"Eight And A Half Minutes"
I think my body temperature dropped to sub zero levels in a matter of seconds.
A turbulent tremor rushed through me like never before, and I got the biggest lump in my throat as I began to struggle for a decent supply of oxygen. Were my lungs shrinking down to the size of a Lima bean? Or was it just my heart slamming against my chest so hard that it didn't leave them enough room to tend to their normal biological function?
Either way, at that moment, I think I was at 10% thrill and excitement...and 90% absolute TERROR!
As soon as Jesse's mom ducked back around that corner, the whole bedroom fell silent.
You could have have heard a single human hair fall to the carpet. I saw Jesse blush, but in an entirely different way than I had ever seen him blush before. Not with that bashful giggle of his and a flick of his blond hair. This was a bit more serious, I think. As though he was using all of his brain power to swiftly come up with some kind of a master plan. Not knowing what that plan was...made me extremely nervous.
He bit his bottom lip and began looking around the room. He patted his hands on his thighs for a moment, his thoughts racing. Then he peeked over at me, and I was completely frozen. My brain had practically shut itself down the moment Jesse's mom came knocking.
We heard some stuff moving around in the kitchen, and then we heard the jingle of car keys. Jesse's eyes widened a bit, and he breathlessly said, "Artie...dude, you've gotta go."
"WHAT?!?!" He said. "Awwww, no way! C'mon, Jess!"
"I know! I don't wanna be a dick, dude...but....but...." Jesse looked at me and I heard a little whimper in the back of his throat. "...Come ON, Artie! Please?"
Jesse stood up, but Artie was quick to roll back in his desk chair. "No WAIT! WAIT! Can't I stay? I'll be quiet! I wanna watch!"
"Hehehe, no...you're NOT!" Jesse grinned, politely 'helping' Artie up to his feet.
"Ok ok ok....what if...I turn around, and promise not to peek? I can just listen to you guys doing it with my eyes closed!" Artie pleaded.
Doing it? Is that what was going to happen? Me and Jesse? Doing it? Right here? Right NOW? Oh God....oh God, do I even know what to DO??? I'm not sure I know how to actually 'do it'! I don't know how to do anything!
Jesse and Artie playfully tussled around for a moment, and Jesse said, "You...OUT! Come back in a little bit!"
"Ok, how about this...?" Artie grinned. "I can stand out here in the hallway, and just listen to you two through the door! That way you guys won't get distracted when I start jacking off!"
"Wait! My shoes!" Artie said, his tiny little voice squeaking as he pointed back over towards Jesse's desk. Jesse sighed, but kept his smile as he walked back over to get them. That's when Artie hurried in and hugged me around the neck! "See you in a couple of minutes! GAWD, you smell good!" And Jesse tickled his side until he let me go, and gently pushed Artie out of the room.
I could faintly hear Jesse's mom getting ready to leave from down the hall. She said, "Are you leaving, Artie?"
"YEP! For exactly TEN minutes!" He giggled to himself.
"What Artie MEANS is that he's gonna run home and get something so we can start filming today." Jesse must have given Artie quite a nudge to get him to stay so quiet.
"Well...alright. I'll be back shortly. Don't you boys get too frisky around here and break anything. Ok?" She said, and with that...I heard the front door close.
That whole time I was shaking. I don't know what it was, but...I thought about rushing into another situation with a boy just because he was cute and I was hot for him. Just because I was alone and I wanted somebody to love me. A very small part of this felt like Jason Fixx all over again. I know that I had no reason to put Jesse into that category, but after being emotionally damaged by my one and only 'boyfriend' experience, optimism hasn't necessarily been one of my strong suits.
Just relax, Tristan. It'll be fine.
I hear Jesse's sock feet rushing back to his bedroom, and for some odd reason, I immediately stood up before he got to the doorway.
Why did I stand up? Hell, *I* don't know! I just...I thought I should stand up! So...you know, I was standing up when he walked into the...whatever. Who cares? So I was standing up like a dork! So what of it?
Once I saw that pretty face again, those eyes gazing into mine...I kept trembling, but my heart felt so at ease.
He smiled at me. He seemed almost out of breath. And he stopped for a moment before taking a few steps forward. "Hi..." He said softly.
"Hehehe....hey..." I said back to him. "So...."
"Wait! Hold on a second!" Jesse said, and he rushed over to close the window and pull the blinds shut, Just as I saw a tiny little head up from standing on a mini ladde in the backyard.
"Awww, come on, Jesse! No fair!"
"G'bye, Artie!!!" He grinned, and came over to stand back in front of me again. "Sorry. He...um...likes you a lot."
"Really? He hides it well." I smiled.
"Yeah." Jesse looked down at his feet for a moment, then bit the corner of his bottom lip again as he repeated, "Hi..."
"Hehehe, you said that already..." I'm glad that he was feeling at least a little bit awkward in all this. I could barely keep from squirming in my own skin, myself. I didn't know how to start things like this. I mean, I know how it starts in marathon views of cheesy gay internet porn, but...they get a LOT more done in ten minutes than I ever could. Emotions kind of take the fun out of the whole 'find em and fuck em' scenario. Had I been asshole Jason Fixx I'd be on my third orgasm by now.
