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>Hi I just have to tell you all my story. I was a pure >non smoker social drinker until my marriage broke up, >and i met this man whom I fell inlove with, but he was >a pot smoker. I have 3 children. As soon as i started >smoking under his pressure, my whole personality >changed, and I was aggressive and yelled and screamed >at my poor kids. I am 45 years old and I only smoke 2 >nights per week, sometimes shareing 7 or 8 joints for >the night. the next day I feel queer in the face, as >if everyone can see what i have been up to. I hate >myself for snmoking. I cant be a happy person while I >am a smker.I cant look poeoople in the eye. The anger >and agression, laziness, stupid stubborn decisions, >all come from my smoking. I feel like killing myself. >I have tried antidepressants but my boyfriend said If >I didn't smoke he would leave me. I worry that it will >causse lung cancer. My kids have notice a huge chang >in me, and said I never look happy anymore. O have >everything to be happy about, but the dope makes me >miserable. It makes me zonked out and stupid. plus I >have tohide it from the kids. I only smoke twice a >week when the kids are in bed or away. My partner >collapses when he smokes too much and I have had to >give him mouth to mouth on several occcasions. He owes >his life to me but he wont give it up and wont let me >give it upl I went off it for 6 weeks. these were the >happiest 6 weeks in my life for a long time. but my >boyfriend said he will find another woman to smoke >with as it makes him horny..I think women who smoke >regularly have hard witch like faces. please reply > > > > >>14.In 1998 my sister died of ovarian cancer and I >>went to my Dr for depression, and he put me on >>Effexor. I started out at 75 mg's and am taking 150 >>mg's now. It seems to help me but I do think that the >>depression is tied in with how much pot I smoke. I >>guess I would say I smoke about 4 joints a day, and I >>do wanna quit but my husband is a smoker too, and >>although he says he would support my decision to quit, >>he still smokes in front of me and of course, I always >>cave.....it sucks. I actually believe that smoking pot >>has caused my whole personality to change over the >>past 20 years. Also I know my short term memory is >>much worse than it use to be. I would love to have >>anyone as an email buddy to talk to about things like >>this....my name is Lisa and my email is >>lnryacks@chartermi.net. Peace......
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