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Date Posted: 11:16:33 12/06/19 Fri
Author: Julian William Taylor
Subject: Bullimia Nervosa ~ The Disease That Eats You (My small Story)
In reply to: Comicality 's message, "Imagine Magazine Question For 12/1" on 13:48:36 11/29/19 Fri

Since a very young age I was sexually objectified by a numerous amount of people. I had the unfortunate experience to basically view myself and my own worth based on how my body looked since 10 years old. Over a period of time especially when I started puberty at around 12 to 13 years old I developed eating disorders. this eventually came to the conclusion that any time that I felt that I ate something I felt guilty since my body was something that I used to use in order to value myself
I had to be perfect and it had to be perfect. It's the only way I thought
I thought that the only way anyone would love me as if I was perfect. I viewed it as a way to show the world what I was really worth. This eventually lead to serious bulimia at 13+. I remember throwing up in the boys bathroom when my friends were outside waiting for me they have no idea what I was doing. They were getting annoyed because lunch. Was over and I had class
I didn't care though I needed to purge that lunch that I ate because later on that night I had to sleep with someone
Long story short I eventually began getting help through my own family. Friends and family were always there for me and I could no longer suppress and hide the symptoms anymore
I'm in my twenties now and I still deal with the problems every day but it's a lot easier to deal with. Thanks com for this thread
I also use my story kiss or miss to express Salem's anorexia as a way to express my own.

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