classroom smelled like that new (it was new at the time) Instant Hand Sanitizer with Aloe. I still love that smell to this day. What kind of books I read, the music I listened to, everything about that entire year comes rushing into my head, and yeah, I feel a little depressed. I always have, from the moment I graduated that grade, I've missed it. It's not healthy to linger in the past, I know that, but sometimes I just need to.
    Not many people who are still here probably remember me from way back then. I don't think I want them to, I was pretty stupid most of the time. I was 10 years old, how intelligent could I be?
    Anyway, if anyone can recall, I had a number of different characters at one point. To name a few, but not nearly enough: Dreamcatcher, Pegasus, Midnight Wolf, DolphinGirl. There were so many others, but they didn't show up as often. Anyway, I've never told anyone here this, but I'm going to tell you now. These characters were not made up for the chats. They originally were "voices" in my head. Call them imaginary friends if you want, but to me they were just voices who kept me company, annoyed me to the brink of my sanity, and somehow managed to pull me back again. They comforted me when my friend couldn't (I was usualy comforting her, I didn't need to burden her with my own problems)and talked to me when I was bored. It sounds stupid, I guess, but at this point I don't care. They were real "people" to me, and I loved them.
    Well, as I was lying in bed, it suddenly occured to me, and I felt my heart stop for a second. I hadn't talked to them in over a year! I hurridly called out for one of them (Dreamcatcher, to be exact) in my mind, and no one answered. So, now I'm alone. Even as I'm typing this, I can barely see the damn keyboard through the tears. I don't know why I'm so crushed by this, maybe because it hit me so suddenly. I can't hear any of them. DolphinGirl threatening to kill people, Pegasus whining for food, Dreamcatcher yelling at them both... gods, I miss them!
    Then I come to this place. I picture it in my mind's eye as a crumbling, decaying building, with a few stubborn ghosts still haunting it, moaning about how beautiful it used to be. No more. Animorphs died, and this place, I feel, is slowly stagering after it. No one visits the GESB for days, sometimes weeks. The Space Bar (gods, I miss that too now!) doesn't work, so it might as well not be there at all. It's been demolished. I feel sick to my stomach now, and I think if I continue any longer I'll puke all over my nice keyboard. See ya all later.

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  • Trigun! -- Saphir, 16:38:02 05/29/03 Thu
    ^_________________________^ Trigun! I love it so far... I haven't seen the end, I'm watching the reruns... I loooove Vash. maybe because he reminds me of two of my characters smooshed together, maybe it's the eyes... ^_______^

    BTW, if you're a Trigun fan, I have some quizzes you can take... I don't know the exact page numbers, so just go to my index and look for Trigun. One quiz says I'm Meryl (I really think I'm more like Nelly... Is that the correct spelling? Or even Vash) and another says that I'm Millions Knives. Sometimes I can get like that, but only when I'm very depressed.

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  • Older members -- NightBamf, 14:13:32 05/16/03 Fri
    How long has everyone been here? I mean, from when the chats started? I stopped coming because it started to bet boring, and still is, but I remember ppl like Tobias and Pop and Vamp. Does anyone else? This is purely for the sake of nostalgia.
    -NightBamf

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  • Archive -- Saphir, 21:12:48 05/24/03 Sat
    >< I just can't wait for this forum to archive...

    (BTW, I'm Shark... I just changed my name... This is my final name change, I promise... ^_^()()()())

    It takes a long time to load... Interesting, but still takes a while.

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  • Stupid comp, lost the old GESB link again...anyone care to supply it for me? NT -- White Wolf, 16:48:13 05/28/03 Wed
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  • rose? -- pyro, 15:00:16 05/28/03 Wed
    has anyone seen or talked to rose/kealdra latly if they have please tell her to email me

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  • Fuck it. -- Random Masochist, 19:27:10 05/19/03 Mon
    Fuck nostalgia. Fuck the past. Nothing ever stays the same- everything changes, you'll never get back the security of the past. There's nothing but the present and the future now. And then the end. It doesn't bother you until you see that life ends. The END. We all get there some way or another. Did you ever bother to think about just how cruel it is to create a creature that one day realizes "I am," then calls itself a name and philosophizes its existance, just to get shut down and thrown away once it reaches the end of its lifespan? Like disposable cell phones. So many functions, but it all goes in the trash either way. The contentment you feel now in the sanctity of your youth will not last. Sight, thinking, touching, breathing, will not last. And there's not a damn thing you can do about it. Whether you get angry about it or not, you're still going to die.
    There is no hope.

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  • Stargate SG-1 -- Applix, 17:38:46 05/10/03 Sat
    I have recently fallen victim to perhaps, the best show I have ever seen. It doesn't sound to good at first. I mean come on, 'Stargate?' Who comes up with these kind of shows. I loved the movie, but until Stargate Sg-1 I had yet to see a show taken off a movie do well. I'll tell you how I got to find out how I was addicted to it.

    So there it was, a boring day in february. Up here in Chicago, february is like summer is to San Francisco. It's freezing out, and there wasn't anything to do. I went over to my dads own-constructed book-case. I looked up and down the case, nothing, but oh wait! New DVDs! I had not seen them, so I sat on my lazy ass and watched the first episode. I thought that Andersen would be serious, but on the contrary, his sense of humor shown through. I nearly wet my pants on this line.

    "What if it falls into enemy hands?"
    "Well, sir, they could be all blowing their noses right now."

    And of course on that line, no-one knows what im talking about unless the've seen the first episode. Anyway, I became addicted to it without knowing it. Coincidentally the next few days I received no homework, and all the time I'd be doing my homework I watched Stargate episode, trying to get a better understanding of the big picture.

    Only did I notice that I was until my mom(Who is very much addicted to the series and bought the DVDs) came downstairs and looked over to see the SG-1 Team staring her in the face on my computers desktop background. I looked over my sholder and looked at her, knowing that I had spent a little too much time on the computer. So I shutdown the computer, but as my mom walked up the stairs, she heard Colonel Jack O'Neill to start dialing home. It was then as she turned back smiling at me I noticed that the SG-1 Team and show had grown on me a little.

    REMEMBER: WATCH IT!
    Sci-fi Channel at 6-10pm central time on mondays
    Prime time on Fridays starting June 5

    And

    Fox at 12pm central on saturdays

    Applix
    AKA Travis Ckrigger

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  • yay politics -- Arith, 00:51:09 05/13/03 Tue
    In September 2000, the federal government brought a 97-count indictment against Koch Industries.. the largest privately held oil company in America.. for knowingly releasing 91 metric tons of benzene, a cancer causing agent, into the air and water, and for covering up the deadly release to regulators. This wasn't Koch's first run-in with the law; in fact it wasn't even their first that year. Earlier in 2000, Koch had been fined $35 million for illegal pollution in six states.
    But with George W Bush's election decided, Koch's fortunes suddenly changed. Koch executives had just contributed some $800,000 to Bush's presidential campaign and other Republican candidates and causes. In January, as John Ashcroft waited in the wings, the government dropped the charges first from 97 to 11 and then to a mere nine.
    Koch Industries, however, still faced fines totaling $352 million. Bush's new administration, now firmly in place, quickly fixed that. In March, they dropped two more charges. Then, two days before the case was to go to court, Ashcroft's Justice Department settled the case.
    Koch Industries pled guilty to a new charge of falsifying documents, and the government dropped all environmental charges against the company, including all felony counts against their former employees.
    ...It's too bad that Anthony Lemar Taylor forgot to send in his contribution to the Bush campaign. Taylor was another repeat offender - a petty thief who decided one day in 1999 to pretend he was golf superstar Tiger Woods. Though Taylor looked nothing like Woods, he was able to use a fake driver's license and credit cards identifying him as Tiger Woods to purchase a 70 inch TV, a few stereos, and a used luxury car.
    Then somebody finally figured out he wasn't Tiger Woods, and he was arrested and tried for theft and perjury. His sentence? Two hundred years to life, thanks to California's "three strikes" law which states that upon a third criminal conviction, you're put away for life.
    To date, no corporate executive has been sent away for life after being caught three times polluting a river or ripping off its customers. In America, we reserve that special treatment for those who happen to be poor or African American or fail to contribute to one of our fine political parties.

    selections from stupid white men, by michael moore

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  • Just found this craaaaaaaaaaaaazy -- Arith, 00:35:39 05/13/03 Tue
    Scale One
    The funeral was Friday morning, and her whole bridge club turned up to mourn the loss of their friend who had been so eager to join them that snowy Wednesday night in Oskaloosa. The minister uttered a moving prayer to the Lord, offering thanks for the time on earth that her soul had enjoyed, comfortingly reminding the gathered sorrowful ones that her soul had gone on to a place of peace and rest and joy. Amen.
    Scale Zero
    The Earth continued to spin and to revolve around the Sun. It did so many, many times in a row. After a few million such rotations, it was a bit closer in to the Sun than before, although not much. It was a little hotter, on average, partly because it was a little closer and partly because the Sun was burning its fuel differently.

    After a while the Sun ballooned and its gases swallowed up the Earth and expanded far beyond it.

    By this time the galaxy rotated six times and was approaching another galaxy. Twenty rotations later, the two galaxies interpenetrated, and for a while they passed through each other like two ghosts or two ripples in water. A few million stars were destroyed, but most were unperturbed. Then after about two more rotations, the two galaxies came apart and went their separate ways.


    selection from Reductio Expansioque ad Absurdium, by Douglas R.Hofstadter

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  • MY SPOON IS TOO BIG MY SPOON IS TOO BIG MY SPOON IS TOO BIG....................I AM A BANANA -- Arith, 00:30:01 05/13/03 Tue
    if you gues the subject you get a trophy if you don't you will burn in hell with the smurfs I've been up since friday drinking and smoking stuff when I stumbled across some Don Hertzfeldt cartoons the man is a creative fuckin genius I've never seen anything that could make so little sense and have such an impact on me i mean maybe they're insane drawings, complete genius works of art or simply drugs induced nightmares that appeal to my drug fueled existence but either way i have been oddly captivated by these poorly drawn pieces of garbage wich have somehow led me to articles on quantum mechanics and the patent of the human genome as well as many short paragraphs of undetermined non sense and boring but well written short stories all of wich are now permanently imprinted on the inside of skull for easy reference I have never seen anything so stupid and inane wich has affected me so deeply I implore you all to see the Don hertzfeldt cartoons david needs more drugs now

    WWW.BITTERFILMS.COM

    WHAT'S THAT IN YOUR HAIR? they would ask, never expecting a response. he blocked them out, watching a rather large beetle slowly amble along the sidewalk. it only had five legs and one antennae and didn't look like it had much energy left in it. it reminded him of the creepy shrimp-pets who used to live in that smelly water in his kitchen that sort of looked likeswimming cockroaches only with tails. as usual, he spent the rest of the day staring at his teeth in every mirror he came across, convinced that his gums were receding for some reason. he didn't know why, but his teeth just looked longer. his mouth in general felt sort of weird to his tongue lately, which knew every corner of the place quite well. the box people got mad at him and chased him off the premises when he played with their bubble wrap but he was sort of COMPULSIVE that way. he spent that evening explaining to his neighbor what a great idea cryogenics was, how they can remove your head and freeze it when you die and how in the future they will employ nanotechnology to send miniature robots in to repair any molecular damage to your frost-bitten brain. he could tell his neighbor was not interested and barely listening to what he had to say which made him on EDGE again because what he had to say was IMPORTANT.

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  • Dum dee dum -- Saphir, 19:10:41 05/07/03 Wed
    My new quiz:

    Come take my quiz! Don't forget to vote!

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  • This is a poem. Believe it. -- Myitt, 13:43:39 05/04/03 Sun
    The Emperor of Ice-Cream, by Wallace Stevens


    "Call the roller of big cigars,
    The muscular one, and bid him whip
    In kitchen cups concupiscent curds.
    Let the wenches dawdle in such dress
    As they are used to wear, and let the boys
    Bring flowers in last month's newspapers.
    Let be be finale of seem.
    The only emperor is the emperor of ice-cream.

    Take from the dresser of deal,
    Lacking the three glass knobs, that sheet
    On which she embroidered fantails once
    And spread it so as to cover her face.
    If her horny feet protrude, they come
    To show how cold she is, and dumb.
    Let the lamp affix its beam.
    The only emperor is the emperor of ice-cream."

    No, not that kind of horny, you sick sick bastard guy you.

    Oh, here's something else:


    "dead I am the one
    exterminating sun
    slipping through the trees
    strangling the breeze
    dead I am the sky
    watching angels cry
    as they slowly turn
    conquering the worm"

    Wheee, it's Rob Zombie. Sunshine and lollipops.


