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Date Posted: 19:10:42 03/12/13 Tue
Author: GoodWillTalking
Subject: Upbeat Post 3/11/12

You guys are truly some of the sweetest and kindest people on the planet. Thank you for these beautiful notes. They are so uplifting and always make me smile (truly). Today was another wonderful day. A day I would have usually thought nothing much of, but I was actually cleaning out all the drawers in my dressers to make room for the growing pharmacy (I have enough supplements to open up my own store)! Out of bed and cleaning out my room (I am usually such a neat freak, but all the bottles of supplements and all the paperwork that keeps coming in for my every visit, and every chemo session, was strewn around and bothering me). My room is back to looking like a bedroom should! John came home, took one look at me finishing up, and just hugged me. He said it was the most beautiful site he had seen in a while (to see me up and about and not so sick)l Both of us are grateful to see a little spunk back in me again!

This three week plan is perfect because it actually gives me a few days where I feel more like myself again. I will never take good days for granted ever again. Every good day is a gift. I get that now so much. I can't help but feel badly after this stuff has been pumped into me each time, and so I always tell you how I am genuinely feeling bad or good, but cancer has also taught me so much in such a short amount of time. I honestly see what's important and what gifts I have been given throughout my life. For the most part, God has given me so many blessings. So grateful right now. Love is what you want to leave behind when it's your time to go. Those are the riches we leave behind. What we did for others. What kind of heart beats in our chests. We are all flawed and imperfect. We have all made mistakes in our lives, but it's what lives in our hearts, that truly make us who we are. When we die, our loves ones are there to take us away to a place that truly exists, and is beyond belief, because it is so incredibly beautiful. Mom is there. My beloved Grandmother and Grandfather are there, and so this is a win win for me no matter what.

Another great day! Thursday, it starts all over again for me, but today was wonderful (and it's the past few days that I will hold onto when I am back in this bed again for days on end). Knowing these days aren't far behind, will give me that boost I need when I go in Thursday. I thank God for showing me things, and giving me the wisdom to understand them.

You guys are angels pure and simple. I will never forget the love you have shown me all these years. I pray for many of you who are dealing with such terrible problems and illnesses of your own because we are family. I love you! I had three Ginger Beers today so I'm hopelessly addicted at this point, but in a good way! Very little sugar in them (thank God), but they are all natural (no nasty High Fructose Corn Syrup). Not hungry, but thirsty as hell lately.

I hope you guys have a fabulous week. May the good lord bless you always! I love all of you (no sides). It's just not me because you are all special in your own way. I only wish the best to you now and always........XOXOXO! ♥ :)

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[> Re: Upbeat Post 3/11/12 -- Hannah ((((healing light and love)))), 23:47:32 03/12/13 Tue [1]

(((Dearest Ravenbeauty))))

To know you is to love you! :)
My prayers will increase, & I pray those good days come more and more often until the day when your days are ALL good days! You are amazing! You are winning this battle, dear heart!

Love you with all my heart,
Hannah


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[> Re: Upbeat Post 3/11/12 -- Anonymous, 12:49:30 03/13/13 Wed [1]

Dear Raven,
You're in my thoughts and in my heart. Thinking of you.


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