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>>Dear Tracy, >> I am writing this because I am having a fear >>issue I thought I could handle on my own....but I >>cannot. Five years ago when I went through RIGHTLIVING >>for the first time it was so earth shaking. It changed >>my life for the better. However when I came home life >>came crushing down in the form of deaths in the >>family.I used what I learned to start the healing >>process. It took years to get past the feelings of >>fear and guilt. This summer I went through RIGHTLIVING >>again, Still earth shaking. I got more out of it this >>time. When I came home I set forth my goal of getting >>classes started in my state. Though I know it is silly >>I feel like the same thing is happening. In the 3 >>months of being home I have lost 3 family member. I >>can't seem to pull myself out of it. An though I am >>quite often a happy person....I am terrible to be >>around right now. I don't think I am fit to teach >>becuase I am a basket case right now. My husband( my >>rock) has been very supportive during this time. And >>has made no demands on me, giving me time to grieve >>Which makes me feel even more guilty because I know he >>is also hurting. I am not being a very good mother to >>my kids. An they have noticed my moods. Once again >>everyone chalks it up to the passings of loved ones. I >>am trying not to rush myself, but I know I was meant >>to teach RIGHTLIVING. An I don't want to drag my tail >>any longer. However I feel just raw right now. I hate >>to cry an it feels like that is all I do when I am >>alone.I have not been posting on the forum which is >>one of my favorite things, and tends to bring me right >>out of a funk.I feel like a big baby and helpless. I >>am not looking for a quick fix just insight because I >>am at a loss. >> Thank you >> Bless
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