    Oh, by the way, X-Men 2 is the shit. Nightcrawler is so cool. The ending is a nice nod to the comic fans.

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  • Wow -- Nage, 15:51:06 05/03/03 Sat
    We've got messages from November of last year... SEVEN months. I wonder when this will archive?

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  • Brain...melting... -- Myitt, 13:23:39 04/29/03 Tue
    Has anyone else noticed the irritating song looping in the background of the message board? Does it only play in my head? Am I imagining this horrible song? It's been going on for weeks now...for the love of god somebody please delete that damn message! If you listen to it long enough you start to think it's saying something in comprehensible English...then its harsh and out-of-tune digital twitching reminds you that it's nothing...nothing at all...just ritualistic subliminal messages from HELL or some place like that...

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  • New name. -- Saphir, 18:03:10 05/01/03 Thu
    Okay. ^_^ I've decided to change my name from Nage to
    Saphir.. I really like this one...

    Myitt: I don't hear the song. ^_^()

    Chao, it's May again! Meanign that the school year is almost over. ^_^ It's funny, my birthday is kinda like the marker for hte middle of the second semester, then Wanda's birthday rolls around in April and you know it's almost over. ^_^

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  • I like cake -- The white rapper scapegoat ~~~Arith~~~, 15:31:35 04/29/03 Tue
    well in light of the numerous recent postings from people who never post I feel compelled to right something as well not that anyone cares my life has been rather uneventful packed shit full with the usual inane stupidity of me and my friends umm me and some friends are puttin a sample cd out my buddy lloyd's sister's bf has a basement recording studio and we're makin some sample tracks 2 try and get our crew The white rapper scapegoats a little more well known so we're hopin that'll work out my and my buddy are makin a music video for his grindcore band 2 it's just me and will kickin each other in the nuts for 5 minutes but it's just meant 2 be retarded if nothing else hmm well that's everything exciting in my life aside from the usual drinkin(team Hose owns) let's see i got arrested last week for writing 'Children make our products' on the side of toys r us in 5 foot block letters that was an adventure and a half might be movin 2 vancouver with my buddy Will cuz he wants 2 move into some goth/punk hotel cuz he has the severe delusion that punk chicks find him sexier then other chicks do fabio hmm maybe one of these days I'll throw a recent pic on here probably not tho cuz I know crap all for html hmm i wonder how many people will actually no who i am the severe lack of grammar should tell you all and if well I'm gonna go scrap the grav bong and drink some vanilla twist well if anyone really wants 2 they can add my msn arith_@hotmail.com or warlock333@hotmail.com(another big hint) peace y'all

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  • So, hey. -- Agent X, 20:55:18 04/24/03 Thu
    All I ever end up posting here when I get around to it is always something along the lines of, "Yeah, so sorry I don't come around as much, blah, blah," but you know I'm not sorry. I just post when I'm bored and have some sudden kick of nostalgia. Happens to all of us.
    Today me and my boyfriend and some hippies went out to a forest preserve and smoked a lot of pot and destroyed some parts of an abandoned police training ground, then started some fires. That was entertaining. Didn't have school today- all the juniors have Prairie State testing so all us other kids don't have to go.
    A couple days ago I found out one of my good friends is starting to become a junkie. He told me about it all excited and thinking I'd be as happy as he was. "Dude, I just tried Horse, man, it's the best thing ever!" I slapped him, then told a couple of our friends who are ex-junkies, who are now pissed and going to kick his ass or at least get on his case about it. God, that's always depressing, when you lose another friend who's too fucking dumb to realize that though it's the best high possible, it's going to kill him. The people I know who got out of it were smart enough to realize how fucked up it is, but I can see the future and I know this guy's going to wind up pawning all his shit for it and living in the park somewhere with permanently glazed eyes. He's too much of an idiot to start with. I mean, I tried crack. One hit, and that was a couple months ago, and I haven't wanted any since (Haha, now you guys can call me a crackwhore!). I knew it was fucked as hell, as soon as I saw the guy who was letting me smoke it- thin, bent, wiry, crazy-wild buggy eyes, missing several teeth. Heard some stories about how he stole his little niece's PS2 and X-box to buy his crack. Yeah, I like my teeth and morals, thanks. But I know my friend isn't going to be able to stop himself from doing H again. Not that I'm surprised he started, I've known he would for a while now. Just kinda had faith in him to know better. Serves me right for having faith.
    What else have I tried since I last talked to you guys? Opium during spring break- comes from the same plant as heroin. That's a pretty sweet high. Sure wouldn't sell my soul to get it, though. Mushrooms- exactly one week ago. Worst trip of my life, I mean it was cool because a poster made friends with me and danced around for me and houses were sinking into the ground and the sky changed colors; but when things started trying to strike at me like snakes and I threw up and fell into the void of despair in my brain I definitely wanted it to stop. It was like a nightmare I couldn't wake up from. I was with the wrong people and I took too much at one time. Otherwise, it would've been nice.
    Hey, seeing as (knowing me) I won't be around for a while, here's a shitload of ways you can contact me or whatever: AIM- DestructiveAgent, Y!M: Agent_of_Destruction, E-mail: Agent_of_Destruction@yahoo.com, Blog, Poetry, Pictures (when they get that site running again, anyway, this should do for now). Oooh! And if you guys are really bored, you can read Lowbrow moments- crazy anecdotes of low moments in peoples' lives. Usually it's pretty funny stuff.
    So, yep. See you (or not) in the chats. Later.

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  • efjsdoihesdf -- No name, 12:31:45 04/29/03 Tue
    IM me, you fools!

    I haven't been here for months, and now that I have, I'm dragged down into the pit of nostalgia!!!aaugh!!!

    So each and every one of you has to IM me and say stuff like "Remember when..?" so that I can reminisce and get good and drunk, like on Cheers.


    Except minus the drunk part.


    Hopefully.



    Ohyeah, it's SheOfTheSoapbox. AIM. loren-shamtul or lorenmorph on Y!M.(yeah I never changed that thing. And if you don't know who I am from it, welll then ohwell.) 14857506 on ICQ.(noone uses ICQ anymore, you fffrrreak! Although it was FAR SUPERIOR to any other messenger service, right up to that ICQ99 shit.)


    bwaaaaaargh

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  • ...(hurray for elipses) -- No name, 12:24:40 04/29/03 Tue
    ...

    BOO!



    mwa ha ha.




    Nice to see you all too.



    God, I don't know why I came here.


    This is so depressing.



    Take care all o' yous, okay?


    *screams* GET OUT WHILE YOU STILL CAN!!!!

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  • Survey -- Nage, 21:27:37 04/26/03 Sat
    I'm trying to make a survey about my website (Here). Does anyone know where I can make a survey? I'd make one by myself... But it's rather complicated and it seems that only IE and Netscape can send forms to your e-mail. Maybe a guestbook would be handy, too, as long as it let me use different options. Thank you for your time. ^_^

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  • For always and eeteeeerrniiityy..... -- Myitt, 18:15:56 04/26/03 Sat
    *electronic jargon*

    Whoa, I had this crazy dream that I'd posted on here, and I haven't in like eons, so here I am...posting. So...I don't remember what I had posted in my dream, so I've got nothing to say, but it's okay. (Good morning, good morning...)

    Whoever knows what the hell my subject is from is a neat person. With just as much free time as me, be honored. So this fulfills my dream, I guess. I bet in a parallel universe (there is physical evidence..) I really did write a message on here yesterday, and I dreamed last night that I didn't really write it. Unless this message board is buffered from the effects of space-time in different universes...oh well. Now I have no idea what I'm talking about, which is better than having nothing to talk about at all. So, I'm going to go back upstairs now, and watch my friend try to beat Splinter Cell without dying. Oh, what a fun life I lead. I hope everyone's doing okay, because life is beautiful, didn't you know that? I thought so. Fucking unbelievably beautiful. Don't waste a second of it. Heheh, I like being pointlessly philosophical sometimes.

    Well, g'bye folks. For now.

    *static~~hehe, it's like I'm on some kind of radio~~*


    SUBLIMINAL MESSAGE YOU MUST SEE THE MATRIX RELOADED SUBLIMINAL MESSAGE

    (and from then on, it was pork and beans for me...)

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  • hey people -- pyro, 08:52:06 04/24/03 Thu
    hey what's up everyone, i need the internet so i can come here more often

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  • Yay -- Nage, 15:15:17 04/20/03 Sun
    Wanda encouraged me get an account at Deviantart.com and I'm finally uploading pictures to it.

    Go here to see my profile. If you're interested in seeing the art, scroll to the bottom and choose an item from the list: http://finnedartist.deviantart.com/deviations/

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  • Help... Computers -- Nage, 17:39:44 04/12/03 Sat
    Okay... I need more help... If you know about computers, could you help me with this one?...

    I was shutting down the computer in my room (I'm posting this from the family copmuter). It was getting pretty hot in there, so I plugged in a fan...

    The lights flickered and the computer immediately turned off. I unplugged the fan and pushed the button on the computer to turn it on... Nothing happened. ^^() I tried this again, and nothing happened. I turned off the surge protector and turned it back on... Again, nothing... Then I tried playing the fan near it, in case it was overheated. Nothing... My computer won't turn on. ;_; Can anyone help me?...

    Lemme tell you something interesting about my room that might help: I plugged the fan into one outlet. The surge protector that the computer is plugged into is on another wall. When I plug in the fan to this outlet, the lights flicker--I remember now that it once happened when I invited friends over. What I'm guessing is that the same happened, only this time, the computer was plugged in.

    One of my friends, who knows a lot about computers, told me to check if the plugs were right. However, I didn't plug/unplug anythign having to do with the computer... I plugged the fan into its surge protector, but I tried the computer twice before the fan. So this doesn't seem like a plug issue...

    Does anyone have any ideas?

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  • Archive HO! -- Psych, 22:52:50 04/12/03 Sat
    It did it again...^_^ oh, well, it's all fun.

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  • *sighs* My mother says I should get my poetry published... -- Kris, 19:36:42 04/07/03 Mon
    She's obviously never read any of my poetry, or she'd say I should by admitted into a psycho ward instead. Anyway, hardly anyone has been posting recently, and I vistited the GESB... no one had been there in 2 days. I'm actually trying hard not to cry right now. And I didn't even cry when my grandfather died. Damn hormones...

    Black And Red Insanity

    The insanity creeps up on me.
    I hear doors and electricity
    See the lyrics of music that doesn't exist.
    It's in my head!
    Does it exist then?
    Thoughts are...
    What?
    Was I talking?
    I can feel it.
    Dark and crawling,
    Stalking, creeping,
    Twisting, writhing,
    Violent, exploding,
    Screaming, crying,
    Thrashing, hitting,
    I think I want my hair cut again...
    It stares at me
    With eyes that see through everything.
    They're my eyes.
    It's my sight.
    Let go of me!
    Inside my heart
    ( A cavern, a den )
    It twirls around
    Dancing, burning
    Tired of waiting
    My little black and red insanity.
    It giggles at you
    Through my eyes
    That see through your soul.
    Your sould doesn't matter.
    ( I think I'm gonna start laughing again... )
    Since when did being disappointed
    Seem so normal?
    When did I give up hope?
    Why don't I even care anymore?
    Inside my heart
    ( A rock, some ice )
    My black and red insanity.

    If you want to bother reading any of my other poems, just go to www.fictionpress.net My username there is KrysSaiyan.

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  • Back from Break -- Psych, 05:00:26 04/03/03 Thu
    I hope everyone had a good spring break. I did. Until Sunday. I'll give you what I saw, sorry guys.

    Outside was sunny and beautiful. The grass had been freshly mowed, giving off that lovely clean smell.

    Five o'clock came and the ranf revealing Rick on the other line. Half an hour. Half an hour until he would be at our house.

    Not so silent tears streamed down my mother's face as she held him close to her, petting and loving all she could. Father's eyes were red with stress, he was about to lose his best friend. I sat on the ground, my head next to his, giving him comfort. He knew what we decided, he could feel it all around him.

    "We should sit with him outside," sobbed my mother. "It's a beautiful day."

    "Yes, it is," agreed my father. "I'll do that. You wanna go outside? Huh little buddy?" My father stood and took him in his arms with blankets all around him. I got up and opened the door for him. He went outside and grabbed a chair. Rick would be here soon. My mother couldn't take it anymore and she went to hide upstairs. I stayed outside with my dad and best friend. He'd been there for me since the second grade and now he was leaving me on behalf of my parents. I knew it would have come to the same thing so I was prepared and not crying yet. The doorbell rang, I went to answer it. Rick was standing there, bag in hand, and I greeted him with a warm smile. The full force of what was going to happen didn't hit me yet. I followed Rick to the backyard and sat down next to my little buddy's head and watched, listened and waited.

