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Subject: Take A Look At Me Now... Author: Anna :) (Happy!!!) [ Next Thread | Previous Thread | Next Message | Previous Message ] Date Posted: 12:37:20 04/23/08 Wed In reply to: Courtney 's message, "Re: I'm Mature for my age ppl" on 17:05:04 02/28/04 Sat >>HI >>I'm 14 yrs old. I ahve cut my wrists and i do this >>because 1) everyone hates me 2) mom and dad split when >>i was 3 yrs old 4) my mom has cancer so i have to play >>slave 5) knowone cares about me and knowone would miss >>me if i died. I cut my wrist but mom walked in and >>saw me and called 911 ( because a dead kid wouldnt >>look good in her house). It tock her 3 days to take >>me to the hospital for a broken finger and i have been >>sick for 3 weeks and ask to see a doctor she doesnt >>care. I just cut to make myself feel better. E-mail >>me for pic's if you don't belave me. Also ppl ahve >>lied and used me all my life. I ahve depreshion waves >>along wiht my suicidel actions. i might start seeing >>a counsler even if i don't wanna live past 16. >> >> >>Also i think you should stop cutting girl.... i'm >>trying yo because its not a good thing ( hey seems >>like the right thing to say). > > > > > > >Hey im 13 nd i use 2 cut myself 2 i thought every1 >hated me nd i still do but i noe alot of ppl dont >almost every nite i do again nd lass week i did nd all >my friends freaked i wish they new wut i felt like >bekuz i have 2 keep all my feelings 2 myself i keep >every lil thing bottled up then when i bust every1 >wanders y nd no 1 kares if im sad 1 day no 1 kares if >my b/ fflirts with every chic in da skewl but they >kare if i talk 2 him bout it they kare more bout him >then me i noe wut ur goin though my mom is gone all da >time she leave at 6 amnd gets home after midnite every >nite most the time she's not even home my dad is home >all da time nd yells at me all day everyday for no >reason i try 2 runaway but they alwayz find me i get >in fights at skewl nd now if i get in 1 more im goin >2 jail my brother juss leaves me i ask him 2 take me 2 >my best friend jeff's house but he wont i moved so >every1 hoo goes 2 my skewl doesnt live around me i >feel like every1is leavin me bekuz they r so ur not >alone i noe wut ur goin through nd so do alot of other >teenes I'm 10 years old and I cut myself from when I was 9 and 3 months to when I was 10 and 7 months (It's now 1 week 6 days til my 11th birthday). I used to feel so alone until my 16-year-old sister realised I had scars on my wrists. I then started writing letters to her to tell her about how I felt. I gathered up the confidence to talk to her face to face and she asked if it was ok if she told my parents. My parents had a family meeting and I started seeing my counsellor Linda*. I now feel so much better and prouder of myself. I used to feel like no one cared, like no one listened to a word I said. I even tried to kill myself by setting my shed (I had a shed at the bottom of my garden) on fire! Turns out, it was me. It was me who never listened to anyone else, me who never cared. I bunked off school regulary to avoid my schoolmates. They started to catch me around the city centre and tell me that I was too 'Emo-freaky' to hang around with them. I once punched a girl in the nose and broke it because she said people who cut themselves were not normal and retards. They left me alone after that. My family were really understanding but acted really differently around me (in a good way). I trusted them completely and felt safe around them. Even though I was still cutting myself at this time I was cutting myself less regulary. What I'm trying to get across is that some people may be mean but most of them are nice people. TELL SOMEONE HOW YOU FEEL. I DID. LOOK AT ME NOW- :) [ Next Thread | Previous Thread | Next Message | Previous Message ]

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[> [> Subject: I'm Mature for my age ppl Author: Mthobisi (Angry) [Edit] Date Posted: 14:39:04 08/04/08 Mon Fuck all of you guys!!! I'm from a family of 9 chilren (Im the 6th child). and no one gives a crap about me!! Im from South Africa, were 1 in 3 people have HIV/AIDS. my mother and father both died from it, know my oldest brother is sick with it. U crying over shit. "My mommy doesnt want to take me to hospital", for a fucken finger?!!! I wish my parents were still alive for me to complain about them!! You don't know how lucky you are, three meals a day. Hospital... U saying u mature for your age? Do u knw how its like having a full time job at age 8?? Looking after your siblings?? not untill mommy comes back, but untill they old enough to look after themselves... I hate you spolt children. Kill yourself!! [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> [> Subject: Re: I'm Mature for my age ppl Author: AimeeCakesss (Amazingful ^^) [Edit] Date Posted: 13:56:26 09/24/08 Wed >Fuck all of you guys!!! >I'm from a family of 9 chilren (Im the 6th child). >and no one gives a crap about me!! >Im from South Africa, were 1 in 3 people have >HIV/AIDS. my mother and father both died from it, know >my oldest brother is sick with it. U crying over shit. >"My mommy doesnt want to take me to hospital", for a >fucken finger?!!! >I wish my parents were still alive for me to complain >about them!! >You don't know how lucky you are, three meals a day. >Hospital... >U saying u mature for your age? >Do u knw how its like having a full time job at age 8?? >Looking after your siblings?? >not untill mommy comes back, but untill they old >enough to look after themselves... >I hate you spolt children. Kill yourself!! Tbh You might be angry, but there's no need to go tell people to kill themselves its not going to help anything. I've never once self harmed, Pain doesn't help it makes things worse, people see the cuts. If you really feel that bad and just need someone who wont judge you add me on msn :] el-oh-ve-ee@live.co.uk Im always there when you need a chat. Xox Cubes ... AimeeCakes ly <3 [ Post a Reply to This Message ]