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>Hi, > >I'm a casting director for Ryan Seacrest Productions >and we are casting a new TV show which I think you >story would be perfect for our show. It's a show where >you make a plea for money in order to be given help or >make a dream come true. The producers are looking >specifically to cast a guy with a broken penis who >needs money to get it fixed. > >Please email me at jaxcasting@gmail.com if you are >interested in hearing more. > >Best, >Jackie > >-- >Jackie "Jax" Topacio >Casting > >CHANCE >Ryan Seacrest Productions >5750 Wilshire Blvd >5th Floor, Suite 590 >Los Angeles, CA 90036 >jaxcasting@gmail.com > >>15 days ago I took my half-erect penis between the >>legs and bent it down, just a bit to lower an >>erection. Bad idea, I learnt some days later. >> >>I masturbated twice after that, that morning. I >>noticed a lump in the left side (which I have learnt >>it is a possible signature of penile fracture). Also, >>I noticed (and continue to notice if I have a hard >>erection), some feeling of something below my glans >>(maybe blocking blood). >> >>Two days later, I notice a deviation of my penis to >>the right. How much does peyronie take to develop? >>10 minutes? >>2 days? I cannot belive it was peyronie from the >>beginning. I think it would take more to develop. >> >>Now I have the deviation associaded with peyronie, and >>a bump, which I think was not caused by peyronie. >> >>Now I realize my penis is shortened, bent (I think >>because of post-traumatic peyronie disease). >>Erections are not complete (I can get an almost >>complete erection, still the glans is not filled with >>blood). I think after a few days my penis has learnt >>that too hard erections are painful. Also I realize >>about the feeling of people with penile implants have >>when they have erection without much blood flowing >>into glans. >> >>Went to Urgences 10 days later. They said too late. >>They only could diagnose peyronie from touching my not >>erect penis. A few days later a private urologist, >>told me that he could only see peyronie. He said if >>there was penis trauma, it was not too important, as >>he would have seen, even after 12 days the >>remainings of an hematoma. >> >>But I guess I have the two problems: peyronie + penile >>fracture. >> >>Now I realize that the glans is not fill in with blood >>(that was said by the private urlogist when shown the >>photographs). >> >>there seem to be a lot of forums about peyrone, but >>none about penis fracture, which seems to be more >rare. >> >>I cannot tell this to anybody. It's too embarrasing. >>I feel like in a Kafka novel. I have lost sexual >>desire with women. I am 30 years, and I feel I am 70 >>years old now. I feel there is nothing that deserves >>to be done in life. Before I was worried about never >>having has a girlfriend, but now I have lost all >>desire with women, and I wonder if I will be ever able >>to atract/keep a relationship with a woman. Still I >>know many people married who claim to have no sex at >>all, so I wonder if it is possible, or if it deserves >>to be with a woman. >> >>I feel life is not worth anymore, but I do not like >>neither to suicide. I am amazed on how I can continue >>doing my work 8 hours per day without start crying at >>the middle of the day. How can I be so insensible >>with my own suffering? How can I sleep 8 hours at >>night? I have always use studies/work to avoid >>thinking of my problems, now I hope it to be my scape >>valve the rest of my life. The rest of my life will >>be a martyrdom. I would became a monk, but I am an >>agnostic and I don't believe in life beyond this one. >>In two days I have an appointment with a psycologist. >>I am curious to see what he will tell me. Also in 10 >>days I have another appointment with another >>urologist, although I now know it will be useless. >> >>Any Comments on my case? Any idea of what might have >>broken? only a vein? corpora cavernosa? Although >>peyronie can bent the penis, I think it is strange >> >>The information seems to be very dispersed on >>internet, while there are encyclopedias on peyronie. >>I am 30 and I feel the rest of my life will be a >>martyrdom, and I will spend my income in psycologists. >> Now I realize, we men, are only our penis, nothing >>else. >> >>An added martyrdom to the one that we have is that we >>have to keep it secret (and we can, as it is >>unnoticiable to others). >> >>Any other forum on penile fracture? >> >>Can I still do something 20 days later????? >>Any comment????

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