    "How ya doing, Rex?" asked Rick.

    "Not so good," replied my dad.

    Rick nodded and pulled out a vile and needle.

    "I'm going to give him something to relax," said Rick.

    "Okay." My dad was almost shaking as his little dog was shot up to relax and wait.

    I sat there, petting his head, tears starting to well in my eyes. He kept licking my hand every time I petted him and every time after the next his eyes would lower and he almost didn't stick his tongue out to touch my hand to comfort me.

    "I'm going to give him the barbitchuate now," said Rick after half and hour had gone by.

    "Okay," replied my father.

    I watched as the needle slowly entered his arm and Rick pushed a little fluid in. I watched as his eyes slowly closed, looking at me. His head lowered and became limp, his eyes fully closed now. I was the last thing he sae before he slipped into his never ending slumber.

    "I'm sorry," Rick said sincerely.

    I petted his cold ears, felt his paw and the warmth leaving him. Rick took him and when he did my little buddy's head hung limp and lifeless. I burst out into tears and barely heard my dad ask to have him cremated and returned to us. He wated to spread his ashed over the yard where he lived and played and now died.


    You can imagine I don't feel to peachy right now. It's all right. The hurting stopped for him. Snoops, our little weiner dog had cancer and had one of his legs removed. The cancer spread to his back legs so he only had one front leg to get around. It hurt him so much my dad thought it was best. Our house is so empty now. Amazing how something so small filled up so much in my life.

    Laters.

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  • subject boxes are evil... -- Saphrin, 12:44:53 04/06/03 Sun
    been a while since i've been here..not that i posted much anyway. after i got my new computer for christmas i sorta lost the link here and haven't thought of looking it back up since now....sigh, yeh, anyway..

    i have a website!--> http://geocities.com/many_lively_wolves/main.html
    and other that that..nothing is new....

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  • Message -- Nage, 13:18:15 04/04/03 Fri
    I'll be gone three days at a retreat. I have to do it to get confirmation. :/ Anyway... Behave yourselves while I'm gone. :D

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  • long time -- Kael, 13:46:14 04/03/03 Thu
    wow, hey all, long time no talk eh? how is everyone? i just wanted to stop by and say hi. i gotta go now so if anyone wants to talky you can mail me... bleh, yeah. byes

    much love

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  • Fnord? -- No name, 06:58:07 03/07/03 Fri
    Fnord is evaporated herbal tea without the herbs.

    Fnord is that funny feeling you get when you reach for the
    Snickers bar and come back holding a slurpee.

    Fnord is the 43 1/3rd state, next to Wyoming.
    Fnord is this really, really tall mountain.
    Fnord is the reason boxes of condoms carry twelve instead of ten.

    Fnord is the blue stripes in the road that never get painted.
    Fnord is place where those socks vanish off to in the laundry.
    Fnord is an arcade game like Pacman without the little dots.
    Fnord is a little pufflike cloud you see at 5pm.

    Fnord is the tool the dentist uses on unruly patients.
    Fnord is the blank paper that cassette labels are printed on.
    Fnord is where the buses hide at night.
    Fnord is the empty pages at the end of the book.

    Fnord is the screw that falls from the car for no reason.
    Fnord is why Burger King uses paper instead of foam.
    Fnord is the little green pebble in your shoe.
    Fnord is the orange print in the yellow pages.


    Fnord is a pickle without the bumps. Fnord is why ducks eat trees.
    Fnord is toast without bread. Fnord is a venetian blind without the slats.


    Fnord is the lint in the navel of the mites that eat
    the lint in the navel of the mites that eat
    the lint in Fnord's navel.

    Fnord is an apostrophe on drugs.
    Fnord is the bucket where they keep the unused serifs for H*lvetica.
    Fnord is the gunk that sticks to the inside of your car's fenders.
    Fnord is the source of all the zero bits in your computer.

    Fnord is the echo of silence.
    Fnord is the parsley on the plate of life.
    Fnord is the sales tax on happiness.
    Fnord is the preposition at the end of sixpence.

    Fnord is the feeling in your brain when you hold your breath too long.
    Fnord is the reason latent homosexuals stay latent.

    Fnord is the donut hole.
    Fnord is the whole donut.

    Fnord is an annoying series of email messages.
    Fnord is the color only blind people can see.

    Fnord is the serial number on a box of
    cereal.

    Fnord is the Universe with decreasing entropy.
    Fnord is a naked woman with herpes simplex 428.
    Fnord is the yin without yang.
    Fnord is a pyrotumescent retrograde onyx obelisk.

    Fnord is why lisp has so many parentheses.
    Fnord is the the four-leaf clover with a missing leaf.

    Fnord is double-jointed and has a cubic spline.
    Fnord never sleeps.
    Fnord is the "een" in baleen whale.

    Fnord is neither a particle nor a wave.

    Fnord is the space in between the pixels on your screen.

    Fnord is the guy that writes the Infiniti ads.
    Fnord is the nut in peanut butter and jelly.
    Fnord is an antebellum flagellum fella.

    Fnord is a sentient vacuum cleaner.

    Fnord is the smallest number greater than zero.
    Fnord lives in the empty space above a decimal point.


    Fnord is the odd-colored scale on a dragon's back.
    Fnord is the redundant coin slot on arcade games.
    Fnord was last seen in Omaha, Nebraska.

    Fnord is the founding father of the phrase "founding father".
    Fnord is the last bit of sand you can't get out of your shoe.
    Fnord is Jesus's speech advisor.
    Fnord keeps a spare eyebrow in his pocket.
    Fnord invented the green hubcap.
    Fnord is why doctors ask you to cough.

    Fnord is the "ooo" in varooom of race cars.
    Fnord uses two bathtubs at once.

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  • I'm bored -- I Am Mortal, 21:10:45 03/28/03 Fri
    mm. It's past midnight, I'm tired, drinking a mnt.Dew listening to this fucked up background music on the MB after a bad day in school. Math didn't go up to passing, made a 43 on an honors history test (even though I found it very amusng when I saw it). A few other things, but now I sit here bored. My games aren't entertaining me much, and I have BoF II running on my GBA right now. I'm been working in paint shop pro 7 recently and trying to make things. Here's a sig i made, it sucks but I'mma get better on day.




    BTW-

    Happy B-day to Nage and Kris

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  • Hm, it's funny really. Hilarious even. -- Myitt, 10:45:11 03/29/03 Sat
    Happy Birthday Nage & Kris! Have good ones.

    You know the opening to the background music goes strangely well with "Nothing Else Matters" by Metallica...but it's STILL annoying. Ah well. I only have five more bosses in A Link to the Past...yeah I know you all really care, heh heh. I keep having these weird dreams about war and death and the dead coming back to life. Interesting. No, honest. So I'm just saying "hello" to all you sporks. I hope all is well because all things considered all is well here. Except for the stress and the lack of sleep. That's okay though.

    Speaking of chocolate cake, I once saw this show where they questioned how toothpaste got into the tubes, I think it was Mister Rogers or something, and it's so simple, really, they just put the toothpaste in the flat end and seal it up. Molten metal scared me as a young child. Well now I think I will go do some cartwheels or something. Not really, but I just like the word 'cartwheel'.

    It would be really cool if Yeerks really existed, because there are no sentient multicellular algae on our planet...at least not that we know of. Mmm, algae brains. Of course I'm just guessing that they would be algae, they could just be chemophotosynthetic (fancy wurds!) molluscs or something. Oh yeah, how about, K.A. Applegate didn't put that too much thought into it. Who knows.

    If you've gotten this far, thanks for your time.

    Now, I must go do things. See you around, or not.

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  • It's my B-Day! -- Kris, 14:38:54 03/27/03 Thu
    Happy Birthday to me! My best frind gave me a deformed looking SSJ3 Goku action figure today. I like it though. I've already looked at it, pointed, and shouted "No eyebrows!" at least 5 times. The fun never ends. ^_^

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  • does anyone know is kealdra has a new email adress, if you do please tell me -- pyro, 11:06:26 03/22/03 Sat
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  • TELETUBBIES: Nazi Hybrid Greys in Disguise -- Montalk, 07:11:11 03/14/03 Fri
    What you are about to read is the most serious and observative article about the Teletubbies on the web. If you think the Teletubbies are likeable characters in an equally likeable TV show, then read on, for you may never let your toddler watch it again.

    The Teletubbies is America's number one children's show, with 16 million viewers and over 2 billion dollars in merchandise sales. Critics rave about the show's "excellent" content and educational value, especially for a show aimed at one year-olds.

    The series is set in "Teletubbieland," a utopian scene with rolling hills, golf course-style grass, flowers, large rabbits, and the "Tubbiedrome," a domed spaceship overgrown with grass, complete with sliding doors and a ceiling hatch entrance.

    A typical episode begins with the Teletubbies waking up to the sound of a periscoped loudspeaker raised from the ground alerting them to begin the show, after which the Teletubbies dance around and do nonsensical things set to eerily bubbly music. An omniscient voice narrates, and often talks directly to the Teletubbies, disciplining them with a scornful "Noooooo!" After more psychedelic scenes ensue with additional dancing, a giant pinwheel on the horizon emits waves of mind-altering stars symbolizing radio waves, which make the Teletubbies' antennas glow in sequence. One Teletubby is chosen by this pinwheel to play a five-minute video of human children on its cathode-ray-tube belly, after which they impatiently yipe "Again! Again!" upon which their ids are immediately fulfilled with a replay of the exact same five-minute video. After this, a song follows or a skit is done documenting a minor conflict occuring with the Teletubbies which is eventually resolved. Soon, the periscoped loudspeaker once again commands them to leave the show. After the narrator scolds them for not doing so, they jump into the Tubbiedrome's top hatch, and the sun in the sky, which contains an aryan baby's giggly face, sets on the horizon and the show ends.

    Now, let's discuss the Teletubby characters themselves.



    The older female is Laa-Laa, is yellow in color and has a curly pig-tailed antenna on her head. The older male is Tinky-Winky, a purple effeminate character with an upside-down purple triangle for an antenna, carries a red handbag, and sometimes wears a skirt. Next is Dipsy, the younger negroid male with a green phallus-antenna on its head, and occasionally wears an ink-splotched white top-hat. Lastly, there's Po, whose name in German translates to "Buttocks" in English, is the younger female, and has an O-shaped antenna.

    Next, who exactly are these Teletubbies? If one reads UFO and abduction literature, the answer is obvious. Dr David M Jacobs, in his new book The Threat has come to the conclusion that Grey aliens are here to wipe out mankind in effort to repopulate earth with alien-human hybrids. Abductees are often shown images of hybrids living peacefully in a grassy, sunny, post-apocalyptic utopia, enjoying their new planet; normal humans left were nothing more than docile slaves similar to those of Planet of the Apes or The Time Machine. In addition, Grey aliens are known to often reside on earth, but underground. All of this is significant because not only do the Teletubbies resemble cuddly carricatures of hybrids (with their pale and hairless faces, large-irised eyes, and improportionately big heads), but they live in a grassy Utopian Teletubbieland where the only live human-like creatures around are the rabbits, and where a home is a domed burried spaceship complete with sliding doors and metallic interior.

    Now that the premise of the show and characters described, the following specific "odd" details if Teletubbies shall be listed and explained. It is easy to discount one observation, such as Tinky-Winky being gay, but try refuting all of the following points.

    1) Aryan baby in the Sun:



    At the beginning of the show and all throughout, numerous camera shots are made of a blond, blue-eyed baby, whose face is superimposed upon a large cartoonish sun. The Teletubbies often seem to seek approval of this baby, as if it were a god of some sort, much like the Egyptians sought approval of their sun-god, Ra. It is well known that the Nazis not only held beliefs in the Black Sun worship, but also promoted the Aryan race, and had ties with the Grey aliens who supposedly inspired the whole movement. This establishes a link between Teletubbies and Greys.

    2) Swastika Pinwheel:



    A towering pinwheel is an integral part of an episode, for it rapidly spins and sends out waves of sparkling mind-control waves toward the teletubbies, upon which they laugh in ecstasy and obey this pinwheel's subliminal commands. The Teletubbies have great respect for the pinwheel. Why? Note the spokes of the pinwheel pointing clockwise, and the wheel turning to the left -- a Nazi swastika. Not all swastikas are bad. Those that spin clockwise are symbols of goodness and creation. Why does this particular pinwheel spin left like a Nazi swastika?

