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Date Posted: 01:51:14 01/25/14 Sat
Author: GoodWillTalking
Subject: Raven Update 1/24/14

To My Facebook Angels, Just checking in as I know some of you were starting to get worried, but I am better. I get days where I am not feeling so hot, and I can't read and post as much as I would like to, but then there are days where I feel stronger and more like myself. I just went to see my beloved Oncologist and had my port flushed, blood work, and some strategizing on some things to make me feel better. He is truly an angel walking this earth, and he always has a plan. I always leave that office with hope and smiles. It's almost like getting a soul boost. I realized that had we been able to afford some of the big hospitals such as Sloan Kettering, MD Anderson, Dana Farber, etc, I would have never been given a better Oncologist (I know that in my heart now). Our paths were meant to cross. He was sent to help me and so many others who have been thrown away and written off as dead. God is rewarding his kindness and decency by making those chain of events happen which led him to open up his own practice. I see that now. All of this was meant to happen. I don't need Cancer Centers Of America or any other place because I have the best. Nobody will ever care more and I see this every time I go there. I don't feel dumbed down, tolerated or swatted away like a Mosquito. That office is filled with smiles and genuine souls who just want to help. No doubt about it, I am blessed.

Just letting you know that I am doing OK and spiritually feeling better than I have in years. So much can change in your heart when you start to talk to angels and ask for help. They really listen. They are truly there. Once you truly get this, you realize that you will never be alone. I just feel lighter and more hopeful than I have been in some time. I get scared and sometimes I lose my footing, but then I go into that office and I feel fearless again. I am infused again with hope. That is good medicine. It's what we should all have instead of what we usually receive. The nurse who always accesses my port is so precious and I love her. She is a doll and they have to pry us apart every time I am there. I pray every night for my Oncologist, his beautiful and truly adorable wife, and their precious chemo nurse, who all help me to feel like I have someone hugging me at all times. I was so hoping that the other Angiosarcoma patient was still alive, but I asked about her, and she is gone. I cried in the car over this, even though I had never met her. I probably shouldn't have asked, but for some reason, I just really needed to know. So it's just me now. I have already beaten the odds, and with God's help, this will continue. This is going to be such a defining year.

I thank God every night for John and Lily (my precious little black cat). John is my guardian angel on earth (that much is clear). I could not ask for a better friend, caregiver, love, or person in my life. I could not ask for better friends because you guys are an amazing support system for me. Thank you so much for leaving these precious jewels for me every day on my wall. They are truly precious to me. I am going to try and catch up here a bit. I hope you guys have a beautiful weekend! God bless you now and always. XOXOXOXOXO!

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[> Re: Raven Update 1/24/14 -- Anonymous, 05:35:06 01/25/14 Sat [1]

Hi Raven,

It's so nice to hear from you and knowing that you are in such great spirits. What a difference a wonderful doctor can be in making us feel much better. That's how I felt about mine. Thank god for them. Sending you my love and hugs galore.


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[> Re: Raven Update 1/24/14 -- Angela, 09:10:54 01/25/14 Sat [1]

God bless you, too! So happy that you are still doing well!!!


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[> Re: Raven Update 1/24/14 -- Hannah (Healing Light, Hope & Love :)), 02:03:02 01/26/14 Sun [1]

(((Ravenbeauty)))

My new tactic:

I'm encircling you with healing light and seeing you go into complete remission - after this, I'm envisioning you years later, and your doctor proclaiming you are cured. :)

Love you with all my heart!


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