Date Posted:12:46:49 09/12/08 Fri Author:Visser6 Subject: remembering your roots
sehnsucht, saudade, whatever word you want. this 'place' is still a trammel on my conscience. i left before i was fifteen, haven't been in active contact with ex-members in many moons. still some fond memories. despite the online disinhibition effect & psychodrama nonsense which was our bread and butter i don't consider it wasted youth. i've changed beyond all recognition; i'm sure all of us have. my spirit still haunts those old words. the musical chairs of make-believe love. all that laughter and cheap comfort would do me a world of good right now.
