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Subject: suicide and sleeping pills Author: jason [ Next Thread | Previous Thread | Next Message | Previous Message ] Date Posted: 14:23:39 05/25/04 Tue +++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ hello. no need explanation, too long and sad to tell ( no joke). just need some answers. thanx. 1) how many sleeping pills do i approximately need to die, perish, expire or pass away? once for all ! ps: i bought a packet allready, but perhaps i need a second one. (10 pills inside). 2) how many minutes will it take? 3) what are the first side effects? 4) what are possible side effects if it doesn't work? 5) i want to leave this life, but i wonder if i could take my little cat with me. do you think i could administrate also pills to the cat? 6) where could be the best place to do it. cause close to my home there is a cemetery. ( no comments). +++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ thank you a lot by answering these questions. you have no idea what i've been going through. the end of my life is getting closer every day, so i think it is time for the final destination. goodbye. +++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ [ Next Thread | Previous Thread | Next Message | Previous Message ]

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[> Subject: Re: suicide and sleeping pills Author: robbert willson [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 14:47:27 08/20/04 Fri >+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ > >hello. no need explanation, too long and sad to tell ( >no joke). just need some answers. thanx. > >1) how many sleeping pills do i approximately need to >die, perish, expire or pass away? once for all ! > >ps: i bought a packet allready, but perhaps i need a >second one. (10 pills inside). > >2) how many minutes will it take? > >3) what are the first side effects? > >4) what are possible side effects if it doesn't work? > >5) i want to leave this life, but i wonder if i could >take my little cat with me. do you think i could >administrate also pills to the cat? > >6) where could be the best place to do it. cause close >to my home there is a cemetery. ( no comments). > >+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ > >thank you a lot by answering these questions. you have >no idea what i've been going through. the end of my >life is getting closer every day, so i think it is >time for the final destination. goodbye. > >+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

[> [> Subject: Re: suicide and sleeping pills Author: poisonenvy [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 14:58:39 01/27/06 Fri I've been thinking about this kinda stuff for a while. I like the idea of finally geting to die, but I absolutely hate the idea of pain in death. If I'm going to Hell, let the pain start then, not while I'm dying. So I was wondering, will overdosing sleeping pills cause any kind of pain before dying?

[> [> [> Subject: Re: suicide and sleeping pills Author: Lydnia [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 08:37:09 02/13/06 Mon >I've been thinking about this kinda stuff for a while. >I like the idea of finally geting to die, but I >absolutely hate the idea of pain in death. If I'm >going to Hell, let the pain start then, not while I'm >dying. So I was wondering, will overdosing sleeping >pills cause any kind of pain before dying? Hi,re u from usa? I am from Singapore and I also having the same problem, addicted to sleeping pills but for me I also suffering from mani-depression. I am trying to find a good reason to take sleeping pills to escape my problems cause I take them whenever I feel lonely, meaningless and hopeless. I understand how u are feeling...We are sort of trapped in this stuff. Sometime, I feel myself like an drug addict and it is painful to go thru the detoxification programme. I had been thru it but still up to me in the end. Life is as such that some people have such problems and I really understand it is very toturing when a person cannot sleep.

[> [> [> Subject: Re: suicide and sleeping pills Author: A FRIEND [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 00:55:58 03/28/06 Tue take 15 to be safe coat your stomach with milk so that you wont throw up or get sick. Also do this where your comfortable but keep in mind that if this is done in your home the price will drop significatnly

[> [> [> [> Subject: Re: suicide and sleeping pills Author: Tried [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 07:15:32 07/05/06 Wed I will tell all of you right now, from recent experience, do NOT try this method. I tried taking 24 pills on Sunday July 2 and it was the worst experience ever. I thought that would be enough to kill myself but it was only enough to scare the f*** out of me. Part of me did die that day but part of me also woke up. You do not want to go through that. Darkness, emptiness, numbness...and yet still be alive. Half conscious and half dead. There is no getting out of it. I am so glad to be alive right now. I have many problems myself and plenty of reasons to die but that is not the way to go. I do not support or recommend suicide but do not go about anything in this manner. Try a different way if you feel you must. This will only bring you more suffering. I am lucky to have no permanent side effects other then the memory of what lies between life and death.

[> [> Subject: Re: suicide and sleeping pills Author: [MT] [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 22:43:59 07/13/06 Thu Wish I was brave enough to do that kinda shit. Sometimes you look at things from a different angle, and u think.. shit... it wasnt that bad. Then the next day you regret letting it go like that. It goes in a cycle, for me anyway. But the truth is only the bad parts build up in me, not the good, unfortunately. And that's why im always being fucked over, and im letting it happen. Pretty stupid ey? You cant help it if you love the person. My friend always says, suicide is a pussy way to get out of life. It's true, but what does she know about people like that.. it's always the people who hasnt experienced SHIT in life sayin stuff like that. Sorry if none of you know what I'm on about.

[> [> Subject: Re: suicide and sleeping pills Author: Carol [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 09:57:02 08/28/06 Mon The least painful way to commit suicide is sleeping pills and vodka.I learn that in middle school from my health teacher, and it's probably the only thing I remember. If I were you I'd buy an extra box just to be safe. I don't know exactly how many you need, but if your goal is truely to die, then it would hurt to have a few extra. You won't notice if it doesn't work because you will be asleep, I wouldn't doubt for a couple days atleast. THE MOST IMPORTANT THING I WILL TELL YOU...Do not kill your cat. Killing yourself is selfish enough, (that uis unless you have no friends and family) because it will cause your close ones, alot of pain. But don't kill your cat, it has a life to live, that it can live in a loving family until its old and fat. You cat doesn't want to die, don't judge him because your life sucks. Instead if you have a close friend or relative, write a letter wishing that the cats goes to he or she. And last, do it someplace you feel comfertable. Your bedroom maybe. Even if you did it in a cemetary they would still take you to the emergency room. And I'm sure gravestones are not the last sight you wanna see before you die. I hope that you change your mind about the decision that you've made, but most people dont, and I understand why. So I wish you the best of luck. But please dont kill your kitty! I'll take it! >>+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ >> >>hello. no need explanation, too long and sad to tell ( >>no joke). just need some answers. thanx. >> >>1) how many sleeping pills do i approximately need to >>die, perish, expire or pass away? once for all ! >> >>ps: i bought a packet allready, but perhaps i need a >>second one. (10 pills inside). >> >>2) how many minutes will it take? >> >>3) what are the first side effects? >> >>4) what are possible side effects if it doesn't work? >> >>5) i want to leave this life, but i wonder if i could >>take my little cat with me. do you think i could >>administrate also pills to the cat? >> >>6) where could be the best place to do it. cause close >>to my home there is a cemetery. ( no comments). >> >>+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ >> >>thank you a lot by answering these questions. you have >>no idea what i've been going through. the end of my >>life is getting closer every day, so i think it is >>time for the final destination. goodbye. >> >>+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

[> [> Subject: Re: suicide and sleeping pills Author: emily (emzy_666) [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 19:49:54 12/04/06 Mon how many sleeping pills does it take to overdose?????

[> [> Subject: Re: suicide and sleeping pills Author: lea (idk right now) [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 13:18:35 01/24/07 Wed i want 2 do dat but i also want to do so many things in life but with everyone arguing wit me it does not help i might do this and soon maybe

[> Subject: Re: suicide and sleeping pills Author: Autumn Hawkins [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 11:14:31 08/21/04 Sat 1) how many sleeping pills do i approximately need to die, perish, expire or pass away? once for all ! ANSWER: Around 50 or 60 I would suppose. 2) how many minutes will it take? ANSWER: Probably a couple hours. My advice is to take half of them in the pill form and then crush the other half into dust and swallow that too. Washing them all down with some alcohol will make the process faster and make you numb. 3) what are the first side effects? ANSWER: Without alcohol you might feel a bit queezy, but most likly you'll fall asleep if you lay down once you take them. 4) what are possible side effects if it doesn't work? ANSWER: I have actually tried to kill myself with sleeping pills (I only used about 20) and the after effects aren't that bad. You might be out for 20 some hours and then once you wake up you're kinda shakey.. and when someone taps you on the shoulder or something you'll be really jumpy. The entire day afterwards I was really quiet. 5) i want to leave this life, but i wonder if i could take my little cat with me. do you think i could administrate also pills to the cat? ANSWER: Kill your cat?! Well I suppose you could... and since it's a cat it wouldn't need as many pills. But I guess it all depends on your religious beliefs if you really think that you'll see your cat. 6) where could be the best place to do it. cause close to my home there is a cemetery. ( no comments). ANSWER: There is no need to go to a cemetery (unless you want to). You can do it in the comfort of your own home. What I did was wait until everyone left for work and what not, which was around 3pm. So I took the pills and then awoke around noon the next day. Hope I've helped. Please feel free to e-mail me if you have question or just want to talk... CheshireCat439@hotmail.com

[> [> Subject: Re: suicide and sleeping pills Author: Jo [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 14:07:58 11/28/05 Mon do you think if i took 60 or more abiem with alcohol it would work or do you think it is not likey. do you think there is an amount of pills that would almost guarrantee death?

