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Subject: Re: I'm Mature for my age ppl Author: Courtney [ Next Thread | Previous Thread | Next Message | Previous Message ] Date Posted: 17:05:04 02/28/04 Sat In reply to: Faire 's message, "I'm Mature for my age ppl" on 22:13:15 10/21/03 Tue >HI >I'm 14 yrs old. I ahve cut my wrists and i do this >because 1) everyone hates me 2) mom and dad split when >i was 3 yrs old 4) my mom has cancer so i have to play >slave 5) knowone cares about me and knowone would miss >me if i died. I cut my wrist but mom walked in and >saw me and called 911 ( because a dead kid wouldnt >look good in her house). It tock her 3 days to take >me to the hospital for a broken finger and i have been >sick for 3 weeks and ask to see a doctor she doesnt >care. I just cut to make myself feel better. E-mail >me for pic's if you don't belave me. Also ppl ahve >lied and used me all my life. I ahve depreshion waves >along wiht my suicidel actions. i might start seeing >a counsler even if i don't wanna live past 16. > > >Also i think you should stop cutting girl.... i'm >trying yo because its not a good thing ( hey seems >like the right thing to say). Hey im 13 nd i use 2 cut myself 2 i thought every1 hated me nd i still do but i noe alot of ppl dont almost every nite i do again nd lass week i did nd all my friends freaked i wish they new wut i felt like bekuz i have 2 keep all my feelings 2 myself i keep every lil thing bottled up then when i bust every1 wanders y nd no 1 kares if im sad 1 day no 1 kares if my b/ fflirts with every chic in da skewl but they kare if i talk 2 him bout it they kare more bout him then me i noe wut ur goin though my mom is gone all da time she leave at 6 amnd gets home after midnite every nite most the time she's not even home my dad is home all da time nd yells at me all day everyday for no reason i try 2 runaway but they alwayz find me i get in fights at skewl nd now if i get in 1 more im goin 2 jail my brother juss leaves me i ask him 2 take me 2 my best friend jeff's house but he wont i moved so every1 hoo goes 2 my skewl doesnt live around me i feel like every1is leavin me bekuz they r so ur not alone i noe wut ur goin through nd so do alot of other teenes [ Next Thread | Previous Thread | Next Message | Previous Message ]

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[> [> Subject: Re: I'm Mature for my age ppl Author: Nicole [Edit] Date Posted: 15:09:51 07/07/04 Wed >>HI >>I'm 14 yrs old. I ahve cut my wrists and i do this >>because 1) everyone hates me 2) mom and dad split when >>i was 3 yrs old 4) my mom has cancer so i have to play >>slave 5) knowone cares about me and knowone would miss >>me if i died. I cut my wrist but mom walked in and >>saw me and called 911 ( because a dead kid wouldnt >>look good in her house). It tock her 3 days to take >>me to the hospital for a broken finger and i have been >>sick for 3 weeks and ask to see a doctor she doesnt >>care. I just cut to make myself feel better. E-mail >>me for pic's if you don't belave me. Also ppl ahve >>lied and used me all my life. I ahve depreshion waves >>along wiht my suicidel actions. i might start seeing >>a counsler even if i don't wanna live past 16. >> >> >>Also i think you should stop cutting girl.... i'm >>trying yo because its not a good thing ( hey seems >>like the right thing to say). > > > > > > >Hey im 13 nd i use 2 cut myself 2 i thought every1 >hated me nd i still do but i noe alot of ppl dont >almost every nite i do again nd lass week i did nd all >my friends freaked i wish they new wut i felt like >bekuz i have 2 keep all my feelings 2 myself i keep >every lil thing bottled up then when i bust every1 >wanders y nd no 1 kares if im sad 1 day no 1 kares if >my b/ fflirts with every chic in da skewl but they >kare if i talk 2 him bout it they kare more bout him >then me i noe wut ur goin though my mom is gone all da >time she leave at 6 amnd gets home after midnite every >nite most the time she's not even home my dad is home >all da time nd yells at me all day everyday for no >reason i try 2 runaway but they alwayz find me i get >in fights at skewl nd now if i get in 1 more im goin >2 jail my brother juss leaves me i ask him 2 take me 2 >my best friend jeff's house but he wont i moved so >every1 hoo goes 2 my skewl doesnt live around me i >feel like every1is leavin me bekuz they r so ur not >alone i noe wut ur goin through nd so do alot of other >teenes > listen to me please. guys i know that u