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Subject: 1 week ago 2morrow.

Author: No name (a sad sister.)

[ Next Thread | Previous Thread | Next Message | Previous Message ] Date Posted: 02:07:32 09/09/07 Sun My only sibling past awayon sept 02 2007. I honestly believe I had the best brother in the world. Lee was 40 yrs old and too young to die. I seen him almost everyday and i would have done anything for him, as he would 4 me. I cant function now, my world is all screwed up. I'm so sad. I had a terrible dream the night he past. it was very disturbing. i keep racking my brain trying to make sense of it... in my dream we are so angry and full of hate, on the verge of having a physical fight. It felt like, he was defending someone/something that i was trying to get to. Whatever it was i wanted to do, he wasnt letting me. He was getting very mean & pushy, it gets me more riled up and ive had enough now so i say that im going to freak out if he doesnt get out of my way. I look up, and about 1 nch away he's standing in front of me he's like 8 ft tall ( & no joke, there's even a rumble type of noise)and a feeling goes through me telling me he had incredible power.. i wanted to ask my mom something but he wouldnt let me get by. i was furious that he was blocking yhe doorway and i remember i put my hand up and said dont f-ing touch me or i'll drop ya! and pushed my way through but i didnt get to the door. i woke up. this is making me sick, i cant get it out of my head. sad,sad, lori. [ Next Thread | Previous Thread | Next Message | Previous Message ]

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[> Subject: Re: 1 week ago 2morrow.

Author: Peg [Edit]

Date Posted: 05:46:46 09/09/07 Sun I am sorry about the death of your brother. You have come to the right place. Your grief is so fresh right now that even in dreams you are struggling with his loss, which feels monstrous. The good news is that after a couple of months, you will be able to function again and you will want to go on living. Right now you have to get through each day as best you can. Be good to yourself and come back here to write to us if you like. We've all lost a sibling and are willing to listen. [ Post a Reply to This Message ]