[> [> [> Subject: Hi Melanie Author: Tasha [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 08:18:54 12/21/05 Wed Hiya Melanie. Why do u want to die anyway?

[> [> [> [> Subject: Re: Hi Melanie Author: LYNNE (CHEATED) [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 04:02:32 02/25/07 Sun >Hiya Melanie. Why do u want to die anyway? i know why i do so we both need help you tell me what you ae dealin with. here's mine issue that's a good ????? husband planned a trip in the phillipines and just happen to come across somebody and they hit it off, yeah right, they got it on for 2 week, i have the picutures and proof, you think on a vaction the wife would get a gift. i got nothing. i wonder how easy was it for him to lay down wiht her and come back to me? that's what bothering me. 30 year and he spits in my face like that. i don't want to be here andy more, i feel betrayed. some peopl can handle that. i have no one to talk to about how this is bothering, he doen to care becaus he won't admit that what he went there to do. why lie about it. why be with me and know you want to be some place else. evey day i look at the pictures he's holding her, she with her arm around him. he say ist nothing but his c-phone bills re like a mortagage payment. gifts have been sent, i got nothing for valintines day. bet she did. i will soon find out, he had the nerve to bring back a towel that belongs to her and a clth that she wrapped up in. when happpened on tht pictures he tell me oh that's j she's a doctor, she came there when i was sick to help take care of dme. she's baby doctor. she saw to me getting what evser i needed and wanted. that's what i cll spitting in my face and admitting what took place there in a ego feeding male way. i am coping the beat i know how. can some please tell me how you rebound for that. he verbally abuses me and went away and treated this person like gold and treat me like shit. what do you do when you have noe one to turn to?

[> [> [> Subject: Re: suicide and sleeping pills Author: shamu [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 01:46:39 01/14/07 Sun >do you think if i took 60 or more abiem with alcohol >it would work or do you think it is not likey. do you >think there is an amount of pills that would almost >guarrantee death? I DONT WANT 2 DIE. I WANT TO KILL A PERSON.

[> [> Subject: Re: suicide and sleeping pills Author: Melanie [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 18:05:30 12/11/05 Sun What kind of sleeping pills should i take, how many, and where can i get them from. I'm in so much pain i just want to let go easily and as painlessly as possible for my friends and family

[> [> [> Subject: Re: suicide and sleeping pills Author: Purple [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 19:56:36 07/30/06 Sun How many to take til I die? How many to take to just get really fucked up? I mean, I don't want to die, but I took 2 and I'm dizzy, Could I take maybe 10, and still live but be REAAL dizzy and have halucinations?

[> [> [> Subject: Re: suicide and sleeping pills Author: Purple [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 19:59:55 07/30/06 Sun And Melanie, to answer one of your questions, you can go to a local drug store and get some, if your over 18? Or tell and adult you need some because you can't fall asleep easily.

[> [> [> Subject: Re: suicide and sleeping pills Author: Paindrain (A different message for you) [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 22:53:38 08/15/06 Tue >What kind of sleeping pills should i take, how many, >and where can i get them from. I'm in so much pain i >just want to let go easily and as painlessly as >possible for my friends and family I am sorry you are in so much pain, but that pain is nothing compared to the pain you will put your loved ones through if you are sucessful. Please find someone you can trust to talk to. We only seem to get this one chance at life, why don't you hang around somemore and see what happens next? Might be something wonderful for you.

[> [> [> Subject: Re: suicide and sleeping pills Author: reshmi [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 06:50:44 08/18/06 Fri will u plse tell me the name of sleeping pills.. iam not getting proper sleep..i am so mentally strained..i want to get rid of that..plse tell me the dosage too.

[> [> Subject: Re: suicide and sleeping pills Author: ammu [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 00:38:10 12/27/05 Tue How I buy sleeping pills from Medical Shop?I mean if they have any doubt about me? What is the name of a dangerous sleeping pill. Please advise. >1) how many sleeping pills do i approximately need to >die, perish, expire or pass away? once for all ! > >ANSWER: Around 50 or 60 I would suppose. > >2) how many minutes will it take? > >ANSWER: Probably a couple hours. My advice is to take >half of them in the pill form and then crush the other >half into dust and swallow that too. Washing them all >down with some alcohol will make the process faster >and make you numb. > >3) what are the first side effects? > >ANSWER: Without alcohol you might feel a bit queezy, >but most likly you'll fall asleep if you lay down once >you take them. > >4) what are possible side effects if it doesn't work? > >ANSWER: I have actually tried to kill myself with >sleeping pills (I only used about 20) and the after >effects aren't that bad. You might be out for 20 some >hours and then once you wake up you're kinda shakey.. >and when someone taps you on the shoulder or something >you'll be really jumpy. The entire day afterwards I >was really quiet. > >5) i want to leave this life, but i wonder if i could >take my little cat with me. do you think i could >administrate also pills to the cat? > >ANSWER: Kill your cat?! Well I suppose you could... >and since it's a cat it wouldn't need as many pills. >But I guess it all depends on your religious beliefs >if you really think that you'll see your cat. > >6) where could be the best place to do it. cause close >to my home there is a cemetery. ( no comments). > >ANSWER: There is no need to go to a cemetery (unless >you want to). You can do it in the comfort of your own >home. What I did was wait until everyone left for work >and what not, which was around 3pm. So I took the >pills and then awoke around noon the next day. > >Hope I've helped. Please feel free to e-mail me if you >have question or just want to talk... >CheshireCat439@hotmail.com

[> [> [> Subject: Re: suicide and sleeping pills Author: David [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 01:07:31 01/27/06 Fri So, what brand is a good brand to use if someone wanted to commit suicide? Is there any brand that is over-the-counter?

[> [> [> [> Subject: Re: suicide and sleeping pills Author: jubilee [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 05:47:14 05/18/06 Thu Did you find a over the counter brand that is good to use for suicide

[> [> [> Subject: Re: suicide and sleeping pills Author: ? [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 16:03:34 06/21/06 Wed >How I buy sleeping pills from Medical Shop?I mean if >they have any doubt about me? What is the name of a >dangerous sleeping pill. Please advise. > >>1) how many sleeping pills do i approximately need to >>die, perish, expire or pass away? once for all ! >> >>ANSWER: Around 50 or 60 I would suppose. >> >>2) how many minutes will it take? >> >>ANSWER: Probably a couple hours. My advice is to take >>half of them in the pill form and then crush the other >>half into dust and swallow that too. Washing them all >>down with some alcohol will make the process faster >>and make you numb. >> >>3) what are the first side effects? >> >>ANSWER: Without alcohol you might feel a bit queezy, >>but most likly you'll fall asleep if you lay down once >>you take them. >> >>4) what are possible side effects if it doesn't work? >> >>ANSWER: I have actually tried to kill myself with >>sleeping pills (I only used about 20) and the after >>effects aren't that bad. You might be out for 20 some >>hours and then once you wake up you're kinda shakey.. >>and when someone taps you on the shoulder or something >>you'll be really jumpy. The entire day afterwards I >>was really quiet. >> >>5) i want to leave this life, but i wonder if i could >>take my little cat with me. do you think i could >>administrate also pills to the cat? >> >>ANSWER: Kill your cat?! Well I suppose you could... >>and since it's a cat it wouldn't need as many pills. >>But I guess it all depends on your religious beliefs >>if you really think that you'll see your cat. >> >>6) where could be the best place to do it. cause close >>to my home there is a cemetery. ( no comments). >> >>ANSWER: There is no need to go to a cemetery (unless >>you want to). You can do it in the comfort of your own >>home. What I did was wait until everyone left for work >>and what not, which was around 3pm. So I took the >>pills and then awoke around noon the next day. >> >>Hope I've helped. Please feel free to e-mail me if you >>have question or just want to talk... >>CheshireCat439@hotmail.com How long would it take if the sleeping pills are consumed with alcohol

[> [> Subject: Re: suicide and sleeping pills Author: Jake [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 16:39:28 07/30/06 Sun Will over the counter sleeping pills work? Are gell caps any different than pills or capsules?

[> [> Subject: Re: suicide and sleeping pills Author: David [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 09:33:20 09/24/06 Sun I have tried to kill myself with sleeping pills 2x. Last time I swolled 48 sleeping pills. Both times instead of falling asleep - somehow it had the opposite effect on me. My heart was racing, I was wide awake and consciounce the entire time. The weirdest side effect was my body felt heavy, and everything looked 2 feet lower then it really was. There was nothing gentle, fun, or relaxing about it. I have bouts of depression, and do not fear death or the afterlife as some may have you do...but please think twice before doing what you are considering. 1. You will cause pain to your loved ones, major pain! 2. If you are so unhappy - wouldn't you rather go do something absolutely fun and crazy...something you have always wanted to do - rather then just take your life? I mean...if you are so set on leaving the world and have nothing left to lose...at least do it in style!..without hurting others...and maybe you actually will feel better and decide life is worth going on! just a thought

[> [> [> Subject: Re: suicide and sleeping pills Author: blue (p.s.) [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 10:50:00 10/09/06 Mon don't get me wrong it's okay to take your doctor advice and some medicine but research it first don't just take your doctor word for it.... find out what are the side effects... and taking only medicines that are not addictive.... those ones will only make your worse not better... so let me reprase a sentence God doesn't give us pain because God is not sinful nor evil... God is love. he just allows it in our lives sometimes because of satan or own doing... so that we will turn from old life and change... there is a reason why God is allowing in your life, find out why- ask him... he will reveal the answer to you... don't give up!