might feel crappy but its not worth cutting, im not trying to be like ur one friend u told that doesnt understand but i know what ur going through, im only 12. i've been cutting for three years. the last time i did it my mom found out and took me to the doctor, my cuts were so deep i needed stitches all over my arm. and u might think im lying but im telling the truth. After i got stitches they put me in the mental hospital for 2 weeks without seeing or talking to my friends or my boyfriend(who has no idea i used to cut) in the hospital i had the worsts time of my life. they marked me down as suicidal which i wasn't.i did it to relieve stress.i had ALOT of stress. the place was terrible.all white, they took away everything, my braceletes, my shoes, my clothes, everything. when i got out of the hospital i had to go to therapy for a month, during that time my boyfriend broke up with me and called me a phyco bitch. its really not worth it. try to stop cutting. remember all this has happened and im only 12 [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> [> Subject: Re: I'm Mature for my age ppl Author: victoria [Edit] Date Posted: 23:59:48 06/13/05 Mon hey sweetie i know what you mean my life is a living hell to you can check out my xanga sit if you want its xoxsuicidexox and i do cut my self im 16 and i have cut my self scince i was 10 you can email me at oxobitemeoxo@aol.com any time you wish or instant message me i would really like to hear from you even thouugh i dont know you i still care even though the last thing you probaly want is sympathy think about kk well xoxoxo peace [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> [> Subject: Re: I'm Mature for my age ppl Author: RulzR4 [Edit] Date Posted: 03:45:41 03/29/09 Sun hey, im 14 and i have depression, before the christams holidays i did somthing that i REGRET soooooooooooo MUCH!!! i lied and cheated to my friends and it was to akward to hang round them and it went on for like 2 months, they hated me but i wouldnt blame them, i hated my self MORE than them for just doing wat i did, but now evarythings sorted and im back with my friends. but i dont think enayone believes me that i have depression cuase of wat i did, plus...... i dont no how to say it cuase its just..... well theres no word for it but its... HELLLLLL!!! im a bengali, muslim, and thats like the worst to be, my familly have ristrictions to wat i do and i cant do ANYTHING!! and when i say anything i MEEN anything! i cant evan get out of the house, well... i would call it child abuse, i get beaten if i make a mistake and my familly LITRALLY dont care about me, if i NEVER met my friends i would have comitted suicide. MY FRIENDS ARE ARE MY LIFE, if i dont have them then i would die and im not one of those people who say that they would die for there friends and never meen it, im a person who reely would DIE for there friends my life isnt worth living so i might as well die with the people i love, ive done alot in my 14 years of my life, some things bad, somthings good, but i never tell people of the good things i do especially my perants thats why im the only one in my familly that evary one hates becuase they think ive only done the bad things not the good ones, that theyve never heard me talk about, most of my friends no about wat ive done, i have so much stuff to say to them, stuff i found out, stuff i no but wen i get started i just cant finish it, but if you havnt met them, you wont belive wat your missing out on. Most of them are the prettiest thing ive ever witnessed in my life and i LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS, they no more about me than my familly they are the reason im living, they understand me unlike evaryone else!! I have to much to say about my life but i cant say it becuase of the "laws" and "boundaries" of my religion and culture. i never thought anyone cared about me, well not as much as i care about them (only my friends) i would NEVER evan think of hurting them not in anyway, and i wouldnt let anyone hurt them if i could, life is hell wen there not around, and since a week ago, ive been DREAMING about them, i dont no why but i miss them so much wen i go to sleep that i always cry to sleep! and on msn wen i talk to them i ALWAYS, LITRALLY ALWAYS cry cuase i miss them so much and i hate the weekends only cuase i cant see them and be with them, i lve them and i love evary single one of them, and each one of them is uniqe, but i dont think the no all this and im sure