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>>hello everyone! >> >>okay so apparently i was on this waiting list (for >>like 8 months) for an outpatient group that i thought >>would benefit me when i was in the outpatient program >>(8 months ago) it's called "Self-group" and is for >>people with issues like identity problems, >>dissasociation, trauma, body dysmorphic disorder, and >>well, i think there will be a lot of ED-ers >>there...which makes me nervous.. >> >>i got a phone call a few days ago asking me if i'm >>still interested...i said yes and i'm gonna go there >>tomorrow to check it out. i guess i'm just really >>freaked out because i dont feel i "look" like i have a >>problem. even in the program 8 months ago i tended to >>downplay the ED and work more on my anxiety and OCD >>instead...i also saw a few people there that weigh >>probably 70 lbs- i'm 30 lbs heavier than that and just >>feel like they will look at me funny and think i dont >>need to be there or something. i'm so screwed up that >>i'm actually jealous of them. the ana's that are >>starving to death...i know it's terrible and i'm >>probably terrible too. i guess i just dont want them >>to say i'm not "thin enough" to have a problem... >> >>a few years ago i was diagnosed as anorexic (diagnosed >>but never treated) then i made the switch to EDNOS--i >>just feel like the "true" anorexics are in a hell of a >>lot more trouble than i am, and maybe i dont need to >>be there so they wont judge me or something....okay, >>am i crazy??? sorry for all that, i'm just really >>nervous- i'm always scared people wont like me..it's >>extremely childish, but a real fear.... >> >>sorry for the length >> >>~jane~ > > >It'll be ok Jane. You can go check it out and see how >it goes. I know what you mean. I feel like I dont >have a problem because I am no where near your weight. > >mrsk
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