[> [> Subject: Re: suicide and sleeping pills Author: blue [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 10:40:41 10/09/06 Mon >1) how many sleeping pills do i approximately need to >die, perish, expire or pass away? once for all ! > >ANSWER: Around 50 or 60 I would suppose. > >2) how many minutes will it take? > >ANSWER: Probably a couple hours. My advice is to take >half of them in the pill form and then crush the other >half into dust and swallow that too. Washing them all >down with some alcohol will make the process faster >and make you numb. > >3) what are the first side effects? > >ANSWER: Without alcohol you might feel a bit queezy, >but most likly you'll fall asleep if you lay down once >you take them. >I have been taking Ambien for due sleep problems and due getting on anit-depression pills... It didn't help my problem, instead it caused me to get insomia and if you read the side effects that is one of them listed.... I wish I would't have researched it more before I started taking just because my doctor told me it was okay. What I have read has shocked me. I am suffering in pain of depression that sometimes I don't want to live. I thank God that I know Jesus. I have studied many years of bible studies and my relationship with Jesus. When this happened recently after a few deaths in the family and then some other problems I was in so much pain that I didn't want to live. I asked God to take me.... I knew that I couldn't do it myself.... I studied enough to know that he teaches that only he can take your life when it's your right timing... it talks about if you committ take your own life that you will only end up in much more pain in hell for eternity.... so suicide is not the answer.... it's just a door opening for more pain and eterntial pain... forever.... so I realized that I had to wait for God timing and not mine. I also truly don't want to leave my family. I just wanted this pain to stop... God didn't make this pain happen to me... I did! It was my way of living for years of living in Sin the way I wanted to live. God is slowly but surely delivering me from this pain. Instead of taking a drink, smoke, or pills I am finding healty ways of the power of Jesus to help me with my pain. This is the only true way to get rid of your pain for good. Don't believe the lies of the enemy, he wants to to think that if you kill yourself or take drugs that it will help the pain, but this is lie! It is the satan way to you to be in pain forever... To learn more I recommend reading The Purpose Driven Life by Rick Warren. It's a good book that gave me all the ways of why I was going thru this pain and what to do... It's not because God doesn't love us.... It's the opposite! He loves you so much that he puts us in pain so that we will change from our sinful life and turn to him for his love and power to live a happy life forever.... Call out for help and don't give up... I pray that everyone that reads will feel God's love and gets help, In Jesus name.... amen. >4) what are possible side effects if it doesn't work? > >ANSWER: I have actually tried to kill myself with >sleeping pills (I only used about 20) and the after >effects aren't that bad. You might be out for 20 some >hours and then once you wake up you're kinda shakey.. >and when someone taps you on the shoulder or something >you'll be really jumpy. The entire day afterwards I >was really quiet. > >5) i want to leave this life, but i wonder if i could >take my little cat with me. do you think i could >administrate also pills to the cat? > >ANSWER: Kill your cat?! Well I suppose you could... >and since it's a cat it wouldn't need as many pills. >But I guess it all depends on your religious beliefs >if you really think that you'll see your cat. > >6) where could be the best place to do it. cause close >to my home there is a cemetery. ( no comments). > >ANSWER: There is no need to go to a cemetery (unless >you want to). You can do it in the comfort of your own >home. What I did was wait until everyone left for work >and what not, which was around 3pm. So I took the >pills and then awoke around noon the next day. > >Hope I've helped. Please feel free to e-mail me if you >have question or just want to talk... >CheshireCat439@hotmail.com

[> [> Subject: Re: suicide and sleeping pills Author: Some Guy [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 12:21:40 01/19/07 Fri I just want to die. I know that there are many good things to live for...but I have lost the will and the desire. I guess I am selfish. >1) how many sleeping pills do i approximately need to >die, perish, expire or pass away? once for all ! > >ANSWER: Around 50 or 60 I would suppose. > >2) how many minutes will it take? > >ANSWER: Probably a couple hours. My advice is to take >half of them in the pill form and then crush the other >half into dust and swallow that too. Washing them all >down with some alcohol will make the process faster >and make you numb. > >3) what are the first side effects? > >ANSWER: Without alcohol you might feel a bit queezy, >but most likly you'll fall asleep if you lay down once >you take them. > >4) what are possible side effects if it doesn't work? > >ANSWER: I have actually tried to kill myself with >sleeping pills (I only used about 20) and the after >effects aren't that bad. You might be out for 20 some >hours and then once you wake up you're kinda shakey.. >and when someone taps you on the shoulder or something >you'll be really jumpy. The entire day afterwards I >was really quiet. > >5) i want to leave this life, but i wonder if i could >take my little cat with me. do you think i could >administrate also pills to the cat? > >ANSWER: Kill your cat?! Well I suppose you could... >and since it's a cat it wouldn't need as many pills. >But I guess it all depends on your religious beliefs >if you really think that you'll see your cat. > >6) where could be the best place to do it. cause close >to my home there is a cemetery. ( no comments). > >ANSWER: There is no need to go to a cemetery (unless >you want to). You can do it in the comfort of your own >home. What I did was wait until everyone left for work >and what not, which was around 3pm. So I took the >pills and then awoke around noon the next day. > >Hope I've helped. Please feel free to e-mail me if you >have question or just want to talk... >CheshireCat439@hotmail.com

[> [> Subject: Re: suicide and sleeping pills Author: joani (suicide) [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 23:34:54 01/22/07 Mon >i am tired of living and just wana die peacefully, if i take sleeping pills will that work?please help im tired, i just want my heart to stop beating 1) how many sleeping pills do i approximately need to >die, perish, expire or pass away? once for all ! > >ANSWER: Around 50 or 60 I would suppose. > >2) how many minutes will it take? > >ANSWER: Probably a couple hours. My advice is to take >half of them in the pill form and then crush the other >half into dust and swallow that too. Washing them all >down with some alcohol will make the process faster >and make you numb. > >3) what are the first side effects? > >ANSWER: Without alcohol you might feel a bit queezy, >but most likly you'll fall asleep if you lay down once >you take them. > >4) what are possible side effects if it doesn't work? > >ANSWER: I have actually tried to kill myself with >sleeping pills (I only used about 20) and the after >effects aren't that bad. You might be out for 20 some >hours and then once you wake up you're kinda shakey.. >and when someone taps you on the shoulder or something >you'll be really jumpy. The entire day afterwards I >was really quiet. > >5) i want to leave this life, but i wonder if i could >take my little cat with me. do you think i could >administrate also pills to the cat? > >ANSWER: Kill your cat?! Well I suppose you could... >and since it's a cat it wouldn't need as many pills. >But I guess it all depends on your religious beliefs >if you really think that you'll see your cat. > >6) where could be the best place to do it. cause close >to my home there is a cemetery. ( no comments). > >ANSWER: There is no need to go to a cemetery (unless >you want to). You can do it in the comfort of your own >home. What I did was wait until everyone left for work >and what not, which was around 3pm. So I took the >pills and then awoke around noon the next day. > >Hope I've helped. Please feel free to e-mail me if you >have question or just want to talk... >CheshireCat439@hotmail.com

[> [> Subject: Re: suicide and sleeping pills Author: tomanymistakes [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 07:50:26 02/05/07 Mon >1) how many sleeping pills do i approximately need to >die, perish, expire or pass away? once for all ! > >ANSWER: Around 50 or 60 I would suppose. > >2) how many minutes will it take? > >ANSWER: Probably a couple hours. My advice is to take >half of them in the pill form and then crush the other >half into dust and swallow that too. Washing them all >down with some alcohol will make the process faster >and make you numb. > >3) what are the first side effects? > >ANSWER: Without alcohol you might feel a bit queezy, >but most likly you'll fall asleep if you lay down once >you take them. > >4) what are possible side effects if it doesn't work? > >ANSWER: I have actually tried to kill myself with >sleeping pills (I only used about 20) and the after >effects aren't that bad. You might be out for 20 some >hours and then once you wake up you're kinda shakey.. >and when someone taps you on the shoulder or something >you'll be really jumpy. The entire day afterwards I >was really quiet. > >5) i want to leave this life, but i wonder if i could >take my little cat with me. do you think i could >administrate also pills to the cat? > >ANSWER: Kill your cat?! Well I suppose you could... >and since it's a cat it wouldn't need as many pills. >But I guess it all depends on your religious beliefs >if you really think that you'll see your cat. > >6) where could be the best place to do it. cause close >to my home there is a cemetery. ( no comments). > >ANSWER: There is no need to go to a cemetery (unless >you want to). You can do it in the comfort of your own >home. What I did was wait until everyone left for work >and what not, which was around 3pm. So I took the >pills and then awoke around noon the next day. > >Hope I've helped. Please feel free to e-mail me if you >have question or just want to talk... >CheshireCat439@hotmail.com This is the most random piece of crap I have ever read. And I don't know how much it has helped anyone. How hard is it to state 1)The brand of sleeping pills which would work best, 2)how many to take, 3)with what, 4)how long it will take to work. Is it really that difficult. What I want to know is has anyone ever died and been resesitated.If so do you remeber what you saw?

