Date Posted:17:29:27 12/01/01 Sat Author:Ash Author Host/IP: b-q24z60sp.victoria.stores.easyeverything.com / 146.101.134.65 Subject: Its all rather confusing really
Blah. Okay, where do i start.
Currently its 1:30am,
I am stuck in london. there is, to be blunt, sweet FA to do. I was down for the day visiting friends, and the train was cancelled because of engineering...
Since my last post, Random broke things off with me, resulting in my already depressed self getting far worse, getting suicidal, drinking heavily, bouncing back, falling back down, and kind of hovering in the middle at this point.
I stopped drinking for a while, now i'm starting again.
Who knows where I'll end up next.
Following the breakup, I am back in shitty Gloucestershire, until i can get my life back on track... get a job, get back to London...
Shit like that.
Right now i dunno why i'm typing this.
Hope to see Mistress Em in the next few weeks.... could be fun.
Still going out to LA and San Fran next february... just hoping to enjoy it as a holiday this time.