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Date Posted: 06:38:11 06/11/06 Sun
Author: Nita
Subject: That demon Rum....

I can't believe I am awake already this morning. I didn't think I would be up before noon. Have you ever seen those buckets of drink mix, you just add the booze and then freeze them? I had one of those with strawberry d. for a bbq a few weeks ago and nobody but me had one. Since then I have gotten that bucket down to about a third,lol. I am not much of a drinker, I like foo foo drinks, just the fruity kind. And I never make them very strong. This mix called for a bottle of rum so I put it in there.....woo hoo, toasted my butt...

The good news is that I don't have any hangover symptoms which is a really good thing and I did forget alot of problems last night. I don't think it would be a good idea for me to form a habit but I THINK I had a good time last night...oh that devil rum..

Ok, enough rambling...this is why I felt the need to imbibe last night..today is my granddaughter's first birthday. I have not seen her since she was 2 months old. The last I knew, they were moving to Idaho but I have not heard a word since then. I don't know anything about my GD. I don't know what color her eyes turned out to be...what color her hair is, when she cut her first tooth, if she is walking yet....nothing. And my heart is completely broken....I feel very lucky that I have access (at least by phone) with my other granddaughters but there is a part of my heart that is MIA and aside from not knowing anything about her...I worry about her, is she being taken care of...that sort of thing. I know that letting this get me down doesn't really help anything..I just can't seem to get a grip on things right now. And today I have to take Jeremy back to his dad...that doesn't help either. I won't see him for two weeks. God, sometimes I really hate my life...

But don't worry, I will gather myself up and carry one and I will be fine, somehow I always am.
loveyoubunches,
Nita

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