    3) Big Brother as Narrator:
    Narrating behind-camera is a hypnotic, omniscient voice reminiscient of Big Brother, whose style is patterned after American child psychologists with his low, slow, hypnotizing speech. It disciplines the Teletubbies, and describes their diction to the audience (a toddler audience) with fancy diction, often mistranslated from Brittish English when redubbed in American-English, indicating that this voice is authoritarian and knowledgeable, one that must be obeyed at all times.

    4) Periscoped Loudspeaker:
    At the start and end of each episode, a periscope-shaped loudspeaker extends from the ground, and an authoritative female's voice repeats several times, "Time for Teletubbies, time for Teletubbies," as in movie sequences where prisoners or futuristic soldiers are notified by intercom where to go and what to do. Clearly, this symbolizes the dehumanization of authority to a form that must be obeyed without regard to whom the source of such commands are.

    5) Homosexual Tinky-Winky:
    The most obvious observation, one the author made months ago, is that Tinky-Winky is gay. Is there something wrong with being gay? Of course there is, but it is becoming so frequent today that no one looks twice upon this phenomenon, which is really due to man-made chemicals interfering with fetal development. Anyway, Tinky-Winky is a male character, and described so by the narrator, even though he carries a red handbag and even wore a skirt at one point. The producers of the show explained away the handbag, but not a word yet on the skirt. He is purple, and has the gay pride triangle as an antenna. Unless Tinky Winky is a doctor-bag carrying Scottsman who loves geometry, Tinky-Winky is nothing but gay.

    6) Dipsy's phallus:
    Dipsy, the younger green-colored African-alien male, sports a long, erect penis upon his head (which fits suspiciously into Po's "O" -- rather dramatic considering they are brother and sister). This isn't too spectacular, unless one examines the Teletubby song "Dipsy's Fancy Hat" in which the narrator says "Dipsy's walking with his hat on very proudly into view/ If you had a hat like that on, you'd be walking proudly too!" Now why would Dipsy be proud of wearing a hat? Considering he is covering his antenna with a hat and being proud about doing so, one can conclude that his hat symbolizes the condom. Is it not the left-wing agenda of such organizations as Planned Parenthood to promote condom distribution and consequent frivolous sex? In fact, is Brittain, the country from which Teletubbies originated, not one of the most left-wing countries in western Europe, going so far as to ban handguns? And don't forget that Nazis were left-wing extremists themselves. Maybe the producers of the show are simply advocating safe-sex...especiaially when it comes to incest with Po. And if Po translates to "Buttocks," then homosexual anal sex is implied, but at least it's protected...

    7) Hybrid Carricatures:
    They have little body hair, have minute whites in their eyes, and have unusually large heads. Does this describe the Teletubbies? Well, this description originally came from abductees' descriptions of alien-human hybrids. Teletubbies are hybrids and represent the post-human civilization that Grey aliens are striving to implement. The cuddly Teletubbies are carricatures of hybrids, just as Barney is a carricature of a T-Rex. Just as kids can be made to love a ferocious meat-eating lizard, so too can they be made to love the equally malevolent Greys.

    8) UFO metaphors:
    References to UFO's and Christianity are made frequently. For example, one Teletubby-song entitled "Clouds" has the narrator say, "One day in Teletubbieland, something appeared...it was a cloud." A "cloud" in Biblical terms indicates a metallic, silver spacecraft. The Teletubby, of course, is overjoyed at seeing this "cloud." In addition, during one episode, a round object is seen descending from the distant blue sky toward the Teletubbies, which floated onto the ground before them. The metal panels on its sides opened up mechanically, and a computer-generated tapdancing bear does his act, after which the panels close, and the circus-tent-like disc rises back into the sky. Excluding the bear, this is typical of a close encounter of the third kind.

    9) The Tubbiedrome:



    Supporting the UFO proposition is the Teletubbies' home, called the "Tubbiedrome," which is an underground spaceship with metallic interior, windows of seven panels, arched entryway to sliding doors, and a top-hatch. Inside, buttons, levers, and gadgets are abound. It is entirely grass covered on the outside, at the end of the show, the Teletubbies jump into their Tubbiedrome through a hatch, looking as though they were diving beneath ground to their home, indicating that they reside underground just like Grey aliens do.

    10) Tone of the Tubbiesongs:
    Teletubby music has two unmistakable characteristics in most of its songs. First are the electronic beeping and whining songs, and second, a military snare-drum beat. One of their songs is called "Follow my Leader" not the leader, but my leader, which is in the style of polka, the traditional music of Germany. Guess which "Leader" this refers to... All of this suggests that the Teletubbies' themes are associated with a technocratic dictatorship, once again reminding us of their connection with aliens and Nazis. Combine this with the periscoped loudpeakers, and this thesis becomes all too apparent.

    11) Tubbie Newspeak with sexual twist:
    The teletubby speech is both Orwellian and subvocal. Instead of saying "Oh-Oh" or "Hello" as two separate words, one word "Eh-Oh" is used. Restricting a vocabulary by combining two words into one is Newspeak, a language used by characters oppressed by totalitarian rule of Big Brother in the book 1984. The mispronunciations of common words leads to purposefully comical sounding words different in meaning from the original. For example, the "S" is often dropped, and when "scooter" becomes "cooter," a slang term for the female genitalia, an unprecedented level of covert perversion arises, though undetected by ignorant parents who don't pay attention and thus miss these details.

    12) Number of the Beast, 666:
    In keep with Biblical reference and Naziism, the Teletubbies have a song called "Dirty Knees" in which one by one, three of the four Teletubbies come into the song, each with dirty knees (what were they doing? giving felatio on their knees?). For the first two Teletubbies, the chorus is narrated, "Two dirty knees, two dirty knees, and wash them clean," and the second chorus is "Four dirty knees, four dirty knees, and wash them clean." But for the third chorus, the repetition is changed slightly. It goes, "SIX dirty knees, SIX dirty knees, SIX dirty knees, and wash them clean." It isn't hard to catch the "666" in this chorus. "Wash them clean" can be interpreted as ethnic cleansing, something the Nazis are very familiar with. Holocaust and Antichrist are favorite themes drilled into the minds of toddlers, and parents don't seem to mind. Furthermore, in a separate episode, three ships rendezvous with the Teletubbies, each has a blinking light on top. In one sequence, the first light goes "BLINK- BLINK-BLINK...BLINK-BLINK-BLINK," then the second ship does the same, and the third ship ends the sequency...666! Two instances of the Number of the Beast in a children's show. Coincidence? In context of the other details covered in this article, it is very unlikely. Later in the "Dirty Knees" song, Po enters the song in the chorus "One dirty Po, one dirty Po." Remember what Po means in German? Clandestine humor on behalf of the song writers, one suspects once again.

    13) Noah and the Apocalypse:
    The apocalyptic overtones of Teletubbies is accented with the song "Animals," the scene of which shows animals of all kinds walking two by two, an allusion to Noah and his Ark, as well as the flood. The flood was also symbolized in the ship sequence where a portion of Teletubbieland flooded with computerized water to form a lake. Apocalypse and alien hybrids are the primary themes in the Teletubby series.

    14) Tubbiecustard and Tubbietoast:
    Tubbiecustard is described as a pink fluid that nourishes the Teletubbies, and Tubbies toast consists of round, dark, pieces of bread with a white smiley face drawn on them. This has two meanings. First, drinking a pink fluid and eating bread relates to Catholic communion, in which members eat the eucharist and drink wine to symbolize the consumption of Jesus Christ's flesh and blood. Why this is blasphemous in Teletubbies is because the characters are lustfully addicted to both Tubbietoast and Tubbiecustard. Also, Tubbiecustard comes out of a phallic faucett in spurts much like an ejaculating penis, behind the machine of which each Teletubby suspiciously jumps up and down with its hand down by its groin. Second, in abduction literature, it is common fact that Greys' source of nourishment is a hormonal liquid (latent with melatonin, primarily) derived from the blood of other species and absorbed through the skin. Because pink is analogous to blood's crimson, and because the Tubbietoast has a human smiley face on it, it is reasonable to associate this ritual with the Grey's consumption of human melatonin.

    What, then, is the Teletubby-producers' true agenda? In context of the mounds of alien propaganda that has been disseminated in the last five years for the purpose of acclimatizing our minds to the alien reality, it is clear that this children's show is but one of many forms of indoctrination we have been exposed to. This indoctrination is split into categories targeted at many different age groups. For toddlers, it is the Teletubbies; for older children, alien toys; for teens, alien T-shirts; and for middle-aged adults, Grey mugs, Hallmark cards, and the X-Files. There is nothing for Baby-Boomers and older generations, suggesting these groups are scheduled for total erradication upon the Grey invasion and repopulation of earth with aryan human-alien hybrids. Greys have evil intentions and are in reality the false angels in Revelation who accompay the Antichrist. How can many be made to worship the "image" of the Beast? By being brainwashed first. Your children are the youngest victims of this indoctrination campaign, and you are helping this process along by letting them watch the Teletubbies.

    Is this article much ado about nothing? Does the author appear to have too much time on his hands? Maybe. Maybe those who warned German Jews of the coming Holocaust were also equally wasting their time. The evidence points toward Teletubbies not being the innocent show that its creators and ignorant parents accross America claim it to be. The question arises as to how significant an effect this show has upon children, considering most are below age-three and not consciously aware of the sinister symbolism the author has uncovered.

    Let a question be asked to the reader: can the reader presently consciously remember any event or detail before he or she was three years old? The author can. If such a detail remains in the mind all these years, it is also present during the later time that such a detail is known subconsciously to represent some particular theme. So even though a toddler may not know that a Teletubby is a Grey-hybrid, or that the pinwheel is a Swastika, or even that the lovable Tinky-Winky is homosexual, later in life such memories remain, and if at age thirteen such a child learns of homosexuality or aliens or Naziism, the past memories are there to influence his mind and personality. Those who claim the show to be harmless because only young children watch it are mentally ignorant, but that is expected with the profundity of idiots that litter our population (author excluded).

    You, the reader, can blow all of this off as an exercise in trivial paranoia, but be advised that the mental fate of your child, or those young ones you know who watch Teletubbies, lies in your hands. You must weigh his or her future with your desire for ignorance. And if, perchance, you were to make the wrong choice, don't lament when your child becomes an alien-sympathizing, subvocal, homosexual, technocratic Nazi.

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  • Things You Will Never Hear in a Western Movie -- Nage, 17:33:29 03/12/03 Wed
    Things You'll Never Hear In A Western Movie:

    ~"I reckon I'll have me a half-caf double latte with a twist. IN A DIRTY MUG!"

    ~"Gentlemen, rather than get caught up in mindless reaction, let's draw upon our feminine selves for a more intuitive solution."

    ~"Can we postpone this duel till 12:05? I gotta use the little boys room."

    ~"Injuns! Quick, pull the wagons into an irregular dodecagon!"

    ~"Y'know, Badlands Pete... a roaring campfire, good coffee, nice prairie breeze, just you 'n' me... what say we put on the rhinestone gowns and dance a jig or two?"

    ~"Let's see... hardtack and pemmican... that's three grams of fat, seven grams of protein, and two starches."

    ~"You 'n' Slim round up them strays, and I'll tell Cookie to get started on the gazpacho and the fondue."

    ~"That's him! That's the yella-bellied varmint who shot my
    therapist!"

    ~"He was a strong man, a good marshal, and I reckon he had a keen eye for interior decoration."

    ~"Hey, Buck, do these chaps make my ass look big?"

    ~"It's like I keep tellin' ya, Earl: men is from Tombstone, women is from Dodge."

    ~"HANG HIM HIGH, BOYS!! ...Okay, now a little to the left...
    ...Oooh! Stop right there. Perfect!"

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  • sorry, I'm doing it again -- No name, 21:16:48 03/09/03 Sun
    Eric Harris and Dylan Klebold met at Ken Caryl Middle School in Littleton, CO. The boys quickly became friends sharing similar interests in sports and computers. They remained close friends throughout high school, working on video productions and the school’s news network together. In January of 1998 the boys were arrested after breaking into a vehicle and stealing tools. They were put into a diversion program, had to take anger management classes and paid a fine. They were released from the program as scheduled, and had met all of the criteria and written sincere letters of apology to the owner of the vehicle. Other than this, there were no signs of any violent or otherwise disruptive behavior from either of the young men.