[> [> Subject: Re: suicide and sleeping pills Author: rei (=\) [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 19:31:17 02/07/07 Wed what type of pills work best? why is it that these pills are easy to get? and well, if you crush the pills into powder, does it make it any less effective? and also, is it better to take it with alcohol or --to mix in the powder(that i was speaking of before) with something random.. like ice cream lol (well if i'm gonna die i might as well eat something i like>_> or does that negate its effects?) im not really planning to kill myself right now though =x

[> [> Subject: Re: suicide and sleeping pills Author: Billy (crappy) [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 16:25:26 02/13/07 Tue I am just unable to take care of myself, and I don't want others to take care of me. I think that is the best reason for suicide.

[> [> Subject: Re: suicide and sleeping pills Author: John [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 03:35:13 03/16/07 Fri I have made a mess of my life and lost everything. I have nothing left to live for although I am desperately trying to find something. I know that suicide is the most selfish act and it will hurt my loved ones, but my despair is almost complete. I found this thread because I was thinking alcohol and sleeping pills would be a safe and painless way to go, is it? >1) how many sleeping pills do i approximately need to >die, perish, expire or pass away? once for all ! > >ANSWER: Around 50 or 60 I would suppose. > >2) how many minutes will it take? > >ANSWER: Probably a couple hours. My advice is to take >half of them in the pill form and then crush the other >half into dust and swallow that too. Washing them all >down with some alcohol will make the process faster >and make you numb. > >3) what are the first side effects? > >ANSWER: Without alcohol you might feel a bit queezy, >but most likly you'll fall asleep if you lay down once >you take them. > >4) what are possible side effects if it doesn't work? > >ANSWER: I have actually tried to kill myself with >sleeping pills (I only used about 20) and the after >effects aren't that bad. You might be out for 20 some >hours and then once you wake up you're kinda shakey.. >and when someone taps you on the shoulder or something >you'll be really jumpy. The entire day afterwards I >was really quiet. > >5) i want to leave this life, but i wonder if i could >take my little cat with me. do you think i could >administrate also pills to the cat? > >ANSWER: Kill your cat?! Well I suppose you could... >and since it's a cat it wouldn't need as many pills. >But I guess it all depends on your religious beliefs >if you really think that you'll see your cat. > >6) where could be the best place to do it. cause close >to my home there is a cemetery. ( no comments). > >ANSWER: There is no need to go to a cemetery (unless >you want to). You can do it in the comfort of your own >home. What I did was wait until everyone left for work >and what not, which was around 3pm. So I took the >pills and then awoke around noon the next day. > >Hope I've helped. Please feel free to e-mail me if you >have question or just want to talk... >CheshireCat439@hotmail.com

[> [> Subject: Re: suicide and sleeping pills Author: mark holland (sad and desperate) [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 16:27:06 03/19/07 Mon which are the best sleeping pills to take to end my life,how many and will it be painless? > >ANSWER: Around 50 or 60 I would suppose. > >2) how many minutes will it take? > >ANSWER: Probably a couple hours. My advice is to take >half of them in the pill form and then crush the other >half into dust and swallow that too. Washing them all >down with some alcohol will make the process faster >and make you numb. > >3) what are the first side effects? > >ANSWER: Without alcohol you might feel a bit queezy, >but most likly you'll fall asleep if you lay down once >you take them. > >4) what are possible side effects if it doesn't work? > >ANSWER: I have actually tried to kill myself with >sleeping pills (I only used about 20) and the after >effects aren't that bad. You might be out for 20 some >hours and then once you wake up you're kinda shakey.. >and when someone taps you on the shoulder or something >you'll be really jumpy. The entire day afterwards I >was really quiet. > >5) i want to leave this life, but i wonder if i could >take my little cat with me. do you think i could >administrate also pills to the cat? > >ANSWER: Kill your cat?! Well I suppose you could... >and since it's a cat it wouldn't need as many pills. >But I guess it all depends on your religious beliefs >if you really think that you'll see your cat. > >6) where could be the best place to do it. cause close >to my home there is a cemetery. ( no comments). > >ANSWER: There is no need to go to a cemetery (unless >you want to). You can do it in the comfort of your own >home. What I did was wait until everyone left for work >and what not, which was around 3pm. So I took the >pills and then awoke around noon the next day. > >Hope I've helped. Please feel free to e-mail me if you >have question or just want to talk... >CheshireCat439@hotmail.com

[> [> [> Subject: Re: suicide and sleeping pills Author: Will [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 01:00:22 09/26/07 Wed >which are the best sleeping pills to take to end my >life,how many and will it be painless? > >> >>ANSWER: Around 50 or 60 I would suppose. >> >>2) how many minutes will it take? >> >>ANSWER: Probably a couple hours. My advice is to take >>half of them in the pill form and then crush the other >>half into dust and swallow that too. Washing them all >>down with some alcohol will make the process faster >>and make you numb. >> >>3) what are the first side effects? >> >>ANSWER: Without alcohol you might feel a bit queezy, >>but most likly you'll fall asleep if you lay down once >>you take them. >> >>4) what are possible side effects if it doesn't work? >> >>ANSWER: I have actually tried to kill myself with >>sleeping pills (I only used about 20) and the after >>effects aren't that bad. You might be out for 20 some >>hours and then once you wake up you're kinda shakey.. >>and when someone taps you on the shoulder or something >>you'll be really jumpy. The entire day afterwards I >>was really quiet. >> >>5) i want to leave this life, but i wonder if i could >>take my little cat with me. do you think i could >>administrate also pills to the cat? >> >>ANSWER: Kill your cat?! Well I suppose you could... >>and since it's a cat it wouldn't need as many pills. >>But I guess it all depends on your religious beliefs >>if you really think that you'll see your cat. >> >>6) where could be the best place to do it. cause close >>to my home there is a cemetery. ( no comments). >> >>ANSWER: There is no need to go to a cemetery (unless >>you want to). You can do it in the comfort of your own >>home. What I did was wait until everyone left for work >>and what not, which was around 3pm. So I took the >>pills and then awoke around noon the next day. >> >>Hope I've helped. Please feel free to e-mail me if you >>have question or just want to talk... >>CheshireCat439@hotmail.com Here is an earlier post by milo. I don't know his credentials, but it seems modern sleeping pills wont kill you. I know an overdose of an antidepressant dothep, will kill you. "No over the counter sleeping pills are not ok, you will most likely end up with agonising stomach cramps and to have your stomach pumped, but they will not kill you. Benzodiazepine sleeping pills will not kill you either no matter how many you take. And the two different non benzodiazepine sleeping pills that can be prescribed most likely wont kill you either. Do not take an overdose of paracetomol as this will cause liver damage or failure, If you live you will have terribble liver problems and if your in pain they may not be able to do much for your pain because yur liver cannot metabolise the painkillers. I frequently feel siucidal, and although to some people it appears as a moment of madness or insanity,to the person feeling suicidal it may feel like a moment of clarity. But I fell everybody is under an obligation to tell the person or people family e.t.c. that you are feeling suicidal. Because so much of what is going on is hidden from people around you they do not percieve that you are suicidal, so you need to tell them, so at least they may understand if the worst scenario comes to pass. All things in life are transient and all things change and even if you have been suicidal for decades , things can and will change, there are qualitys and talents that people have , peolpe who have and are suffering are in the best position to understand help and guide those who are suffering also. Make some radical changes in your life, you may feel suicidal now but you may not be in two months or a year or a week. And think before you offer practical ways of commiting suicide to people, think that things are transient and can change. And think of the age of the people on this site, think of the potential of what their life holds if they are to change, there will be suffering in most peoles life but there can be great periods of happiness and contentment also. I undestand for people that have no one around them at all. But for those that have you should talk to the people around you, tell them straight out you are suicidal and are seriously considering it. And please try to be more understanding of the woman who lost her nephew, we are all suffering in our own way. we have nothing to lose by talking to the people around us you will find that unlike what i see on this site,( you dont know what it feels like to walk in our shoes e.t.c.e.t.c.) that most people know what it feels like to have considered suicide at some times in there lives."

[> [> Subject: Re: suicide and sleeping pills Author: john (deprssed and bi-polar) [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 20:33:30 03/23/07 Fri There are hours where I want to die and there are not. I have tw=o wonderful children but that doesnt stop this feeling.I keep pushing the limit on how many pills i can take,50-60- seems like an alful lot to e. Maybee ill try it wisome alchol.I am taking meds for my depression and bipolar condition as well. I need help. One day im gonna leave this place.

[> [> [> Subject: Re: suicide and sleeping pills Author: john (feeling tired) [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 20:36:50 03/23/07 Fri >There are hours where I want to die and there are not. >I have two wonderful children but that doesn't stop >this feeling.I keep pushing the limit on how many >pills i can take,50-60- seems like an allful lot to e. >Maybe ill try it with some alcohol.I am taking med's for >my depression and bipolar condition as well. I need >help. One day Im gonna leave this place. The spelling has been corrected sorry im pretty tire right now.

