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Date Posted:12:59:57 06/24/02 Mon In reply to:
dave
's message, "Re: MARIJUANA & DEPRESSION: What comes first??" on 01:50:45 04/23/02 Tue
Hey could sumbody please offer me some advise. I only 15 years old and i've been smokin cannabis (the block form) for about a year and a half. This may not seem like a lot of time to u lot as i relise theres no1 on this aged so young. But my smoking of pot has really messed me up. I deamdream all day wishing i was sumbody else cause i am such an asshole. And i'm worried about what iom goin to be when im older and honestly i dont have a clue. When i watch movies i just want to be sumbody that u respect and think he's 1 of the good guyes but i know i'll never even have a chance to be this as i still smoke the shit. And when i watch movies like Rocky i love it cause its a bum getting up of his lifestyle and making sumthing of his life. My mum and dad and brothers and sisters totally know im nothin but a waster in life. They just live round me and if i do anything wrong they just dont care, i think they have just given it up on me. I had quit for 1 month but then my friend just kept pushing me to split an 8th with him. I was sayin "no" manys the time but he wouldnt accept that and he then reminded me of the "fun" times we had and i have ended up giving in. And durin the last week i have become this messed up, cheeky, spotty bastard. And people eople hate me for my stoner attitude towards life. I try just to tell myself "AH fuck, who needs them anyway, as long as im ok what does it matter" But im not ok i hate myself and i just want to be respected. And can smokin cannabis really give u pimples cause no moatter how often i wash, i wash 3 times a day and i still get them, it has to be cannabis. So could anytime offer me any addvice on how to quit when if i didnt have my smoke i dont think id enjoy life, not thatr im enjoying it at the minute.I can see nothin in the future
for me than a back alley. Yours extremely depressed Steve 0
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