I try to be an optimist. I remember Sage getting burned out; but he came back with Sage's Place.That link is to his free section, with a short weekly dish. He does have subscriptions for his "Get More" section, and now I wonder if people who charge for their site don't get as much abuse. (I think that is sad.) But the point is that he found a way to come back, albeit in a different form.
My hope is that you, Raven, will find a bit of Phoenix blood running under those shiny feathers, and will someday be reborn from the ashes fully healed.