[> [> Subject: Re: suicide and sleeping pills Author: Estela- depressed [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 15:25:21 03/27/07 Tue Im sooooo tired of this life. The best thig to do is to end it. I have a husband who practically ignormes I know he ws in love with anorhther woman but it is very fustrating to do as much as I can and to know that regardles of whay I can whe will never love me as much. I think everyone would just be better off without me. I wish I just had one true friend. Which is the resaon why Im considering suicide. I want a painfree way to do it. Just his mornign I took about 8 xanax not to die but just to take the pain of being so lonlely away. At this moment I feel completetly worthless, tired and out of it with all the xanax I took. How many slpeeing pills do I need. I would like it to be fast. The onlyu think that breaks my heart is to know the pain that my death will cuase my mohter. I know she would give up her life for me any minute but I cant' stand it. I cant stand being so miserable while everyone else so soooo happy. How many pills, where can I get them and how long will it take.

[> [> [> Subject: Re: suicide and sleeping pills Author: Joshie (Confused, Enlightened) [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 03:40:23 07/08/07 Sun >Im sooooo tired of this life. The best thig to do is >to end it. I have a husband who practically ignormes >I know he ws in love with anorhther woman but it is >very fustrating to do as much as I can and to know >that regardles of whay I can whe will never love me as >much. I think everyone would just be better off >without me. I wish I just had one true friend. Which >is the resaon why Im considering suicide. I want a >painfree way to do it. Just his mornign I took about >8 xanax not to die but just to take the pain of being >so lonlely away. At this moment I feel completetly >worthless, tired and out of it with all the xanax I >took. > >How many slpeeing pills do I need. I would like it to >be fast. The onlyu think that breaks my heart is to >know the pain that my death will cuase my mohter. I >know she would give up her life for me any minute but >I cant' stand it. I cant stand being so miserable >while everyone else so soooo happy. > >How many pills, where can I get them and how long will >it take. I Read Your Post, I Too Wish I Had 1 True Friend To Talk To, Then I Would Probably Want To Live, I To Want Someone To Talk To So E-mail Me, Maybe We Can Help Eachother

[> [> [> Subject: Re: suicide and sleeping pills Author: Will [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 01:05:09 09/26/07 Wed >Im sooooo tired of this life. The best thig to do is >to end it. I have a husband who practically ignormes >I know he ws in love with anorhther woman but it is >very fustrating to do as much as I can and to know >that regardles of whay I can whe will never love me as >much. I think everyone would just be better off >without me. I wish I just had one true friend. Which >is the resaon why Im considering suicide. I want a >painfree way to do it. Just his mornign I took about >8 xanax not to die but just to take the pain of being >so lonlely away. At this moment I feel completetly >worthless, tired and out of it with all the xanax I >took. > >How many slpeeing pills do I need. I would like it to >be fast. The onlyu think that breaks my heart is to >know the pain that my death will cuase my mohter. I >know she would give up her life for me any minute but >I cant' stand it. I cant stand being so miserable >while everyone else so soooo happy. > >How many pills, where can I get them and how long will >it take. An earlier post by milo says modern sleeping pills wont kil you: "No over the counter sleeping pills are not ok, you will most likely end up with agonising stomach cramps and to have your stomach pumped, but they will not kill you. Benzodiazepine sleeping pills will not kill you either no matter how many you take. And the two different non benzodiazepine sleeping pills that can be prescribed most likely wont kill you either. Do not take an overdose of paracetomol as this will cause liver damage or failure, If you live you will have terribble liver problems and if your in pain they may not be able to do much for your pain because yur liver cannot metabolise the painkillers. I frequently feel siucidal, and although to some people it appears as a moment of madness or insanity,to the person feeling suicidal it may feel like a moment of clarity. But I fell everybody is under an obligation to tell the person or people family e.t.c. that you are feeling suicidal. Because so much of what is going on is hidden from people around you they do not percieve that you are suicidal, so you need to tell them, so at least they may understand if the worst scenario comes to pass. All things in life are transient and all things change and even if you have been suicidal for decades , things can and will change, there are qualitys and talents that people have , peolpe who have and are suffering are in the best position to understand help and guide those who are suffering also. Make some radical changes in your life, you may feel suicidal now but you may not be in two months or a year or a week. And think before you offer practical ways of commiting suicide to people, think that things are transient and can change. And think of the age of the people on this site, think of the potential of what their life holds if they are to change, there will be suffering in most peoles life but there can be great periods of happiness and contentment also. I undestand for people that have no one around them at all. But for those that have you should talk to the people around you, tell them straight out you are suicidal and are seriously considering it. And please try to be more understanding of the woman who lost her nephew, we are all suffering in our own way. we have nothing to lose by talking to the people around us you will find that unlike what i see on this site,( you dont know what it feels like to walk in our shoes e.t.c.e.t.c.) that most people know what it feels like to have considered suicide at some times in there lives." I dont know his credentials, but on the net I cant find any reference to an overdose of Benzodiazepine sleeping pills killing you, it seems the worst you can get is coma. I know the antidrepressant dothep kills you in an overdose, doctors will not perscibe it to suicidal patients.

[> [> Subject: Re: suicide and sleeping pills Author: Estela [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 15:34:16 03/27/07 Tue Could someone please tell me how many sleeping pills I need. Ineed to do this ASAP. The longer I thingk about it the hardest it gets. I want a pain free and easy way to kill myself. Please help me

[> [> Subject: Re: suicide and sleeping pills Author: Me [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 00:56:40 03/30/07 Fri Taking sleeping pills is not a painless way to go. I have tried to take pills many times to end my life, you just end up feeling like shit and not everytime you go to sleep. YOu just get really nervous and adjatated. As for the person wanting to kill their cat as well, what is your problem bad enough you are going to hurt your family now you are going to kill something else....what the hell is wrong with you. You make me want to tell you some awful things but I can see you are allready depressed. As a person who has tried to take their life many ways, your time will come just wait it out and when it is time it will happen. You never know you might be sad today and then the next have something totaly wonderful happen to you.

[> [> Subject: Re: suicide and sleeping pills Author: notright [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 06:15:07 06/22/07 Fri many of you sicken me. i do wonder if any of you know that assisting one in a suicide makes you an accomplice to murder. are you really that low that you want to take down as many as you can just to feel better. dont give anyone advice on how to kill themselves. many have families and friends who love them and you want to tell them to kill themselves? fuck you, you stupid disgusting bitches, i usually dont say this, but maybe you should kill yourself in order not to give advice for another to kill themselve, im so outraged.

[> [> [> Subject: Re: suicide and sleeping pills Author: maybe (you dont know) [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 22:21:29 07/30/07 Mon maybe you have never had someone that you have helped spit in your face for no reason, maybe you have never had your mother tell you that she hates you when you were the only one to come see her in the hospital when she had every heart attack that she ever had (7) and 2 strokes and mayby you never took her home only to be told that ," I dont need you , i dont love you, call one of my kids that i love. you discuss me , or that you have let every family member that you love use you and do every thing that you can for your husband and he calls you worthless because you get sick and loss your job. maybe things have have always gone right in your life and your people love you and youv've always treated everyone the bible says you should and everyone treats you like crap and you just cant take it anymore, what should you do? when the pain becomes so strong that you just cant take it any more, what should you do?, tell me what should you do?>many of you sicken me. i do wonder if any of you know >that assisting one in a suicide makes you an >accomplice to murder. are you really that low that you >want to take down as many as you can just to feel >better. dont give anyone advice on how to kill >themselves. many have families and friends who love >them and you want to tell them to kill themselves? >fuck you, you stupid disgusting bitches, i usually >dont say this, but maybe you should kill yourself in >order not to give advice for another to kill >themselve, im so outraged.

[> [> Subject: Re: suicide and sleeping pills Author: Humail [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 06:38:14 07/04/07 Wed can u tell me the name of sleeping pill whic is available in Pakistan.. i wana die... waiting 4 ur reply

[> [> Subject: pills Author: me (:() [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 20:01:28 07/19/07 Thu im doing it tonight. 200 sleeping pills. Unisom are the strongest ive used. fuck everything.

