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Subject: Looking for girlfriend/bestfriend Author: Mike (Very hopeful) [ Next Thread | Previous Thread | Next Message | Previous Message ] Date Posted: 04:39:56 04/16/08 Wed I started treatment six weeks ago. Life has gotten in the way for about a year and a half and it has been the most miserable existance. I haven't been in a relationship because of this demon. This is my first try at this so I'll try not to tell everyone everything they already know and have dealt with. About me: I'm 5'10 or 11, had been working out four or five mornings a week up to the start of meds (starting back today)and my doc says I have an eighty percent chance of beating this thing. My work has left me with more options than most people, no kids, no baby-mama drama and no debt to speak of. I'm looking for something more when I come out of the other side of this nightmare. Some of my friends that have known me a while, lately have seen firsthand what these meds do to my mind. Not rage or anything, just having conversations that I wouldn't normally have, but as I write this I fully intend to find someone special if I have to go to the ends of the Earth to do it. All those times I went home early or made some lame excuse because I didn't want to have to explain this mess to someone may be for a reason. I certainly hope so. I don't believe anyone should have to shoulder this world alone and I want to pick up my share with someone I can finally be honest with and not feel like I'm some sort of leper about to be found out and crucified or ostracized. After these last couple of years, I have found a purpose most people will never know exists. But I don't think I need to tell any of you that. Like I mentioned, I don't know how much of this is interferon talking, but I promise you I mean every word I say from the heart and hope someone (the someone) reads this and helps me see an end to this nightmare Now, If I can just figure out how the reply thing works B-) [ Next Thread | Previous Thread | Next Message | Previous Message ]

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[> Subject: Re: Looking for girlfriend/bestfriend Author: Mike (Very Hopeful) [Edit] Date Posted: 04:42:58 04/16/08 Wed >I started treatment six weeks ago. Life has gotten in >the way for about a year and a half and it has been >the most miserable existance. I haven't been in a >relationship because of this demon. This is my first >try at this so I'll try not to tell everyone >everything they already know and have dealt with. > About me: I'm 5'10 or 11, had been working out >four or five mornings a week up to the start of meds >(starting back today)and my doc says I have an eighty >percent chance of beating this thing. My work has >left me with more options than most people, no kids, >no baby-mama drama and no debt to speak of. I'm >looking for something more when I come out of the >other side of this nightmare. > Some of my friends that have known me a while, >lately have seen firsthand what these meds do to my >mind. Not rage or anything, just having conversations >that I wouldn't normally have, but as I write this I >fully intend to find someone special if I have to go >to the ends of the Earth to do it. > All those times I went home early or made some lame >excuse because I didn't want to have to explain this >mess to someone may be for a reason. I certainly hope >so. I don't believe anyone should have to shoulder >this world alone and I want to pick up my share with >someone I can finally be honest with and not feel like >I'm some sort of leper about to be found out and >crucified or ostracized. After these last couple of >years, I have found a purpose most people will never >know exists. But I don't think I need to tell any of >you that. Like I mentioned, I don't know how much of >this is interferon talking, but I promise you I mean >every word I say from the heart and hope someone (the >someone) reads this and helps me see an end to this >nightmare Now, If I can just figure out how the reply >thing works B-) [ Post a Reply to This Message ]