    On April 20th, 1999, Columbine High School in Littleton, CO found itself under attack by two of its own. In less than fifteen minutes two student gunmen, Harris and Klebold, had shot and killed 13 and injured 23 others before they turned their guns on themselves. They had set bombs in the school to go off at 11:17 AM, as well as ones in the parking lot for a minute later to hinder the efforts of any emergency personnel. Their goal was to kill as many students and faculty members as possible before taking their own lives. Klebold and Harris, both seniors at the time, had been planning their attack for over a year. After the shooting took place, an extensive investigation as to why it happened was conducted.

    During the months after the shooting, friends and family of Harris and Klebold were interviewed about the boys and why they thought the shooting might have taken place. Klebold was often described as shy and quiet, a follower of Harris. They were both described as normal teenage boys who liked computers and were a bit eccentric. However, upon further investigation, police discovered that they had both kept journals, which shed light on a much different and far more shocking aspect of their lives. The journal entries were dark and oftentimes referred to suicide or their hatred towards humanity. A year before the attack took place, they began to write and plan it out extensively. They made it apparent that they were doing this of their own will. Harris wrote: "There is nothing that anyone could have done to prevent this…It's my fault! Not my parents, not my brothers, not my friends, not my favorites bands, not computer games, not the media, it's mine. No one is to blame except me and VoDKa (Dylan Klebold's nickname)."

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  • The new, IMPROVED diagram -- No name, 15:58:49 03/06/03 Thu
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  • Don't worry if you don't understand this; it was only posted here per request. -- No name, 10:09:19 03/06/03 Thu



    hopefully it loads.

    Please forgive any misrepresentations, as this is only my view of the whole nonsense.


    Hmm...I could probably add a lot more in there, but I don't have the space/time/information. Ahwell. It's messy enough as it is.

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  • Sorry I'm doing it again -- No name, 07:38:45 03/06/03 Thu

    Eric Harris and Dylan Klebold met at Ken Caryl Middle School in Littleton, CO. The boys quickly became friends sharing similar interests in sports and computers. They remained close friends throughout high school, working on video productions and the school’s news network together. In January of 1998 the boys were arrested after breaking into a vehicle and stealing tools. They were put into a diversion program, had to take anger management classes and paid a fine. They were released from the program as scheduled, and had met all of the criteria and written sincere letters of apology to the owner of the vehicle. Other than this, there were no signs of any violent or otherwise disruptive behavior from either of the young men.
    On April 20th, 1999, Columbine High School in Littleton, CO found itself under attack by two of it’s own. In less than fifteen minutes two student gunmen, Harris and Klebold, had shot and killed 13 and injured 23 others before they turned their guns on themselves. They had set bombs in the school to go off at 11:17 AM, as well as ones in the parking lot for a minute later to hinder the efforts of any emergency personnel. Their goal was to kill as many students and faculty members as possible before taking their own lives. Klebold and Harris, both seniors at the time, had been planning their attack for over a year. After the shooting took place, an extensive investigation as to why it happened was conducted.
    During the months after the shooting friends and family of Harris and Klebold were interviewed about the boys, and why they thought the shooting might have taken place. Klebold was often described as shy and quiet, a follower of Harris. They were both described as normal teenage boys, who liked computers and were a bit eccentric. However, they both kept journals that were uncovered by investigators, which shed light on a different aspect of their lives. The entries in the journals of both of the boys were dark and oftentimes referring to suicide, or their hatred towards mankind in general. A year before the attack took place, they began to write about it, planning it out extensively. They made apparent they were doing this of their own will, Harris wrote: “There is nothing that anyone could have done to prevent this…It’s my fault! Not my parents, not my brothers, not my friends, not my favorites bands, not computer games, not the media, it’s mine. No one is to blame except me and VoDKa (Dylan Klebold’s nickname).”

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  • Hooo... -- Myitt, 05:38:26 03/06/03 Thu
    Umm...

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  • Sorry -- Jess, 21:00:29 03/02/03 Sun
    I need to be able to access this at school, and unfortunately I don't own a disk, and my CD burner is shot, so I have to paste it here, feel free to skip over it, or read it if you must.


    With the beginnings of rock and roll and the uprise of soul, the music of the 1960’s began to shape the future of music in America. Probably the best known band that was sparked by this music revolution was the Beatles. Paul McCartney, bass guitarist, pianist, vocalist, and songwriter for the Beatles, was a key contributor to the development of their musical style, and therefore an influence on future bands in America. Aside from being a member of the Beatles, Paul McCartney has been a member of several other successful bands, created multiple classical compositions, become an established painter, and a proxy for animals rights groups.

    Paul McCartney is most commonly known for his accomplishments as a musician. His musical career was greatly influenced by his family life as a child. His father was a musician who played the trumpet, and always encouraged Paul to stay involved in music. He bought Paul his first guitar at the age of 15, and encouraged him to play other instruments such as the trumpet and piano. Paul attended Liverpool Institute where he met John Lennon, and formed the band the Quarrymen. After several name and member changes, they eventually formed the band the Beatles. In 1964 when the Beatles’ single, “I Want to hold Your Hand” went to the top of the charts, it changed the music scene in America forever. The Beatles went on to win 42 gold records (the most gold records in history), and multiple other prestigious awards before the demise of the band.

    After the break-up of the Beatles, Paul McCartney came into his own element with a solo career, as well as the formation of a new band with his wife Linda. During this time McCartney also began to compose different piano and symphonic creations, which were honored and played in concert halls throughout the US. Several years after the release of his classical compositions, he made apparent to the world another of his talents- painting. He currently has an exhibit in Germany which includes over 70 pieces of original artwork, as well as a book consisting of his original paintings which has sold over a million copies in the US.

    Another aspect of his life, which brought both him and his wife Linda great attention, was something that he did not create, but supported-animal rights. Paul and Linda were both prominent animal rights activists, as well as vegans. When Linda died in 1998 that did not hinder Paul’s interests, if anything it caused him to become more active. He soon began to support an UK lobby to ban fox-hunting, and fronted a successful drive to outlaw the slaughter of horses in California for meat.

    Paul McCartney is a successful artist who has been honored in many different ways for his contributions to society. He has helped to further the campaign for animal rights, and has given a huge contribution to the musical world. Paul McCartney is an amazing man who has left his mark on American culture indefinitely.

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  • I will Post Every Day -- Nage, 22:32:00 03/01/03 Sat
    I'll post here everyday. And since I just recently adopted this new nickname, I'll remind people who haven't checked: I used to be Shark. Now I am Nage, because Shark is way too popular and lots of people chose it for the reasons I did, meaning that we have similar personalities, which will lead to confusion. Chao, I don't mean to sound condescending.. ^_^() Sorry if anyone's offended. I'm afraid my sister's in a clique. She was yelling at a friend on teh phone yesterday (Our rooms are right next to each other, so when she yells I hear through the wall. I was reading a very good book and people who know me will tell you that you have to actually touch me or call my name very loud to distract me from a book or a day dream), something about, "You don't say that AGAIN! CONSULT me before you write a letter!..." o.O Strange.



    Myitt: This might help... This talks about the grieving process: Click here... This is a forum where people who've lost a loved one can talk: Click here... And this website, which has the forum I just linked to, seems nice... Click here.



    Um.. I'd like to ask everyone to respect Myitt's privacy and DO NOT go to the forum on that website unless you have lost someone, too.

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  • My eyes burn like a thousand suns. -- Myitt, 12:33:23 02/26/03 Wed
    "Sometimes...

    You can cry until there is nothing wet in you.

    You can scream and curse to where your throat rebels and ruptures.

    You can pray all you want, to whatever god you think will listen.

    And still, it makes NO difference. It goes on, with no sign as to when it might release you. And you know that if it ever did relent...it would not be because it cared. (written in blood before everything went black.)"

    -Nny

    "Dear Die-ary,

    There's nothing terribly wrong with feeling lost, so long as that feeling precedes some plan on your part to actually do something about it.

    Too often a person grows complacent with their disillusionment, perpetually wearing their "discomfort" like a favorite shirt.

    I can't say I'm very pleased with where my life is just now...but I can't help but look forward to where it's going."

    -Nny

    My grandfather, who was also one of my best friends, died on Monday evening. His lungs gave out from the lung cancer.

    I am sad.

    But!

    Life goes on. It's tough right now, but life does go on. I'm grieving with the help of a lot of dark humor, a lot of The Beatles, and one fictitious homicidal maniac.

    Oooh...Se7en the Animated Series! *squee!*

    I don't believe in a God, but I have to believe in a soul. I have to believe that goodbye is not eternal, that we are not simply biological husks waiting to expire and know nothing but blackness.

    Otherwise I just might explode, and eat some fudge pops.

    This depressing message is brought to you by the letter Z and a question mark, as well as corporate funding from SPAM. (it's Crazy Tasty!)

    Help...

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  • Memories -- Nage, 19:45:02 02/28/03 Fri
    Just looking at the old Star Port web site (Here). Who owns it?

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  • Makeshift patriot the flagshops out of stock i hang myself via live telecast -- Warlock, 13:32:47 02/25/03 Tue
    When I die I want to 2 be stoned to death in a worldwide brodcast
    When I die the day will be marked as a natiol holiday wehre everyone will revert 2 a more primal state of mind and throw their own feces at each other
    When I die I will be cremated and smoked by every athlete in the world
    When I die it will be on the first day of the war that will end the world

    There is a new price on freedom so buy into it while supplies last changes need to be made no more curbside baggage 7 pm curfew racial profiling will continue with less bitching we argue over who to kill so until i find more relevent scripture to quote remember our god is bigger stronger smarter and much wealthier so wave that flag with pride especially the white part

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  • Rank -- Nage, 17:01:39 02/22/03 Sat
    Hello, lemme inform y'all that I am no longer Shark; I have changed my nickname to Nage. It is French for "swim", a conjugated form of the verb "to swim." That aside, I wanted to let y'all know that they released our rankings this week at school, and I'm no. 15 out of a class of 1285. XD!!!!!!!!!! But my Mom got a better GPA... I have 5.1, and my family says it's my duty to beat her. Dum dee dum.

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  • I love this website! -- Nage, 17:28:30 02/24/03 Mon
    Enneagrams are fun. Basically, an enneagram is a personality type. I'm Type 2: The Helper and least like Type 8: The Challenger. My best friend is Type 8: The Challenger and least like Type 2, making us total opposites. o.O Anyway, it's really interesting. Right now I'm looking at compatability between personality types. A lot of the interaction described between personality types really matches what goes on between my friends and me. ^_^ Go.

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  • Ack! -- Phil, 21:52:38 02/23/03 Sun
    I botched. My email is Welcome_To_The_Doldrums@HOTMAIL.com.

    ... Eheh.

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  • Just gettin' back to my roots -- Phil, 21:51:35 02/23/03 Sun
    Just thought I'd see what was goin' down in my old haunt... I guess I didn't miss much. Oh well. If'n you're bored, (Like I am) you can send me an e-mail or two, or talk on AIM/MSN/Yahoo/mIRC/whatever.

    Yahoo: Chibi_Wing_Zero ((Too lazy to get a new one))
    AIM: PessimismInACan
    MSN: My email address ((Click on the name))

    "Sex is a lot like pizza. When it's good, it's really good. When it's bad... it's still pretty good."

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  • YAY FOR THINGS! -- Mystra, 23:21:13 02/15/03 Sat
    Heylo Everbody! Guess what!? I want your sex! Mmm-hmmm! Yup! Yush I does! And i know you want it too. You cantr deny it. I can read your thoughts. And your thinking about my sex...(o.O) OOOHHH! You pervert! *slaps* So where the hell is everyone!? And their sex!? Its insane! If no ones here next time i come ill die! *dies* Crap. Well, I just died. Now look what you did. Are you happy? Sheesh you people are sick. *shakes her head sadly* Whats this world coming to!? And if any of you rapes my corpse I swear to God ill kill you....(o.O)Well alright, but just remember:
    "If it doesnt stick and it should, duct tape it!"

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  • High School -- Applix, 16:02:30 02/19/03 Wed
    Hey guys, just thought i'd tell you some good news about my upcoming year as a freshman. I'm going into Biology Honors and Algerbra II Honors (I'm taking Algebra I this year in 8th grade) as a freshman. Next year if I keep my Grades up I get Chemistry Honors, and then Applied Physics and Advanced Chemistry Honors. I'm really looking forward to a good life of Highschool. If anyone's got any tips for what to expect, drop a line.

    P.S. I am quitting band (I play the Tenor Sax) but am continuing to play my Tenor. Also, I'm going to take advanced German, hope it's fun.