[> [> [> Subject: Re: pills Author: cool (reply back to us) [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 03:05:06 07/20/07 Fri >im doing it tonight. > >200 sleeping pills. >Unisom are the strongest ive used. > >fuck everything. If it doesn't work reply back to us, cause if I don't here from you soon I will assume it worked and I will do the same thing.. I have been trying to figure out how to commit suicide for years.. This will be my fifth attemp... thanks

[> Subject: Re: suicide and sleeping pills Author: missmaria [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 20:00:09 12/29/05 Thu Whenever I read postings like this I am immediately sad. Depressed people are some of the most caring, affectionate, creative, empathetic, and sympathetic people in the world. The problem is really we feel too much, too deep. And that's not really a bad thing. And what do we look for? LOVE as always. But often we mistake what we need for romantic love or sex. This really isn't the answer, and neither is drugs, cutting, suicide attempts, etc. The answer is support; someone who listens, cares, and helps us help ourselves learn how to feel better within ourselves. Let's be real, when we are depressed and we find a boyfriend or girlfriend we attach our whole selves to this person, and are usually disappointed. So the cycle continues. What I propose is a support group with all these wonderful people helping each other. And I would like to create and nurture such a project. Why? Well, for me it's a matter of my own life, I know that's what I need and would like to start. I enjoy helping people and that is what I do to stop myself from getting depressed. I am also a psych major but it really isn't about that, personally I had a trying holiday and realized that I needed to get into something, do something to help myself and others. This is not a scam, I'm not charging any money or anything, no I'm not some old man looking to molest teens, and I'm definitely not a person trying to find someone to have a suicide pact with. I'm 23, a female, and don't need to meet with anyone face to face for this. The internet should suffice nicely. I would like to help those who are looking for ways to gain and keep self esteem and self love. As I said I would like to start a support group, of positive people helping one another stay positive. If you are interested send me an email to raishawn@yahoo.com, include name or nickname, any suicide attempts (where, why and how), any official diagnoses (bipolar, post traumatic stress, etc.), any drug, alcohol, or self abuse problems, and any hobbies. For the subject just put "Hi Maria, I'm (you're name)". Good luck to all of you and I wish you the best, regardless of if you send me an email or not.

[> [> Subject: Re: suicide and sleeping pills Author: Z [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 19:07:31 02/17/06 Fri >I feel like killing myself tonight. I would, but I don't think I haave enough pills. I am so tired of this world. I don't belong here."Life's a Bitch, then you Die". Whenever I read postings like this I am immediately >sad. Depressed people are some of the most caring, >affectionate, creative, empathetic, and sympathetic >people in the world. The problem is really we feel too >much, too deep. And that's not really a bad thing. And >what do we look for? LOVE as always. But often we >mistake what we need for romantic love or sex. This >really isn't the answer, and neither is drugs, >cutting, suicide attempts, etc. The answer is support; >someone who listens, cares, and helps us help >ourselves learn how to feel better within ourselves. >Let's be real, when we are depressed and we find a >boyfriend or girlfriend we attach our whole selves to >this person, and are usually disappointed. So the >cycle continues. What I propose is a support group >with all these wonderful people helping each other. >And I would like to create and nurture such a project. >Why? Well, for me it's a matter of my own life, I know >that's what I need and would like to start. I enjoy >helping people and that is what I do to stop myself >from getting depressed. I am also a psych major but it >really isn't about that, personally I had a trying >holiday and realized that I needed to get into >something, do something to help myself and others. >This is not a scam, I'm not charging any money or >anything, no I'm not some old man looking to molest >teens, and I'm definitely not a person trying to find >someone to have a suicide pact with. I'm 23, a female, >and don't need to meet with anyone face to face for >this. The internet should suffice nicely. I would like >to help those who are looking for ways to gain and >keep self esteem and self love. As I said I would like >to start a support group, of positive people helping >one another stay positive. If you are interested send >me an email to raishawn@yahoo.com, include name or >nickname, any suicide attempts (where, why and how), >any official diagnoses (bipolar, post traumatic >stress, etc.), any drug, alcohol, or self abuse >problems, and any hobbies. For the subject just put >"Hi Maria, I'm (you're name)". Good luck to all of you >and I wish you the best, regardless of if you send me >an email or not.

[> Subject: Re: suicide and sleeping pills Author: Richard [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 15:02:20 01/27/06 Fri u guys kno whut i think? i think u guys are being stupid, killin ur self.. life is too precious to just throw away like that.. you all are fuckin dumb. seriously.

[> [> Subject: Re: suicide and sleeping pills Author: Sal [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 15:04:42 05/29/06 Mon >u guys kno whut i think? i think u guys are being >stupid, killin ur self.. life is too precious to just >throw away like that.. you all are fuckin dumb. >seriously. Ur a fucking dickhead. You obviously don't want to commit suicide but you want to tell off people who do. Keep stupid nasty comments like this to yourself. Maybe YOU should kill yourself you fucking little punk motherfucker. Fuck your mother, bye.

[> [> [> Subject: Re: suicide and sleeping pills Author: "O" [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 10:32:06 07/01/06 Sat >>u guys kno whut i think? i think u guys are being >>stupid, killin ur self.. life is too precious to just >>throw away like that.. you all are fuckin dumb. >>seriously. > >Ur a fucking dickhead. You obviously don't want to >commit suicide but you want to tell off people who do. >Keep stupid nasty comments like this to yourself. >Maybe YOU should kill yourself you fucking little punk >motherfucker. Fuck your mother, bye. Yea keep your cold opinions to yourself. You obviously have not gone through such aweful long lasting never ending pain so how the hell could you know. Its like your trying to explain to us what light really looks like and your totally blind and we have 20/20 vision. Good for you you dont understand this pain. Trust me I wish I felt that way.

[> Subject: Re: suicide and sleeping pills Author: Jennifer [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 05:35:15 02/13/06 Mon does it hurt swallowing pulls? what is one way to kill yourself without feeling the pain?

[> Subject: Re: suicide and sleeping pills Author: Sandra [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 18:03:48 02/13/06 Mon >+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ >i am so tired of living how many temazepam 30 mg pills would it take please i need to know >second one. (10 pills inside). > >2) how many minutes will it take? > >3) what are the first side effects? > >4) what are possible side effects if it doesn't work? > >5) i want to leave this life, but i wonder if i could >take my little cat with me. do you think i could >administrate also pills to the cat? > >6) where could be the best place to do it. cause close >to my home there is a cemetery. ( no comments). > >+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ > >thank you a lot by answering these questions. you have >no idea what i've been going through. the end of my >life is getting closer every day, so i think it is >time for the final destination. goodbye. > >+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

[> Subject: Re: suicide and sleeping pills Author: todd [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 23:53:01 02/20/06 Mon How can I kill myself withour a pain...

[> Subject: Re: suicide and sleeping pills Author: Vikadin and Sleeping Pills [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 14:40:27 02/24/06 Fri I have this fantasy of filling up my bathtub with really warm water. I'd take as many pills as I could and slip into the bath where I would hopefully die in my sleep. I don't like the idea of pain either. I wouldn't want to feel anything. The only reason I don't do it is because of my parents. I just broke up with my boyfriend of 3 years and the pain is unbearable. I stopped cutting when I was 15. I'm 20 now. Why does it seem like pain keeps coming? Why does it seem like I can't escape it? When I think it's gone, it's only just begun.

[> [> Subject: Re: suicide and sleeping pills Author: James [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 14:18:18 02/28/06 Tue ok... this is for anyone out there that needs anyone to talk to or help.. im 21,male and in the marines and i at one point in time was at a point in my life i thought that nothing would ever get better, but belive me ther is always a light at the end of th tunnel. I will give u my back ground and what i went through and maybe it will help (sorry my spelling and things are not that great...) anyway here we go. I grew up in a small town in oregon i was popular had what most people thought was the perfect life father ceo of a major corperation in california mom that was cool... but on the inside things were very bad my dad payed for my love an still does to a lesser extent to this day.. mom that was herself at the time depressed and alone and didnt really have the support that i thought i needed, so in return i moved on to drugs and sex and pretty much anything else i could to fill my time so that i might be able to get away from the pain i felt inside, well things pretty much went shitty i got f's for pretty much evry class in jr high and in high school but i could not get away with saying it was to hard because of the fact that my freshman year i took the SATs and scored a 1400 so in return i was rideculed by my parents and shit got kinda low but as time went on i finaly went back to school oh i must have forgot to mention i dropped out and i graduated with a 3.8 and joined the marines so that i could better myself and find my own happyness now dont get me wrong there are times when i get deppressed like for instance my gf and i just broke up we had been together for about 11 months and just out of the blew she dumped me and it sucks but with the help of people my friends and loved ones it gets alot more easy evryday, my advice if u are deppressed for one is dont hide it thats what i did and it almost killed me, talk to people if u dont have someone u know to speak to then fine, speak to someone on here that will never really get to see u face to face and it may be more easy, and surround yourself with people the hardest times for me still are the times im alone.. if u have someone around family whatever i had my little brother sleep in my room for a long time when i was in the process of getting better so remember there is always someone there to help and im here fer sure

[> [> Subject: Re: suicide and sleeping pills Author: brahmshiv [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 15:38:22 02/28/06 Tue hi everyone, i think throughout my life suicide has popped in and out of my mind, pride and issues of abandonment were the reasons. i think life is very precious, but that pain of what people will think of us after we've failed at a task or strong bouts of emotional turmoil from feeling like our loved ones abandoned us make the fantasy of suicide relatively appealing. what's better than forgetfulness in trying times? right? i made a failed suicide attempt (i reneged after taking 40 aspirin) just under 2 years ago, reason: b/c i was ashamed of being ridiculed for not showing up to an exam (i didn't show up for the exam b/c i was depressed about my wife having resentment against me.) i think if i'm ever gonna get over this, it's gonna be by not worrying what others think and having a support group. i think people who ridicule us while we're down should be ashamed. but, b/c there are alot of'em, we think we deserve no empathy when in fact we do. further, to be happy, i think u have to live from the inside. i don't mean hide from the world or don't love anyone, but derive ur meaning for life from the inside, specifically, that gut feeling. anyway, best of luck. i'm gonna stay in this life despite any career failures or loved ones leaving me, b/c it's my life, not anyone elses. i think if ur contemplating suicide, u should do 2 things. 1) speak to some counselor discreetly 2) find time alone from everyone and meditate on ur life.

