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>15 days ago I took my half-erect penis between the >legs and bent it down, just a bit to lower an >erection. Bad idea, I learnt some days later. > >I masturbated twice after that, that morning. I >noticed a lump in the left side (which I have learnt >it is a possible signature of penile fracture). Also, >I noticed (and continue to notice if I have a hard >erection), some feeling of something below my glans >(maybe blocking blood). > >Two days later, I notice a deviation of my penis to >the right. How much does peyronie take to develop? >10 minutes? >2 days? I cannot belive it was peyronie from the >beginning. I think it would take more to develop. > >Now I have the deviation associaded with peyronie, and >a bump, which I think was not caused by peyronie. > >Now I realize my penis is shortened, bent (I think >because of post-traumatic peyronie disease). >Erections are not complete (I can get an almost >complete erection, still the glans is not filled with >blood). I think after a few days my penis has learnt >that too hard erections are painful. Also I realize >about the feeling of people with penile implants have >when they have erection without much blood flowing >into glans. > >Went to Urgences 10 days later. They said too late. >They only could diagnose peyronie from touching my not >erect penis. A few days later a private urologist, >told me that he could only see peyronie. He said if >there was penis trauma, it was not too important, as >he would have seen, even after 12 days the >remainings of an hematoma. > >But I guess I have the two problems: peyronie + penile >fracture. > >Now I realize that the glans is not fill in with blood >(that was said by the private urlogist when shown the >photographs). > >there seem to be a lot of forums about peyrone, but >none about penis fracture, which seems to be more rare. > >I cannot tell this to anybody. It's too embarrasing. >I feel like in a Kafka novel. I have lost sexual >desire with women. I am 30 years, and I feel I am 70 >years old now. I feel there is nothing that deserves >to be done in life. Before I was worried about never >having has a girlfriend, but now I have lost all >desire with women, and I wonder if I will be ever able >to atract/keep a relationship with a woman. Still I >know many people married who claim to have no sex at >all, so I wonder if it is possible, or if it deserves >to be with a woman. > >I feel life is not worth anymore, but I do not like >neither to suicide. I am amazed on how I can continue >doing my work 8 hours per day without start crying at >the middle of the day. How can I be so insensible >with my own suffering? How can I sleep 8 hours at >night? I have always use studies/work to avoid >thinking of my problems, now I hope it to be my scape >valve the rest of my life. The rest of my life will >be a martyrdom. I would became a monk, but I am an >agnostic and I don't believe in life beyond this one. >In two days I have an appointment with a psycologist. >I am curious to see what he will tell me. Also in 10 >days I have another appointment with another >urologist, although I now know it will be useless. > >Any Comments on my case? Any idea of what might have >broken? only a vein? corpora cavernosa? Although >peyronie can bent the penis, I think it is strange > >The information seems to be very dispersed on >internet, while there are encyclopedias on peyronie. >I am 30 and I feel the rest of my life will be a >martyrdom, and I will spend my income in psycologists. > Now I realize, we men, are only our penis, nothing >else. > >An added martyrdom to the one that we have is that we >have to keep it secret (and we can, as it is >unnoticiable to others). > >Any other forum on penile fracture? > >Can I still do something 20 days later????? >Any comment????

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