they hide some feelings of theres that evan i dont no but i just wanna tell them SOMEHOW! that i will ALWAYS be there for them, and anyone of you aswell if you need help!. those 2 months was like living hell to me and i think i came like an inch to suicide but i decided to live for an other day. you guys have my deapest smypthys, i never new there would be people who had the sort of same problem as me but im not ready to die, YET! and if you think no one cares about you guys then let me be the first, i would gladlly help! (contact me if you want)(RulzR4 isnt my real name by the way, if you havnt noticed)(sorry for the essay) [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> Subject: Re: I'm Mature for my age ppl Author: Amanda [Edit] Date Posted: 08:24:08 10/25/04 Mon hey I am 15 and I have cut for 2 years and now I have stopped for 2 weeks I cutt because no one loves me and no one cares no one would notice if I died I can't stand being alone so I cutt my father left when I wase 2 and my dad hates me my mom acts like i don't matter my dads best friend sexually asulted me and no one belives me I am one fucked up gurl.. [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> [> Subject: Re: I'm Mature for my age ppl Author: victoria [Edit] Date Posted: 00:00:53 06/14/05 Tue hey sweetie i know what you mean my life is a living hell to you can check out my xanga sit if you want its xoxsuicidexox and i do cut my self im 16 and i have cut my self scince i was 10 you can email me at oxobitemeoxo@aol.com any time you wish or instant message me i would really like to hear from you even thouugh i dont know you i still care even though the last thing you probaly want is sympathy think about kk well xoxoxo peace [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> Subject: Re: I'm Mature for my age ppl Author: victoria [Edit] Date Posted: 23:58:20 06/13/05 Mon hey sweetie i know what you mean my life is a living hell to you can check out my xanga sit if you want its xoxsuicidexox and i do cut my self im 16 and i have cut my self scince i was 10 you can email me at oxobitemeoxo@aol.com any time you wish or instant message me i would really like to hear from you even thouugh i dont know you i still care even though the last thing you probaly want is sympathy think about kk well xoxoxo peace [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> Subject: Re: I'm Mature for my age ppl Author: Love is a Lie (? is an expression...sry) [Edit] Date Posted: 23:39:01 08/10/06 Thu >>Hey, I'm 12 years old, I cut my self to. when my friends found out they got really mad at me and my best friend {abby}started to cry and wouldn't talk to me. And then soon everyone knew {not from my friends but they could see} ya eveyone was like "why'why r u hurting yourself like this!"That really pist me off.I mean it doesn't hurt to me.It lets out the pain.I have two really,really deep cutes on my rist, and they wouldn't stop bleeding. My brothers nurse looked at them and said I needed stiches. I never got them though.I've had so many cutes I can't even count.It makes me really mad when people tell me to stop. Because it is my body!I have a lot of reason y I do it, to many to name really. Death,Pain,Love,Life. People think that just because we're young we can't feel all of these feelings. [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> [> Subject: Re: I'm Mature for my age ppl Author: Q [Edit] Date Posted: 14:21:39 10/31/08 Fri >>>Hey, >I'm 12 years old, I cut my self to. when my friends >found out they got really mad at me and my best friend >{abby}started to cry and wouldn't talk to me. >And then soon everyone knew {not from my friends but >they could see} ya eveyone was like "why'why r u >hurting yourself like this!"That really pist me off.I >mean it doesn't hurt to me.It lets out the pain.I have >two really,really deep cutes on my rist, and they >wouldn't stop bleeding. My brothers nurse looked at >them and said I needed stiches. I never got them >though.I've had so many cutes I can't even count.It >makes me really mad when people tell me to stop. >Because it is my body!I have a lot of reason y I do >it, to many to name really. Death,Pain,Love,Life. >People think that just because we're young we can't >feel all of these feelings. yeah that is the same reason i cut is becuase it lets out the pain anger and sarrow that is all botteled up inside of you. [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> Subject: Take A Look At Me Now... Author: Anna :) (Happy!!!) [Edit] Date Posted: 12:37:20 04/23/08 Wed >>HI >>I'm 14 yrs old. I ahve cut my wrists and i do this >>because 1) everyone hates me 2) mom and dad split when >>i was 3 yrs old 4) my mom has cancer so i have to play >>slave 5) knowone cares about me and knowone would miss >>me if i died. I cut my wrist but mom walked in and >>saw me and called 911 ( because a dead kid wouldnt >>look good in her house). It tock her 3 days to take >>me to the hospital for a broken finger and i have been >>sick for 3 weeks and ask to see a doctor she doesnt >>care. I just cut to make myself feel better. E-mail >>me for pic's if you don't belave me. Also ppl ahve >>lied and used me all my life. I ahve depreshion waves >>along wiht my suicidel actions. i might start seeing >>a counsler even if i don't wanna live past 16. >> >> >>Also i think you should stop cutting girl.... i'm >>trying yo because its not a good thing ( hey seems >>like the right thing to say). > > > > > > >Hey im 13 nd i use 2 cut myself 2 i thought every1 >hated me nd i still do but i noe alot of ppl dont >almost every nite i do again nd lass week i did nd all >my friends freaked i wish they new wut i felt like >bekuz i have 2 keep all my feelings 2 myself i keep >every lil thing bottled up then when i bust every1 >wanders y nd no 1 kares if im sad 1 day no 1 kares if >my b/ fflirts with every chic in da skewl but they >kare if i talk 2 him bout it they kare more bout him >then me i noe wut ur goin though my mom is gone all da >time she leave at 6 amnd gets home after midnite every >nite most the time she's not even home my dad is home >all da time nd yells at me all day everyday for no >reason i try 2 runaway but they alwayz find me i get >in fights at skewl nd now if i get in 1 more im goin >2 jail my brother juss leaves me i ask him 2 take me 2 >my best friend jeff's house but he wont i moved so >every1 hoo goes 2 my skewl doesnt live around me i >feel like every1is leavin me bekuz they r so ur not >alone i noe wut ur goin through nd so do alot of other >teenes I'm 10 years old and I cut myself from when I was 9 and 3 months to when I was 10 and 7 months (It's now 1 week 6 days til my 11th birthday). I used to feel so alone until my 16-year-old sister realised I had scars on my wrists. I then started writing letters to her to tell her about how I felt. I gathered up the confidence to talk to her face to face and she asked if it was ok if she told my parents. My parents had a family meeting and I started seeing my counsellor Linda*. I now feel so much better and prouder of myself. I used to feel like no one cared, like no one listened to a word I said. I even tried to kill myself by setting my shed (I had a shed at the bottom of my garden) on fire! Turns out, it was me. It was me who never listened to anyone else, me who never cared. I bunked off school regulary to avoid my schoolmates. They started to catch me around the city centre and tell me that I was too 'Emo-freaky' to hang around with them. I once punched a girl in the nose and broke it because she said people who cut themselves were not normal and retards. They left me alone after that. My family were really understanding but acted really differently around me (in a good way). I trusted them completely and felt safe around them. Even though I was still cutting myself at this time I was cutting myself less regulary. What I'm trying to get across is that some people may be mean but most of them are nice people. TELL SOMEONE HOW YOU FEEL. I DID. LOOK AT ME NOW- :) [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> Subject: I'm Mature for my age ppl Author: Mthobisi (Angry) [Edit] Date Posted: 14:39:04 08/04/08 Mon Fuck all of you guys!!! I'm from a family of 9 chilren (Im the 6th child). and no one gives a crap about me!! Im from South Africa, were 1 in 3 people have HIV/AIDS. my mother and father both died from it, know my oldest brother is sick with it. U crying over shit. "My mommy doesnt want to take me to hospital", for a fucken finger?!!! I wish my parents were still alive for me to complain about them!! You don't know how lucky you are, three meals a day. Hospital... U saying u mature for your age? Do u knw how its like having a full time job at age 8?? Looking after your siblings?? not untill mommy comes back, but untill they old enough to look after themselves... I hate you spolt children. Kill yourself!! [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> [> Subject: Re: I'm Mature for my age ppl