    Applix-tra-lee

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  • I told them they were going to amputate it. -- Psych, 11:38:42 02/17/03 Mon
    Well, my parents just found out that our little dog Snoops had cancer in his shoulder. They sent him to a specialist and, long story short: They amputated his right front leg.
    :( When I got out of the shower I thought he was dead...poor thing...My dad's not taking it well. Snoops is his little baby, his friend, his everything in the world. My mom just loves animals and doesn't want to see my dad go through another loss. Me? I told them "If he can't use it and it hurts him they'll amputate it." I was serious. And I hurt emotionally right now. I'm going to be quiet for a while.

    Laters.

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  • Well well well.... -- Grand Moff Utahraptor, 18:38:30 02/17/03 Mon
    Well, I havn't been here in a long while. I imagine most of you would recognize me. I only came to see what was going on out of morbid curiosity. What, does no one go into the chats anymore? Obviously not....well, I'll take my leave then. Only wanted to see how much this place has....changed. Auf Wiedersehen...

    -Utah

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  • hey again -- delenia, 19:13:51 02/16/03 Sun
    this is del again. just felt like saying hi. i'm glad that people still know who i am. i'm in a really good mood right now, so i'm rambling on kinda. anyway. i had a really fun time last night, i went on a date with one of my good friends, we went to a dance and it was fun and we had our pictures taken and that was fun and my dumb friend thinks that she can go out with any guy she wants but oh well i'm done talking i'll check in every now and then. TOODLES!!!!

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  • *cough* -- L@ron, 20:44:04 02/15/03 Sat
    *Cough*

    that is all

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  • Stuff -- Shark, 22:03:59 02/14/03 Fri
    Well, I got myself a screen name for AIM and my website is making progress. Here's my new imood thing. I already posted one, but it was for my old e-mail.

    The current mood of Nage at www.imood.com

    Dum dee dum.... I have some good friends. ^_^ We think of ourselves as siblings... Maybe it's an illusion... Just another clique... But, it feels real enough to me and I have serious trouble beliveing people are friends. I mean, I don't really introduce Wandy as my best friend to people cuz I was always scared she'd say, "Excuse me? No, you're more like an acquaintance." It'd be totally out of character, but it still scared me into just saying "friend." No doubt it hurt Wandy, who'd often introduced me as her best friend.... But now I'm beginning to truly trust her... Maybe it's the dreams, maybe it's that I'm beginning to forget how I was bullied, maybe I'm getting more confident, I dunno. Anyway, there's my Imood thing...

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  • hi -- pyro, 13:40:33 02/13/03 Thu
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  • Dream -- Shark, 17:49:51 02/11/03 Tue
    My grandma was picking me and my little sister up today. Because high school is let out earlier than middle school (about two hours earlier on a regular school day), we kill time and then drive over to the middle school and wait. I was feeling soooo tired, today, probably because I was up late last night with homework. I couldn't focus on this book I'm reading called The Plague. (If you're interested, this book is about a port town in Algeria getting a plague epidemic. It's main character is a doctor struggling with himself, an author struggling with the first sentence of his book, a journalist desperate to escape, and an unusual diarist [I dunno what the heck that guy does to pay for his stay in that hotel, but he's amusing]) So I put down the book, sprawled out in the back seat, and closed my eyes.

    I don't remember much of my dream, but I'm gonna record the images that had the most impact on me. I was walking around school, still carrying The Plague with me. Then I saw these stairs and I felt incredibly exhausted (Exhausted while dreaming?). I fought it, but The Plague fell out of my hand and I started to fall over. I realized, "Okay, I'll break my neck if I fall down these stairs" and made myself flatten out so I slid down them. It was neat. Then I was walking around at school and this popular girl, a hall monitor, stopped me because I was breaking some kind of rule. (Heh, maybe playing on the stairs) She made a totally sincere compliment on my hair (I recently got a hair cut and a lot of people have been complimenting me), but I was very tense because I was in trouble and didn't say thank you or anything. I was just horrified that I was in trouble and thinking to myself, "I really hope that encounter with that hall monitor was a day dream." I was puzzled and really hoping it was nothing, and eventually decided that whatever was going on, I was definitely in a hallway. THen I opened my eyes, a little awake, and thought to myself, "Oh, I'm at (Middle school's name here)." Then I fell asleep again and maybe returned to that hallway.

    Yeah, my worst school dreams never involve nudity. I'm usually in trouble and the teacher is scowling at me, disappointed. I just htink to myself, "No, this can't be happening!" Even it was just because I was probably half-awake (My grandma commented aftr I woke up that I looked sound asleep), I'm glad I was asking myself it was a dream and questioning the logic. I mean, some may argue that a dream is fun only if it's crazy, but it'd be cool to have freedom in dream world. I could practice for a report that's due later or something. Maybe fly. ^_^ Fllllly...

    By the way, I changed the URL of my website. If you want it, e-mail me. Supply your nickname, too, because I'm trying to make sure my parents don't find it... It'll seriously limit my ability to express myself.

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  • I need ALL of you to help me with this. -- Psych, 19:06:51 02/03/03 Mon
    I had a friend named Heather. She was a really good friend until this year after she broke up with her boyfriend. She abandoned me completely and totally for about a month. I don't like be abondoned(it's the worst thing to do to another human being) and it has made me very very angry and upset. I hate her so much for doing that to me, i have no friends at that school, she left me alone. She has recently been trying to call me and I just got this e-mail from her today:

    I have no idea how to start this. I don't even know if you'll care about what I have to say, but at this point all that matters to me is that I say this to you and hopefully you'll read it and possibly respond.

    I've done a lot of things in these past few months that I wish I could undue, however, we both know that can't happen. One of the things I most regret is basically abondoning you. I feel like instead of sticking by you I left for no reason. I should never have told you who to hang out with or what to do. I wish I would have realized that then instead of now. I don't know if I can fix what I did to you, and personally I wouldn't blame you if you hated me. You think that sometimes I do things to hurt people on perpose and it's my falt because I let you believe that. But the truth is that half the time when I'm doing something I don't know why I'm doing it. I know that I hurt Nick, but he hurt me more times than I can count. Just so you know, that isn't an excuse, it's a reason. And I had no reason to hurt you. I wish that I could say all of this to your face, but I know how much you hate it when people cry. There are no words for how meen I've been and there are no words for the pain that I have inflicted upon myself. No matter how hard I wish for this e-mail to make everything right, I know that it won't. I'm not asking you for a clean slate, all I want is my best friend back. In all honesty, I would understand if you still hate me. I hate myself 90% of the time. However, I'm a pain in the ass and if you don't acknowlage what I've said, then I'll keep trying to tell you how I feel. Even an e-mail telling me to go to hell or never to e-mail you again would work.

    I'm sitting here, wondering what i should do. I really want to tell her to fuck off and go find a new school. I know, I show no sympathy to her because of what she did to me. I took her for granted and then she just tore away, left me all alone. I got so depressed, some teachers wondered what was wrong with me. I'm better now, still hate her and I want nothing to do with her. Should I give in and take her back? Or should I tell her to fuck of and never even look at me again?

    Andrew: I did that exact same thing to you (can you ever forgive me?) but on a slightly different level. And what Heather wrote in her e-mail is just about what I wrote to you. Words can never express how sorry I am for what I did to you. It was unacceptable. I feel so ashamed and sad; i never meant to hurt you.

    We all still want you to come down and visit us; Patty, Rose, Katie and myelf would love it if you came. If you still even read the M.B. talk to one of us.

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  • I want an x-box -- I Am Mortal, 15:11:41 02/08/03 Sat
    We need more talkie here! I'll post once a week (with a decent to long post) if you guys help me win an x-box :) just once every 24 hours click
    here     plz :) I want an x-box for the game Fable and i dont wanna buy one. plzzzzzzz help. I I trying to get friends to help but i dunno if they will : anyhelp would be nice. thank you


    -The Mortal One

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  • Forensics crap, I can't e-mail this or save it on a disk for a copy at home so I'm posting it here so I can get to it at home yeah. Wow, that was a nice run-on if I do say so myself -- No name, 13:27:06 02/04/03 Tue
    Congratulations! -- Today is your day! You’re off to great places! You’re off and away! You have brains in your head! You have feet in your shoes! You can steer yourself any direction you choose. You’re on your own. And you know what you know. And YOU are the guy who’ll decide where to go.

    You’ll look up and down streets. Look ‘em over with care. About some you will say, “I don’t choose to go there.” With your head full of brains and your shoes full of feet you’re too smart to go down any not-so-good street. And you may not find any you’ll want to go down. In that case, of course, you’ll head STRAIGHT out of town.

    It’s opener there in the wide-open air. Out there things can happen and frequently do, to people as brainy and footsy as you. And when things start to happen, don’t worry! Don’t stew! Just go right along! You’ll start happening too.

    You’ll be on your way up! You’ll be seeing great sights! You’ll join the high fliers who soar to high heights! You won’t lag behind because you’ll have the speed. You’ll pass the whole gang and you’ll soon take the lead. Wherever you fly, you’ll be best of the best! Wherever you go, you will top all the rest.

    --Except-- when you don’t. Because, sometimes-- you won’t.

    I’m sorry to say so, but sadly, it’s true, that bang-ups and hang-ups can happen to you. You can get all hung up on a prickle-ly perch. And your gang will fly on. You’ll be left in a Lurch.

    But you’ll come down from that lurch! With an unpleasant bump. And the chances are then that you’ll be in a slump. And when you’re in a slump, you’re not in for much fun. Un-slumping yourself is not easily done.

    You will come to a place where the streets are not marked. Some windows are lighted, but mostly they’re darked. A place you could sprain both your elbow and chin! Do you dare to stay out?--Do you dare to go in?--How much can you lose? How much can you win?

    And IF you go in, should you turn left or right…or right-and-three-quarters? Or maybe, not quite. Or go around back! and sneak in from behind!?
    Simple it’s not, I’m afraid you will find, for a mind-maker-upper to make up his mind.

    You can get so confused that you’ll start in to race down long wiggled roads at a break-necking pace, and grind on for miles across weirdish wild space, headed, I fear, toward a most useless place.---

    The waiting place……for people just waiting.

    NO! That’s NOT for you! Somehow you’ll escape all that waiting and staying! You’ll find the bright places where Boom Bands are playing! With banner flip-flapping once more you’ll ride high! Ready for anything under the sky. Ready because you’re that kind of a guy!

    Oh the places you’ll go!--There is fun to be done! There are points to be scored! There are games to be won! And the magical things you can do with that ball will make you the winning-est winner of all! FAME! You’ll be famous as famous can be, with the whole wide world watching you win on TV!

    Except--when they don’t. Because sometimes, they won’t.

    I’m afraid that some times you’ll play lonely games too. Games you can’t win ‘cause you play against you. All Alone! Whether you like it or not, Alone will be something you’ll be quite a lot. And when you’re alone, there’s a very good chance you’ll meet things that scare you right out of your pants! There are some, down the road between hither and yon, that can scare you so much you don’t want to go on.

    But on you will go! though the weather be foul. On you will go, though you enemies prowl… On you will go though the Hakken-Kraks howl. Onward up many a frightening creek, though your arms may get sore and you sneakers may leak. On and on you will hike, and I know you’ll hike far and face up to your problems whatever they are.

    You’ll get mixed up, of course, as you already know. You’ll get mixed up with many strange birds as you go. So be sure when you step. Step with care, and great tact, and remember that Life’s a great balancing act. Just never forget to be dexterous and deft. And never mix up your right food with your left.
    And will you succeed? Yes! You will indeed! Ninety-eight and three-quarters percent guaranteed! KID YOU’LL MOVE MOUNTAINS!

    So…be your name Buxbam or Bixby or Bray or Mordeki Ali Van Allen O’Shay, you’re off to great places! Today is your day! Your mountain is waiting! So…get on your way!

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  • heyy!! -- delenia, 16:48:00 02/03/03 Mon
    hey, this is del. wow i haven't been here in ages. wow.......um.............dang. lol..dunno what to say. do people even remember me? um...................laters

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  • A Moment of Silence -- Shark, 20:26:33 02/01/03 Sat
    A moment of silence for those aboard the Columbia.

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  • 9 to 5 -- Warlock, 12:07:44 02/01/03 Sat
    We the american working population resent the fact that 8 hours a day is wasted on chasing the dream of sum1 that isn't us. We may not hate our jobs but we hate jobs in general that don't have to do with fighting our own causes. We the working population hate the 9 to 5 day in and day out when we'd rather be supporting ourselves by being paid to perfect the past times that we have harboured bases solely on the face that it makes us smile if it sounds dope.