[> Subject: Re: suicide and sleeping pills Author: Jennie [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 19:13:24 03/16/06 Thu I also have thought about taking sleeping pills to commit suicide. Actually I just took 20 sleeping pills, but from what I read it will not do anything to me. I have had another suicide attempt about 2 monthes ago...I took 45 adivan but needless to say it did not kill me. I wish I had something to offer, but needless to say I do not.

[> [> Subject: Re: suicide and sleeping pills Author: diediekillkill [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 20:35:48 04/06/06 Thu hey, how about tryin a few different kinds of pills and mix them and also liquor..that should do it :D or try some uppers and downers..lots of them. heart should explode if not..keep mixing!!! if it dont work lemme know, i wanna try to get out of this hell hole for good as well!

[> [> Subject: Re: suicide and sleeping pills Author: oreo (tired of being here) [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 12:04:49 10/01/06 Sun >I also have thought about taking sleeping pills to >commit suicide. Actually I just took 20 sleeping >pills, but from what I read it will not do anything to >me. I have had another suicide attempt about 2 >monthes ago...I took 45 adivan but needless to say it >did not kill me. I wish I had something to offer, but >needless to say I do not. I was wondering if a mixure of Adivan and sleeping pills would work. I have more like 35 sleeping pills and like 40 adivan

[> Subject: Re: suicide and sleeping pills Author: Sin [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 22:27:45 03/16/06 Thu Life isn't 'precious' if you're constantly suffering and no one can help you. I've had many attempts at ending my life via overdosing on pills; unfortunately, all ending in failure. Now, I can't swallow a single pill without the urge to wretch. Of course, there are other ways, but the majority of them are coupled with a good helping of negative physical feeling (damn those nerves). I strongly abhore pain, as I have to live with it on a daily basis due to a curious injury in my shoulder and neck (a continuous stabbing pain.. much like a steak knife being drawn in and out whenever I move). A pity I cannot easily obtain access to lethal injection. I've heard it's painless and you go peacefully...

[> Subject: suicide and sleeping pills Author: Debbie [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 18:07:52 03/25/06 Sat Have thought about this for years, it's getting worse everyday can't stop thinking about it. I feel so useless, sad, unhappy with marriage, no money, no real friends, no job, disabled can't even walk down the street, weight 350lbs and embarrassed about going out in public. I just can't stand the way I look! I have tried to get on disability since August no word back. I have a back problem not only from my weight from accident. Doctors can't ease pain and i'm getting heavier. I just can't get it together. Just can't stop crying all the time! I'm afraid to go to hell but can't stand this life either. how many ambien does it take to commit suicide? I have around 70 pills right now at 10mg, do i need more?

[> Subject: Re: suicide and sleeping pills Author: Soy *sad* [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 11:20:09 04/21/06 Fri you could get really drunk and take some sleeping pills. thats is what killed my friend. She did that and she never woke up. but won't someone miss you cuz every one misses her!!! =*(

[> Subject: Re: suicide and sleeping pills Author: Grae [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 22:14:42 04/24/06 Mon If it wasnt for a$sholes and inconsiderate people to make us feel inferior, we wouldnt have to stopp to killing ourselves as the only resolution. We want to because we are truly miserable in all aspects imaginable. It sucks for me because the ones I thought loved me only used me and drained me of life. Now I walk the earth without a purpose nor reason. I have no reason to want to live. Even those closest to me make me feel like everyone's scapegoat and target.

[> Subject: Re: suicide and sleeping pills Author: 80 years old in a 16 year old body [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 19:09:56 05/10/06 Wed >+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ >hi there, i know i am young, but i am truly excited about killing myself, i got invited to prom this weekend, and my parents are out of town untill monday, i was hoping to do it then, all my friends will be too drunk to stop me, but just wondering what is the easiest and most leathal thing? pain doesnt bother me >hello. no need explanation, too long and sad to tell ( >no joke). just need some answers. thanx. > >1) how many sleeping pills do i approximately need to >die, perish, expire or pass away? once for all ! > >ps: i bought a packet allready, but perhaps i need a >second one. (10 pills inside). > >2) how many minutes will it take? > >3) what are the first side effects? > >4) what are possible side effects if it doesn't work? > >5) i want to leave this life, but i wonder if i could >take my little cat with me. do you think i could >administrate also pills to the cat? > >6) where could be the best place to do it. cause close >to my home there is a cemetery. ( no comments). > >+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ > >thank you a lot by answering these questions. you have >no idea what i've been going through. the end of my >life is getting closer every day, so i think it is >time for the final destination. goodbye. > >+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

[> Subject: Re: suicide and sleeping pills Author: Fuck it [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 15:16:51 06/14/06 Wed want painless need to go buy a needle and some oxy-cottin then go get some zanax which are lethal when you mix the 2 together. Drink some alcohol and put the oxy cottin in the cyringe, you'll need at least 80 milligrams of O.C I would go with 160 that should kill you on its own. Shoot the O.C, but eat the zanax first because you may not even get the chance to after you shoot the O.C... Bam you'll die either right away or slow, but you will feel damn good. Just check around for the drugs people you know just ask around see if you can buy some... There are always old people with these scripts. I FUCKING HATE MY LIFE THINKING ABOUT THIS REAL HARD! Also dont mix it up its Oxycottin not Oxycodone

[> Subject: Re: suicide and sleeping pills Author: "O" [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 11:00:44 07/01/06 Sat >+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ >Its amazing what the lack of Love, Joy and no support from your family can do. I curse cold selfcentered mean abusive cold hearted parents out there. if this is you stop what you are doing to your kids and hold them. It really isnt that hard. End the cycle of abandonment now. I only can imagine what my life would have been if only my mom loved and held and played and believed in me. Id be the king of the world. But instead Ive been the disposible son. Please Please Please Love your kids. >hello. no need explanation, too long and sad to tell ( >no joke). just need some answers. thanx. > >1) how many sleeping pills do i approximately need to >die, perish, expire or pass away? once for all ! > >ps: i bought a packet allready, but perhaps i need a >second one. (10 pills inside). > >2) how many minutes will it take? > >3) what are the first side effects? > >4) what are possible side effects if it doesn't work? > >5) i want to leave this life, but i wonder if i could >take my little cat with me. do you think i could >administrate also pills to the cat? > >6) where could be the best place to do it. cause close >to my home there is a cemetery. ( no comments). > >+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ > >thank you a lot by answering these questions. you have >no idea what i've been going through. the end of my >life is getting closer every day, so i think it is >time for the final destination. goodbye. > >+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

[> Subject: Re: suicide and sleeping pills Author: Ivy [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 10:54:39 07/02/06 Sun I've also been considering sleeping pills .. Even if i dont take enough to kill me, atleast i'll be sleeping for a good number of hours .. I need to get my mind off things somehow though .. Does anyone know a good brand of sleeping pills?

[> [> Subject: Re: suicide and sleeping pills Author: Tried [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 07:17:17 07/05/06 Wed I will tell all of you right now, from recent experience, do NOT try this method. I tried taking 24 pills on Sunday July 2 and it was the worst experience ever. I thought that would be enough to kill myself but it was only enough to scare the f*** out of me. Part of me did die that day but part of me also woke up. You do not want to go through that. Darkness, emptiness, numbness...and yet still be alive. Half conscious and half dead. There is no getting out of it. I am so glad to be alive right now. I have many problems myself and plenty of reasons to die but that is not the way to go. I do not support or recommend suicide but do not go about anything in this manner. Try a different way if you feel you must. This will only bring you more suffering. I am lucky to have no permanent side effects other then the memory of what lies between life and death.

[> [> [> Subject: Re: suicide and sleeping pills Author: a failure in life (i just tried of failing) [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 14:08:53 07/15/06 Sat i feel its my time to go. my life means as empty as my victories which is very few. I still plan to kill myself using my truck, but because its a 2002 i will use sleeping pills as well. i guess my question is a is there one type of pill strong enough and two will i go to hell.

[> Subject: Re: suicide and sleeping pills Author: JX [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 20:44:56 07/05/06 Wed really? how u takes thoes pills with? 24 with just plain water? nono try with alcahol it may works fine... close eye n go 4eva.

[> [> Subject: Re: suicide and sleeping pills Author: Tried [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 13:37:13 07/06/06 Thu >really? how u takes thoes pills with? 24 with just >plain water? nono try with alcahol it may works >fine... close eye n go 4eva. Took them with alcohol. Was drunk from the night before as well. Did not work. Closed eyes and did not sleep. My body went numb and I could not control my muscles.

