| Subject: mrs. Doll, thank your for your calming support. We have had our share of talks about lifes ups and downs. I miss my sisters, even though there was alot of pain in our lives, we still found the inner beauty to make eachother smile. You are a doll, thats why the name fits. I am thankful for WIN, You , Dr. Tracy, & Globe!!!! Without you all i think i would go crazy. As things feel like they are changing (wondering if its another lie of my life) I am hopefull. As much as I can be. |
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Globette
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Date Posted: 09:54:05 10/15/07 Mon
In reply to:
C. Doll
's message, "My follow Globette. I heart and hand go out too you. I know first hand what it feels like to be abused in finance coupled with addiction. An no matter family member, business relation, or government the wound goes deep. I applaud you for coming to you Globe family for help. We love you and support you always. MUCH LOVE MUCH RESPECT..OXOXOX" on 11:33:52 10/07/07 Sun
>>I am at a very low point in my life right now, and am
>>very tired of fighting for a relationship that
>>continues to produce lies from my husband. Right
>>living and "The courage to say no more" have done a
>lot
>>for me. I feel like I am a stronger person, but why
>>can't I stop the person I love from hurting me with
>>lies and doubt? My heart wants to be so much more
>>dedicated to the purpose WIN has brought into my life,
>>but I am now broken and don't have much more to give
>at
>>this point.
>>Here's my story, short version. I never paid much
>>attention to our finances because my husband makes
>>enough to support a family of five. My mistake. When I
>>did (after right living) I uncoverd a huge pill
>>addiction. It didnt stop there. After then is where
>>all the lies come in. The financial abuse has been so
>>severe now we have to file bankruptcy. Trying to go
>>with out things, to try and make ends meet, he has
>>not. We went to counseling for a while, but the cost
>>is high when you have no money.
>>Apparently the addiction is kicked, but that wasnt the
>>end of it. A few weeks ago I find out that he owed a
>>"loan shark" a few thousand dollars and that is why
>>the money manipulation has been there since the rest
>>had come out.
>>The problem with this all is, my love hasnt been the
>>issue, I have loved him almost since the first time i
>>met him. Yes there has been contamination to our
>>realtionship for a very long time, we all make
>>mistakes. When do the mistakes and childish lies come
>>to an end.
>>I have tried so hard to make this marriage a unity and
>>I feel like a failure, I've never been a quitter.
>>The last time I was happy was when I was with my globe
>>sisters. My heart is so heavy and my smile is replaced
>>with tears. Please I need some encouragement. Much
>>love.
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