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  • HUMAN FOR SALE -- Engoa, 13:10:51 01/22/03 Wed
    Human for Sale

    Dude, i took this like a couple minutes ago, and i'm worth
    1,575,238.00 on the black market... hehehe... my older sister is worth more though. Ohwell...

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  • I Am Mortal -- No name, 20:07:45 01/23/03 Thu
    more links like spam

    http://www.outwar.com/page.php?x=279948


    click it!

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  • Chao... Rant coming up ahead, so ignore it if you're in a good mood. -- Shark, 19:17:12 01/13/03 Mon
    I'm pretty mad about something a well-meaning friend forwarded to me... It's a chain letter... Ugh. It says that since 86% of Americans are Christian, then there shouldn't be a controversy about the phrase "Under God" in the Pledge of Allegiance and that the remaining 14% should just shut up. And that just outrages me to no end, that anyone could be so inconsiderate or rude. One of my little sister's closest friends is Hindu and one day at recess a girl walked up to them and asked her, "Do you go to church?" Her friend siad, "No." And the girl replied, "Then you're going to hell..." It scares me that in 2002, people are still so insensitive and close-minded. I'm just very annoyed by that e-mail. It's people like that who give other Christians a bad name. And she told us that she was just saying her opinion. Ironically, she wanted to blot out the opinions of others because they weren't as important as she!... What a hypocrite... It was very hard not to flame her... And I just hope that when she's older, she'll understand... My rant is over.. Thanks for your time..

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  • Interesting. Found this at www.freeopendiary.com -- Shark, 17:44:12 01/11/03 Sat
    I went to see Lord of the Rings, The Two Towers today for the second time. I liked it a lot better this time. I think this is because the book wasn't so fresh in my head, and I wasn't as able to pick out the places where the movie changed things as easily. The first time I saw it, I had just finished reading The Two Towers that day.

    There were some oddballs sitting around us at the movies. A man and a woman, maybe in their 40s or 50s, were sitting in front of us. They each had a stuffed bear. They made the bears dance to the music in the movie, they sat the bears on their laps so the bears could see the movie. At one point, during the battle scene, the man rested his bear on his shoulder like a baby and patted its back. Behind us, there was a running commentary on the movie. "Oh, look at the eye, look at the eye!" "I think the girl likes him!" "Why doesn't the little man just put on the ring?" It was kind of annoying. They weren't even whispering; they were talking at a normal conversational volume. Where's the consideration, people?

    From Crawfish's entry "Crapola."

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  • Help?! -- Kael, 11:15:52 01/13/03 Mon
    In my econ class for my final i have to find out the IMF, currency, imports and exports for a country and find a product i can bring in and trade with the class.... any suggestionsS?

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  • The Taming of Sméagol -- Myitt, 17:21:39 12/22/02 Sun



    The Two Towers :D

    Can't wait for The Return of the King...

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  • The average match lasts 3 or more hours. (AND BEWARE: JANITORS) -- Psych, 20:27:48 01/08/03 Wed
    Yeah, so, yesterday was my second match. I lost. :( Not too good. And I thought I was going to win too. This kid was short, fat and not strong at all. How did he beat me? Threw a headlock and fell on my head within the first 10 seconds of the match. >.< Ouch...I was pissed to say the least. Very upset indeed so today in practise I decided I'm going to let some stress go. And I did. I beat up people above my weight class and below my weight class. One of our assistant coaches was gawking at me because I took down a 189 person. This 189 person was tall, fast and experienced. ^_^ I had fun.

    Okay, it's after JV matches and I'm gonna go get dressed and then cheer on the varsity team. After I walk in the locker room to get changed and as i have my sports top half off, a guy JANITOR walks in and looks at me. I'm half naked for god's sake and he knew I was going to be in there! So what does he do? He says sorry and I say that's fine, get out. What does he do then? He walks to the back and starts cleaning the toilets. I'm getting dressed as fast as i can now and cleaning out my locker and i run out. That was not a good experience and it almost happened ealier in the day. About a half hour after school gets out there are these to young janitors waiting outside the girls' locker room door. I walk up and they ask me to see if anyone's inside. There's about 8 girls stripped down to their underwear and less. I was tempted to say "nah, no ones' there" but I didn't. I told them there were about 8 people in there and they should come back much later. Later I found them after the locker room had cleared out and they went to work. I went in later to get my CD player and the other janitor( the one that walked in on me) was in there. He heard me open my locer.

    Him: hello?
    me: hi!
    Him: Oh, sorry!
    me: it's okay! I'm not changing.
    Him: oh, okay. *backs out the back door quickly*

    It was disturbing. Lets hope it doesn't happen tomorrow at our match against BOISE.

    I'd like to thank Sabotage for the wonderful henna tatoos that she gave me, they are beautiful and they freak out everyone that sees them. ~_^

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  • 2003 -- Myitt, 21:18:27 12/31/02 Tue
    Happy New Years, all!

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  • Oh wow. -- Shark, 22:07:48 01/02/03 Thu
    A shark quiz. That asks what breed of shark you are. Amazing. ^_________^


    +++ What Breed of Shark are YOU? +++
    brought to you by Quizilla

    It sounds a little "fishy" to me... I'm gonna change an answer to a wierd question and see if I get this result again. "Fierce?" Nani?

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  • A Stree Kid Named Desire -- Warlock, 17:30:39 12/31/02 Tue
    Well, it was punk-fifteen in the morning
    And it was time to stand my ground
    And as the gawks and stares bombarded me
    You know, I didn't even hear a sound
    No one gave a damn
    If I was there or away
    If I died and went to hell,
    They'd throw a party on my grave
    And they'd all say
    "this kid is just a fool, he'll never be cool
    They might as well just ship him off
    to some other school"
    Plain destitute
    Just a little too guilty, just a little too soon
    That day was just like any other day
    No work, and no pay
    I knew that paradise was some other place
    And I'd get there another day
    I will find it before I expire
    'Cuz I've got the desire
    Well, it was punk-fifteen in the evening
    And it was time to set the town on fire
    I saw my boots and my hair
    As reflected in the mirror
    Reveal a streetkid named desire
    I didn't give a damn
    Because I was just dying to be
    And as the Hollywood street scene
    Left its mark on me
    I changed from a boy into a man
    I said "never again!"
    I stuck out my chin when I should have ran
    Shit in the fan
    I was driven so hard
    By the sound of my heart
    But that day was just like any other day
    No work, and no pay
    I knew that paradise was some other place
    And I'd get there another day
    I will find it before I expire
    'Cuz I've got the desire
    When the walls surround
    In deeper shades of blue
    And there's no voice of reason inside you
    And you search for meaning
    On an empty shelf
    Then you're always dreaming
    Of somewhere else
    Today is just like any other day
    No fear, no restraint
    I know that paradise is some other place
    And I will get there another day
    You can come with me,
    No conditions or fares
    Somehow, somewhere,
    I will find it before I expire,
    'Cuz I've got the desire

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  • bad religion -- Warlock, 03:01:40 12/30/02 Mon
    Hey Brother Christian with your high and might errand,
    Your actions speak so loud, I can't hear a word you're saying.
    Hey Sister Bleeding Heart with all of your compassion,
    Your labors soothe the hurt but can't assuage temptation.
    Hey man of science with your perfect rules of measure,
    Can you improve this place with the data that you gather?
    Hey Mother Mercy can your loins bear fruit forever?
    Is your fecundity a trammel or a treasure?
    And I want to conquer the world,
    Give all the idiots a brand new religion,
    Put an end to poverty, uncleanliness and toil,
    Promote equality in all my decisions
    With a quick wink of the eye
    And a "God you must be joking!"
    Hey Mr. Diplomat with your worldly aspirations,
    Did you see the children cry when you left them at the station?
    Hey moral soldier you've got righteous proclamation,
    And precious tomes to fuel your pulpy conflagrations.
    And I want to conquer the world,
    Give all the idiots a brand new religion,
    Put an end to poverty, uncleanliness and toil,
    Promote equality in all of my decisions
    I want to conquer the world,
    Expose the culprits and feed them to the children,
    I'll do away with air pollution and then all save the whales,
    We'll have peace on earth and global communion.
    I want to conquer the world!

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  • Quiz -- Shark, 17:21:42 12/18/02 Wed
    If you were buying candy and you had your choice of the following, which would you choose?
    >
    >BABY RUTH
    >3 MUSKETEERS
    >BUTTERFINGERS
    >SNICKERS
    >HERSHEYS
    >ALMOND JOY
    >CLARK BAR
    >GOOD 'n' PLENTY
    >ENERGY BAR
    >CHOCOLATE COATED RAISINS
    >
    >OK - Now that you've made your choice, this is what research says about you! No, you can't change your mind once you scroll down! So think carefully!!!
    >
    >BABY RUTH... Sweet, loving, cuddly. You love all warm fuzzy items. A little nutty. Sometimes you need an ice cream cone at the end of the day.
    >
    >3 MUSKETEERS... You are adventurous, love new ideas, are a champion of underdogs and a slayer of dragons. When tempers flare up, you whip out your >saber.
    >
    >BUTTERFINGER... Smooth, sexy, & articulate with your hands, you are an excellent after-dinner speaker and a good teacher. But don't try to walk >and chew gum at the same time.
    >
    >SNICKERS... Fun-loving, sassy, humorous. Everyone enjoys being around you, but you are a practical joker. Others should be cautious in shaking hands, however, you are a friend for life.
    >
    >HERSHEYS... Romantic, warm, loving. You care about other people and can be counted on in a pinch. You tend to melt.
    >
    >ALMOND JOY... Sexy, always ready to give and receive, very energetic, and really likes to get into life. The opposite sex is always attracted to you.

    CLARK BAR... You like sports, whether baseball, football, basketball, or soccer. If you could, you would like to participate, but enjoy watching sports. You don't like to give up the remote control.

    GOOD 'n' PLENTY... You are a very fun loving person, who likes to laugh. You are fun to be with. People like to hang out with you. You are a very warm hearted person.

    ENERGY BAR... Life is passing you by. Get a life! Go eat a plum.

    CHOCOLATE COATED RAISINS... You go to the bathroom often.

    I'm Hersheys!

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  • Question... If you are offended by homosexuality or bisexuality, you might want to skip this post. -- Shark, 19:26:23 12/19/02 Thu
    I know that it's not unusal for teens to have attraction for both genders... But I was wondering, if you have dreams where you're cuddling or attracted to someone, and its with both genders... Does that make you bisexual?... I'm sorry if I've offended anyone... I just need to figure it out. I mean, it worries me because my father doesn't approve of homosexuality... And I've had four dreams that involve cuddling girls and I told you about the one where I kissed a girl... What do you think it means?... Ugh, I'd talk to my parents, but all my Mom would tell me is that if I am gay, Dad will beat both of us up... Or maybe, "Don't talk about things like that." I don't really trust her, because at times it's like major parenting decisions are influenced by how Dad will respond. I have a gay cousin, maybe he can help... He has a younger sister that I know, maybe I'll talk to her.. Ugh, and I was trying so hard to be a model Christian....... But do you think these dreams mean I'm gay? I know I'll look like a fool if it's nothing, but please humor me.

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  • Now, tell me if you've heard this one...... -- Agent X (Touched by Jesus, Fingered by God), 23:32:43 12/25/02 Wed
    One time, when I was little, it was around Thanksgiving and I started a tradition on the playground that every year I'd pretend to be the turkey and everyone else would be pilgrims hunting me down and trying to eat me.
    One time, I dreamed I was a sacrifice in a satanic ritual that took place in a chineese restaurant I vandalized.
    One time, I dreamed that my boyfriend, high on heroin/brainwashed/insane, chased me through a woodshop screaming at me, trying to kill me because I wouldn't smoke heroin (even though heroin makes you mellow- for some reason this was a special kind of heroin that turned everyone fucking violently mad) with him, and then everyone I knew turned against me because I wouldn't do it.
    One time, I really needed some coke and I was shaking uncontrollably until every line in the bag was up my fucking nose and another $20 was flushed down the toilet.
    One time, I was really drunk and got dragged from a car by accident.
    One time, I was really high, and... I forgot.
    One time, I realized that Cradle of Filth is my favorite band of all time, and all other bands are now ruined for me because I have to compare them to Cradle.
    One time, it was real late at night on Christmas and I got bored but couldn't sleep and I needed to revel in nostalgia- so I went to this old messageboard I used to hang out at and posted a bunch of random thoughts.
    One time, it was today, I got really depressed and realized that no matter what happens after now, I'm screwed for life.
    One time, I kicked myself for being overly dramatic.
    One time, I got fucked by a cucumber.