[> Subject: Re: suicide and sleeping pills Author: Dimmar [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 12:26:14 07/13/06 Thu sleeping pills *vallium* are okay for suicide with beer? it working? and how many sleeping pills i must take? i am 37 years old and my heart it s not like a 20 years old man so maybe its essiest to kill me the sleeping pills, i want an answer please and not just thinking please. thanks

[> Subject: Re: suicide and sleeping pills Author: Marshall (normal) [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 02:25:04 09/15/06 Fri >+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ >For all of you who want or are trying to commit suicide,please don't do it. Although I don't know you guys it hurts me so deeply to the core in seeing how bad some of you have it or feel like you have it. I know many of you won't agree with me, but regardless of how you feel or what your going through, there are people out there that still love you, even though it may not seem that way, there is also a God out there who loves you dearly and does not want you to die. JESUS can save you and will save you, he loves you more than you can imagine and is always with you. Even though many of you probably don't agree with me, please give him a chance, please don't give up. Please say yes to life, to a new a way, by saying yes to Jesus. From the Heart, Marshall >hello. no need explanation, too long and sad to tell ( >no joke). just need some answers. thanx. > >1) how many sleeping pills do i approximately need to >die, perish, expire or pass away? once for all ! > >ps: i bought a packet allready, but perhaps i need a >second one. (10 pills inside). > >2) how many minutes will it take? > >3) what are the first side effects? > >4) what are possible side effects if it doesn't work? > >5) i want to leave this life, but i wonder if i could >take my little cat with me. do you think i could >administrate also pills to the cat? > >6) where could be the best place to do it. cause close >to my home there is a cemetery. ( no comments). > >+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ > >thank you a lot by answering these questions. you have >no idea what i've been going through. the end of my >life is getting closer every day, so i think it is >time for the final destination. goodbye. > >+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

[> Subject: Re: suicide and sleeping pills Author: Edward [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 16:30:21 09/15/06 Fri Don't do a silly thing like taking your own life. The pain the people will feel around you will be 10 times worse, so basically you would've broken alot of peope's hearts and they will always have that sorrow in their heart for the rest of the their life. If you think things are that bad, why don't you just try new exciting things. You have the power to make your life spontaneous and exciting. You just have to break out of that doldrum and throw caution to the wind. The world is a large place, travel and see different cultures. Try bungee jumping, or better yet try sky diving. Go to bars and night clubs, there's always chatty people there, who knows you might meet someone special. If you're shy then have a few drinks, you'll open right up. Just don't give up so quickly. Life is full of peaks and valleys, ups and downs. New experiences. I guess what I'm trying to say is don't be so narrow-minded, there's so much to live for out there.

[> Subject: Re: suicide and sleeping pills Author: sheena (HELP) [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 04:21:14 10/06/06 Fri Hi, I just got married 9 months ago and am just not happy in the relashionship. I want to rest in peace forever. I just got 50mg sleeping pills. Can someone please tell me how many should i take to leave this world once and for all. Or should i go for a stronger pill?(100mg or 200mg) please reply as soon as possible.

[> [> Subject: Re: suicide and sleeping pills Author: sheena (help) [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 04:23:27 10/06/06 Fri >Hi, >I just got married 9 months ago and am just not happy >in the relationship. I want to rest in peace forever. >I just got 50mg sleeping pills. Can someone please >tell me how many should i take to leave this world >once and for all. Or should i go for a stronger >pill?(100mg or 200mg) > >please reply as soon as possible.

[> Subject: Re: suicide and sleeping pills Author: Maryann [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 22:57:51 10/18/06 Wed I am sad and tired and have come to the rational conclusion that life is just a period of pain and suffering that we go through in order to, hopefully, better appreciate what comes after death. I wish I would die now so that I could enjoy my afterlife, but I feel that if I take my own life, it is cheating somehow and I will have to suffer the consequences, maybe by being reincarnated. I also think that no matter how much pain I feel, I do not have the right to cause pain for my family and friends who do not understand how horrible my life has become.

[> Subject: Re: suicide and sleeping pills Author: I'm not giving my name to a computer. (Blah) [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 15:40:30 11/29/06 Wed >+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ > >hello. no need explanation, too long and sad to tell ( >no joke). just need some answers. thanx. > >1) how many sleeping pills do i approximately need to >die, perish, expire or pass away? once for all ! > >ps: i bought a packet allready, but perhaps i need a >second one. (10 pills inside). > >2) how many minutes will it take? > >3) what are the first side effects? > >4) what are possible side effects if it doesn't work? > >5) i want to leave this life, but i wonder if i could >take my little cat with me. do you think i could >administrate also pills to the cat? > >6) where could be the best place to do it. cause close >to my home there is a cemetery. ( no comments). > >+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ > >thank you a lot by answering these questions. you have >no idea what i've been going through. the end of my >life is getting closer every day, so i think it is >time for the final destination. goodbye. > >+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ I'm not going to call you all loser's, but you are idiots. I took 30 heart pills (unsure of the name) 20 sleeping pills, and went through more than half a 26 of vodka, and needless to say, was very unsuccessful. I ended up in the hospital, with an I.V. pumping some really funny coloured liquid into my body. But, alas that didnt stop me from still trying, I pulled out my I.V. and tryed to bleed out. that didn't work, a nurse came and slapped my arm and stopped it from bleeding. If you really want to die, Pick up 5 or 6 exstacy tablets from your local drug dealer, pick up a 26 of whiskey, take all 5 pills with at least a shot of whiskey. then put a bag or pillow case over you're head and go to sleep. i can ALMOST (there is like a 10 percent chance you'll survive. but if you do, im pretty sure the hospital you get sent to would believe you were god himself (or herself).) garantee you this will work. If you cant find exstacy, because you don't know anybody who sells it, well... try steps 2 and 3 and replace step one with MDA or anything you feel confident is toxic to your health. i must say though, if you fail when you take alot of pills, like with the sleeping pill idea, you wont be able to try it again, it becaomes a mental block, all you can remember is how you felt after you took them, and how they felt going down, and im pretty sure you won't want to do it again. if Any of you try my method, then i hope to not hear from you again, because that would mean that i've found an effective way to off yourself.

[> Subject: Re: suicide and sleeping pills Author: I'm not giving my name to a computer. (Blah) [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 15:43:10 11/29/06 Wed for those of you who think that a half a 226 isn't enough when you drink it straight, you try taking that many pills, and then see how much you can drink before you just pass out.

[> Subject: Re: suicide and sleeping pills Author: steve (wwhy am I here?) [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 23:44:05 12/02/06 Sat I just need someone to talk to. The loves of my life have turned out to be using me and my friends are no better. I am a kind caring person and I know i dont deserve to be treated how I have been. I feel that life is always going to be like this, I let people hurt me because I think they might somehow be different from the rest. I am gullable I suppose. I have thought about suicide since 6th grade an I am now 20. I guess I had always thought things would get better so I didnt kill myself, I decided to live and wait things out. But now its been quite some time and things have only gotten worse with age because I am subject to new problems and situations etc. I have always wanted to cut my wrists but i dont want to die in pain since I am living in pain, I would like at least a moments peace before I probably go to hell. To anyone who has never thought of suicide good for you, your life must be better than ours, we dont look for sympathy, we dont need it. I feel things will not get better, I am 20 years old and I feel I have yet to start living. I mean shit another 20 years will pass by quickly unless I go to prison and I'm sure nothing better will come of another 20 years. I constantly let people use me and I dont know why, maybe I am only hoping they will be different (and I'm talking about my girlfriends). I want to die in peace,alone and where noone will ever find me. I dont want my family to be hurt. I want them to think that I simly chose to live my life somewhere else and without them, it would be better than for them or someone else to find me bloody or dead. I sit alone most nights behind a computer alone and with noone to talk to. There is nothing wrong with me physically, I am fit but I guess it is just the things inside my head that like to torture me. I've tried pretending things are fine and being ignorant but it only works for so long. If anyone would like to talk about anything email me at adams734@yahoo.com, I like to talk. Thanks for listening.

[> Subject: Re: suicide and sleeping pills Author: honey (not feeling to leave, just fed up with life) [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 02:07:24 04/10/07 Tue >+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ > >hello. no need explanation, too long and sad to tell ( >no joke). just need some answers. thanx. > >just give me the name of pills, thats enough

[> Subject: Re: suicide and sleeping pills Author: meh [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 14:37:45 04/12/07 Thu ey wassup. wats the best way to commit suicide w/o making it look like suicide. like make it look like an accident. I was thinking bout via car. ny ideas? >+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ > >hello. no need explanation, too long and sad to tell ( >no joke). just need some answers. thanx. > >1) how many sleeping pills do i approximately need to >die, perish, expire or pass away? once for all ! > >ps: i bought a packet allready, but perhaps i need a >second one. (10 pills inside). > >2) how many minutes will it take? > >3) what are the first side effects? > >4) what are possible side effects if it doesn't work? > >5) i want to leave this life, but i wonder if i could >take my little cat with me. do you think i could >administrate also pills to the cat? > >6) where could be the best place to do it. cause close >to my home there is a cemetery. ( no comments). > >+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ > >thank you a lot by answering these questions. you have >no idea what i've been going through. the end of my >life is getting closer every day, so i think it is >time for the final destination. goodbye. > >+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++