Jesse gently reached for my hand. Then gave me a bashful smirk. His delicate fingers wrapped around mine with a such a tender squeeze, his thumb sliding back and forth against my skin. I was sure how to respond with anything other than an involuntary blush. "I'm so glad that you came over today." He said.
"Me too." I paused, feeling my throat still congested with worry. "It's so cool being able to see your room and...um, and stuff..."
"Oh right, you've never seen it before. I guess it looks pretty weird from this angle, huh? And not just on YouTube."
"Uh huh..." Jesse was definitely giving me a look that told me the sky was the limit concerning what happens next. I just...I wish I had a smooth way of JUMPING on him and tearing his clothes off! I guess that's the advanced class. "So, Jesse...ummm..."
"Tristan?" He asked.
"I hope this doesn't come off as me being rude or going too fast...but you and I have the house all to ourselves right now, and if I don't start kissing you soon, I'm totally gonna regret it forever!" Thank God he said it! I might have wasted even more time.
With a little sigh, I said, "Ummm...hehehe, ok."
"Ok? I mean, if you don't want to, I won't pressure you or anything.."
"Oh no! I want to! I really REALLY want to!"
"Good! Because I was SO gonna pressure you if you didn't!" He said. "So....can I? Can we? You know..."
I smiled, and said, "Ten minutes, huh?"
"Eight and a half!" He replied. And as soon as I nodded, he stepped forward, and I felt his lips being hungrily mashed up against mine.
My heart, despite all of my guarding and built up defenses...gave itself over to him the second he touched me. You'll never feel so helpless in this life than you will when the boy of your dreams holds you in his arms and shows you that he shares your thirst for his very presence in your life. That your feelings are not only appreciated, but essential when it comes to him being truly happy.
When you can find someone who thrills you like that at first contact...you've discovered life's meaning. It's purpose. And it's ultimate motivation to continue.
All that conveyed in a single kiss.
We began to make out heavily in a standing position, but it wasn't long before Jesse's body began to lightly push against mine, taking small steps towards his bed. Forward steps for him. Backward steps for me. And soon, my balance was thrown a little off as he guided me backwards. We tried to keep kissing, but our lips parted a few times as we attempted to get situated. Jesse was on top of me, and my legs spread naturally...knees bent, feet on the mattress, providing a nest for his hardness to grind hard against mine. My arms wrapped around Jesse's neck while he propped himself up on his elbows...his arms bent so his hands could lovingly caress my hair on both sides. Our breathing had gotten so heavy. Even heavier when our tongues mingled sensually between our sucking lips...and our passion was heightened exponentially by the subtle flavor of him.
It wasn't until I heard the crinkle of paper that I realized the slight agony digging into my back was one of Jesse's notebooks. I put up with it for a moment or two before thinking that I might be messing up his notes for the day. Had it just been my own misery, I would have bared it without question. But considering I was already extremely HOT over this situation and almost ready to make a mess of myself, I decided to break our liplock and say something.
"I uhhh....I think I'm on your notebook."
"Notebook? What notebook?"
"You're uhhh..." I sort of pointed my thumb over my shoulder.
"OH! Dude, I'm sorry! Um here...ugh, wait...lift up. No, roll that way." He slipped it out from under me, and tossed it over the side of the bed to the floor. "There. Better?"
Looking up at those bright blue eyes...a sensation of love went blasting off like a hyper set of fireworks in my chest! "Yeah. Better..." I said, just above a whisper.
"You don't feel like I'm rushing you, do you?" I just shook my head with a smile. Then I noticed how his gaze had softened, and Jesse let out a sigh of his own. "You're so damned beautiful..." He said, and before I knew it, we were all lips and tongues and heavy breathing again.
I swear, I couldn't get close enough to that boy if I tried. I found myself clinging to him until both my arms and my legs ached with fatigue. And yet, I refused to let go. I wanted more. SO much more! We both began to moan, almost in unison, but not quite. The frequency was off just enough where our cries of passion overlapped, almost sounding like one constantly changing note of an angel's song...composed for us, and us alone. Once Jesse got his hips moving on top of me, driving into me with one pressured thrust after another...I could almost feel my eyes rolling back in my head. Especially when Jesse broke the kiss and tilted his head to suck at the side of my neck. Ohhhhhhh God...I didn't know that I had an actual G-spot until I felt his lips and tongue touch that specific nerve in me. I could feel this electric shock spark up in the very middle of me...and then buzz with this gentle hum the entire time he was sucking at the tender flesh he found there.
My already labored breaths turned into gasps and whimpers. And that grinding. His pelvis being pushed into mine...again, and again, and again. I could feel his shoulder muscles tighten as he humped himself into me. Every time his hardness mashed itself against mine, I felt a fully body wiggle that forced a hot shot of adrenaline to pulse through every inch of my aroused body. It was almost too much to handle...being this 'alive'.
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