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Date Posted: 15:52:02 07/28/03 Mon
Author: shannon whitney
Subject: Squeak

Two days ago my moms puppy got run over. He was a pomeranian he was only five months old and weighed five pounds. Im not a small dog person (i own a pit bull). But i got very attached to her puppy. Im 17 and still live with my mom so it was hard to avoid him(:She got him from a breeder. When he was born we went to visit him every week untill it was time to bring him home. On the day he was born we already had a name chosen for him, Tyrone. But eventually i started calling him "Squeak" the i went from that to "queaky" because of the adorable noises he mad went he wanted food or attention, he would also dance on his hind legs. After three months i started getting very attached to him despite my not being a small dog person. I used to let him out with my pit bull Syd and usually he would follow her around everywhere. Syd always stays in the yard good so i figured everyone would be ok if i stepped inside for a second, my uncle was out there so i just went inside for a second. I was just getting ready to go back out to get the dogs when i heard my uncle yelling. Then i heard tye scream it wasnt just a yelp. When i got outside Tye was in the road dragging his hind end crying. I grabbed a blanket from inside and scooped him up (being very carefull not to hurt him) then my mom and i rushed him to the closest clinic (about 45 min away) i got there in like 20. The poor little guy didnt even go into shock he was totally concious and crying the whole ride. We got to the clinic and the vet inspected him. he told us there was nothing he could do we had to put him to sleep, his whole back end was crushed. It took the doctor a long time to find his litte vein, the whole time he was crying. I know he knew. He was always a very happy and active little guy and to see him in so much pain and then so still just about killed me i lost it in there. i have been severely depredded for the last two days and no matter what people say to me i still blame myself entirely. Im ok when people are aroud but if im alone i cry. I have never cried or wanted to die so much in my life (im not suicidal). Im not asking for advice although it is welcome i dont think it will help, i just needed to tell someone. well thanx for listening to me guys.

I love you queaky and im so sorry

Shannon

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