Author: AimeeCakesss (Amazingful ^^) [Edit] Date Posted: 13:56:26 09/24/08 Wed >Fuck all of you guys!!! >I'm from a family of 9 chilren (Im the 6th child). >and no one gives a crap about me!! >Im from South Africa, were 1 in 3 people have >HIV/AIDS. my mother and father both died from it, know >my oldest brother is sick with it. U crying over shit. >"My mommy doesnt want to take me to hospital", for a >fucken finger?!!! >I wish my parents were still alive for me to complain >about them!! >You don't know how lucky you are, three meals a day. >Hospital... >U saying u mature for your age? >Do u knw how its like having a full time job at age 8?? >Looking after your siblings?? >not untill mommy comes back, but untill they old >enough to look after themselves... >I hate you spolt children. Kill yourself!! Tbh You might be angry, but there's no need to go tell people to kill themselves its not going to help anything. I've never once self harmed, Pain doesn't help it makes things worse, people see the cuts. If you really feel that bad and just need someone who wont judge you add me on msn :] el-oh-ve-ee@live.co.uk Im always there when you need a chat. Xox Cubes ... AimeeCakes ly <3 [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> Subject: Re: I'm Mature for my age ppl Author: polly (=[) [Edit] Date Posted: 00:20:43 09/16/08 Tue im not a pro.i havnt cut myself & i feel for all u yung gurls=[.&i was sayng please stop it!now this is 1 thing i suggest.all ov the ppl say that no-one love them watsoever.now there is at least 1 person who loves u.and that person is THE LORD.he will love u that much.oh and jesus.now please i ask u to stop cuttn u self. add me if u want @ompalompaa123@hotmail.com on msn or mail me [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> Subject: Re: I'm Mature for my age ppl Author: Life Sucks. [Edit] Date Posted: 12:40:33 05/17/09 Sun >>HI >>I'm 14 yrs old. I ahve cut my wrists and i do this >>because 1) everyone hates me 2) mom and dad split when >>i was 3 yrs old 4) my mom has cancer so i have to play >>slave 5) knowone cares about me and knowone would miss >>me if i died. I cut my wrist but mom walked in and >>saw me and called 911 ( because a dead kid wouldnt >>look good in her house). It tock her 3 days to take >>me to the hospital for a broken finger and i have been >>sick for 3 weeks and ask to see a doctor she doesnt >>care. I just cut to make myself feel better. E-mail >>me for pic's if you don't belave me. Also ppl ahve >>lied and used me all my life. I ahve depreshion waves >>along wiht my suicidel actions. i might start seeing >>a counsler even if i don't wanna live past 16. >> >> >>Also i think you should stop cutting girl.... i'm >>trying yo because its not a good thing ( hey seems >>like the right thing to say). > > > > > > >Hey im 13 nd i use 2 cut myself 2 i thought every1 >hated me nd i still do but i noe alot of ppl dont >almost every nite i do again nd lass week i did nd all >my friends freaked i wish they new wut i felt like >bekuz i have 2 keep all my feelings 2 myself i keep >every lil thing bottled up then when i bust every1 >wanders y nd no 1 kares if im sad 1 day no 1 kares if >my b/ fflirts with every chic in da skewl but they >kare if i talk 2 him bout it they kare more bout him >then me i noe wut ur goin though my mom is gone all da >time she leave at 6 amnd gets home after midnite every >nite most the time she's not even home my dad is home >all da time nd yells at me all day everyday for no >reason i try 2 runaway but they alwayz find me i get >in fights at skewl nd now if i get in 1 more im goin >2 jail my brother juss leaves me i ask him 2 take me 2 >my best friend jeff's house but he wont i moved so >every1 hoo goes 2 my skewl doesnt live around me i >feel like every1is leavin me bekuz they r so ur not >alone i noe wut ur goin through nd so do alot of other >teenes Im 14 too. I dont cut myself but my parents wouldnt care if i did. ive had sex almost been prgnant and my mom wont even get me on birth control when i thought i was pregnant my mom wouldnt even talk to me about it. She told me if i didnt want it to just have it and give it to her. My parents are messed up on pills and that seems to be all they care about. Just a few minutes ago she slammed the door in my face, her and her boyfriend fall asleep everywhere. In their room, on the toilet, in their food. Ive almost killed myself like 3 times. I just really dont know how to deal with it. [ Post a Reply to This Message ]