    This I say, only to disappear into non-existance once more...

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  • Lalalalala... -- Shark, 17:31:15 12/27/02 Fri
    I'm feeling better about the dream issue... I think that the girl in the dream symbolizes what I want in a mate, rather than my sexuality... Because all we did was cuddle, which symbolizes security and all that. And I won't ever mention this type of dream on the message board again. ^_^ I checked out several books from the library about dreams. Lalalalalalala... BTW, I added a message board to my web site... And talked about my quizzes... Yes, I'm aware I misspelled the word "quizzes" in my quiz results pages... Sniffle, sniffle... I have over 38 pages... If you're ever bored, just look at the quizzes I've collected and take what interests you... The pattern for the name of the pages is the same, so if you've looked at all 25 posted pages (100 quizzes... o_O), feel free to go on to page 26. I'm up to 38 and I'm not posting the new pages until I get to page 50 (200 quizzes... o_O). ^_^ Anyway, thank you. -

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  • Christmas -- Shark, 21:27:04 12/25/02 Wed
    Christmas was good to me this year. I raked in $150 and got the Moulin Rouge soundtrack like I wanted. Also got Legend of Mana. ^_^ A friend of mine got $220, but he blew it all and now has $45. o_O... I still have a gift card from two years ago... It's Best Buy, so it doesn't expire. But I love soundtracks. I can play them over and over again and sing along. The radio is good... But you can't really sing unless you've heard the song a million times. I bought the A Beautiful Mind soundtrack, and I HUM to it, because the only song with words is the last one... I wonder if anyone has the lyrics to that one song in A Beautiful Mind? The rest have no lyrics, so I just hum. Moulin Rouge... It means something to me. Wanda and me work on this comic... And the characters just remind me so much of our characters. One guy is nearly a carbon copy, except he's a bit too open... Yeah, the real character does not grab an umbrella and dance in the clouds while singing a love song to his crush... Maybe he just does that because it's a musical? Because the only problem was that Christian seemed too open and vocal to be our character. Then again, Christian says some crazy things when he isn't singing. Lalalalalalala...

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  • It made me much happier even though my day sucked, so I jus' hadta postit. -- L&L, 16:52:54 12/25/02 Wed



    Well, I know Myitt will enjoy it, atleast.

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  • Christmas Dinner -- Psych, 17:08:30 12/25/02 Wed
    Was very, very good. I made it with my own two hands and I still have all ten fingers. ^_^ Kewl pic L&L!

    Dinner was good. I liked it very much. It was lamb shanks (which I help make one time I went to Sabotage's house and I fell in love with it) with artichoke, peppers, oinoins, garlic, deviled eggs, croissants, white wine, red punch, and a salad. mmm....the only problem: Two of the four family members detest lamb and artichoke, the main portion of the meal. That's fine with me because I loved the taste; the presentation was perfect. My mother and I enjoyed it very much as I watched my brother and father pick at it. ^_^

    THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THE ALARM CLOCK SABOTAGE!!! I LOVE IT! ^_^

    I wish you all a very Merry Chirstmas and a good time on your break.

    Later

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  • Grrr.. -- L&L, 16:56:16 12/25/02 Wed
    re-try


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  • Happy Holidays -- Myitt, 17:43:46 12/24/02 Tue
    Just wanted to wish everyone a happy holiday, regardless of what they celebrate (if anything...Christmas, Chanukah, Ramadhan, Kwanzaa, Festivus, Yule, Saturnalia...hell...)

    Have a Happy Day, that settles it.

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  • You know what really pisses me off? Coaches that are idiots. -- Psych, 10:25:46 12/21/02 Sat
    Yes, last night at our match while I was with the team as the ref was explaining rules and what-not, our head coach, coach West just realized that I had green hair. :o Now, if anyone else was to dye their hair green he would tell them to get rid of it so I need to lose it by monday. Now, I've had my hair green for TWO YEARS. I had it ALL LAST SEASON and he just now realized that I have green hair. The reason he wants me to get rid of it is "it's not uniform". If he wanted everyone in uniform as a team, we'd all have the same color of hair, the same shoes, kneepads, headgear and singlets. No one has the same color of hair. Everyone has different shoes (some have BLUE), kneepads, headgear and singlets. No one even wears white socks like he wants us to. I'm pissed at him and I think he's trying to get me to quit the team. Mike our assistant coach wants me to stop polishing my nails black becuase he thinks it gives off toxic fumes and gives me an advantage o.O ALSO: we've had seven (7) matches. I've wrestled in one and that's the one I won (a pathetic match up with a girl 25 pounds lighter than me). I haven't been in any more and I could have been but Mike didn't let me. You tell me what they're trying to do if anything at all. I was about to tackle Mike when he told me I didn't have any matches last night so I left. I told him and West that I was leaving and they were more than just fine with that. >:( I really want to get my hands on Mike and give him another black eye. (he got one from Kip before ^_^) But I don't know what to do besides stick with the team through thick and thin. I'm just wondering what they're going to say when i get some henna tatoos.

    Note: We haven't won one match. That is pathetic. And we've always lost by thirty (30) or more points. >:( our worst score was 74 to 3. How bad is that?

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  • SLIPKNOT RULES!!! -- King Warlock *also king of the maggots*, 23:18:14 12/20/02 Fri
    A present for all you poor bastards that haven't heard the joy of Corey Taylor's new(old) band Stone Sour

    Bother

    Wish I was too dead to cry
    My self-affliction fades
    Stones to throw at my creator
    Masochists to which I cater
    You don't need to bother
    I don't need to be
    I'll keep slipping farther
    But once I hold on
    I won't let go 'til it bleeds

    Wish I was too dead to care
    If indeed I cared at all
    Never had a voice to protest
    So you fed me shit to digest
    I wish I had a reason
    my flaws are open season
    For this, I gave up trying
    One good turn deserves my dying

    You don't need to bother
    I don't need to be
    I'll keep slipping farther
    But once I hold on
    I won't let go 'til it bleeds

    Wish I'd died instead of lived
    A zombie hides my face
    Shell forgotten
    with its memories
    Diaries left
    with cryptic entries

    And you don't need to bother
    I don't need to be
    I'll keep slipping farther
    But once I hold on
    I won't let go 'til it bleeds

    You don't need to bother
    I don't need to be
    I'll keep slipping farther
    But once I hold on
    I'll never live down my deceit

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  • Nice dreams -- Shark, 17:26:58 12/18/02 Wed
    I had two cool dreams... The first one, I dreamed that God came to judge me and I knew where I was going, because I remembered a sin. Then he sent me to Heaven. I think I went to visit the two girls I lived with.

    The other one I had last night. I was a wolf furry and it looked like I was in furry land or whatever, cause everyone else was a furry. Anyway, I saw this owl furry... Not really a furry, she was more like an angel. She was Asian and had feathery hair and wings. And I was imagining the freedom of her wings, how free she was, and she was so beautiful... I went over, took her in my arms, and kissed her on the lips. It was nice. Then I walked off, leaving her gawking at me and her friends demanding why I'd kissed her. "Because she was beautiful!" Then there was this human kid walking around, and my principal told him to turn around and not stir up any trouble. Well, the kid put poison in the lake to get back at the principal, and I ran him off. But the pills were EVERYWHERE and I was trying to pick them up, but this chihuahau kept on eating them and I had to stop and make him go away! What a dream.

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  • Morning -- Engoa, 10:19:31 12/16/02 Mon
    Okay, have any of you ever sat down at a computer and the typed like a simple word on the keyboard and then have this huge urge to type, and type and type, i just did, coarse most of its gone now, but for like 15 minutes straight my fingers danced along the board typing nonsenical phrases and what not. I just want to infrom you all that i had a very strange moment trying to explain to the teacher why the screen had a whole bunch of rambling about why i love this keyboard, idon't know its nice and springy and nothing sticks down, and you don't have to punch the keys to get them to respond, its just nice.
    My Other computer it currupt, its got a virus in it, so i get the task of murdering my computer and then starting from scratch all over again, that's my favorite thing to do you know to build a computer souly from scratch. But i have to make two computers now, one for all my games and one for all my internet shit. Dad's new rule.
    Ummm what else do i have to say, not much really, i hope you guys are doing good, and i hope you all have a wonderful time at home with your families or lack there of, haha not, one reason to go to school, no parents.
    Oh and we watched Harry Potter in Spanish today, that was funny as shit.

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  • Morning -- Engoa, 10:19:27 12/16/02 Mon
    Okay, have any of you ever sat down at a computer and the typed like a simple word on the keyboard and then have this huge urge to type, and type and type, i just did, coarse most of its gone now, but for like 15 minutes straight my fingers danced along the board typing nonsenical phrases and what not. I just want to infrom you all that i had a very strange moment trying to explain to the teacher why the screen had a whole bunch of rambling about why i love this keyboard, idon't know its nice and springy and nothing sticks down, and you don't have to punch the keys to get them to respond, its just nice.
    My Other computer it currupt, its got a virus in it, so i get the task of murdering my computer and then starting from scratch all over again, that's my favorite thing to do you know to build a computer souly from scratch. But i have to make two computers now, one for all my games and one for all my internet shit. Dad's new rule.
    Ummm what else do i have to say, not much really, i hope you guys are doing good, and i hope you all have a wonderful time at home with your families or lack there of, haha not, one reason to go to school, no parents.
    Oh and we watched Harry Potter in Spanish today, that was funny as shit.

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  • happy b-day kael if thats right and other shit -- I Am Mortal, 16:49:08 12/12/02 Thu
    First things first. Just got PhotoShop 7 and working on a sig for me. heres my 5 minutes work so far

    Also, I made a southpark version of me. its bmp so its about 100x bigger than it should be (file size, not dimension)


    Um uh. Maybe thats it. DOn Quixote or whatever is a kickass book, go read it if u havent :D
    If u using 56k, HAHAHAH my pics may never show up

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  • Good video game... -- Shark, 18:27:16 12/14/02 Sat
    Wanda lent me Rhapsody A Musical Adventure and I've been playing it all day. ^^;;; The artwork is lovely and its humorous at times. The first time I played it, I was at Wanda's house and I loved it. As soon as I get a memory card it can save to, I'm gonna return it to her... I don't want to lose my monsters. ^_^

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  • I DID IT -- Psych, 04:53:31 12/13/02 Fri
    I won my first wrestling match. The reasons why: my opponent was a 145 class girl. Yeah. I'm 171. This was her first year, this is my second. She didn't want to wreslte, I wanted to kick the shit out of someone. She told me she was afraid of me before we knew we were wrestling eachother.

    I walked around for an hour before mathes started just talking to this girl. When Coach Mike told me I was wrestling her I just about exploded. I thought I would crush her and so did everyone else. When we lined up for face offs to see who our opponent was, I made a slight hand motion between the two of us that caught her eye. I mouthed "we're going to wrestle". she paled a little bit and her eyes got bigger and in disbelief she mouthed back "we're wrestling?" I nodded with a big stupid girn on my face. When I went to shake her hand that grin was still there. ^_^ Needless to say I did crush her. She was as light as paper and I pinned her in less than a minute. ^_^ Made me happy but it also made me feel bad because it was an unfair match up. *sighs* oh well. I had fun.

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  • Thinking -- Shark, 20:00:01 12/12/02 Thu
    I was just thinking today... About water and how we bottle it up and force it through pipes. Water that was meant to be crashing on rocks and flowing through mountains... And it depressed me. ^_^; I think I'm delusional. I have the wierdest feeling that someone's observing me... I thought that was delusional until someone on this board noted that he felt as if he was being tested as well... But the water thing concerns me a lot. Then again, isn't it tragic?...

    Also, I'm thinking of changing my nickname to Spark.

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  • *sings* -- Kael, 10:49:57 12/12/02 Thu
    I'm bored, my teacher is pissing me off, and i want to go home! *screams*

    Bah!

    okay, anyways...

    HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME

    Ta for now! Much love to you all!

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  • Kyrie eleison.... -- Myitt, 19:36:57 12/11/02 Wed
    Beethoven.
    The beautiful Mass in C Major...

    Hope all is well, all :)


    ---
    post scriptum

    Why did I have to become addicted to Starcraft the week before finals? Nooooooo! the horror... :o *sniffle* I'm fucking scared of my chem final...blarg. Eet ees not fun ja.

    No realli! (A mØØse once bit my sister...)

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